Syll - Hello Poetry

Syll Feb 2020

My heart hurts,
From all the pain,
Caused by life.

My heart hurts,
From all the chaos,
Caused by people.

My heart hurts,
From all the words spread,
Caused by gossip.

The gossip isn't about me. It is about a friend. And I hate listening to it. But I'm too afraid to do anything about it.

Syll Feb 2020

Ghost

Drift,
Wander,
Lurk,
Stalk.
I Am
The
Ghost
In The
Hallways.

Syll Jan 2020

Crow

Feathers of ebony
Wings of afternoon
Eyes of shadows
One means sorrow
Or death
Cloaked in mystery
And sadness
Cawing a mournful tune
A lonely crow

This is a random, weird poem I decided to write.

Syll Jan 2020

The Devil

The devil likes to tempt,
No one is exempt,
From his silver tongue.

Syll Jan 2020

I Can't

I want to cry
My eyes are dry
I want to die
It's not my time
I want to speak my mind
It would terrify
I am too shy
I have to lie
And say I'm fine

Syll Jan 2020

Questions with Answers

Why am I so scared to be abandoned?
Why must I care so much?
Why do I feel so alone?
I don't want to be lonely.
I care because that's the way I am.
It's my brain that tells me I am alone.
I'm so annoyed,
I can't keep up.
Why do I feel so bad?

This can't last forever right? It is temporary? I hate feeling like this. I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't want to feel like I'm alone. This is so Frustrating.

Syll Jan 2020

Instant

In an instant,
Your life could change forever.
In an instant,
A loved one could've been taken from you.
In an instant,
The worst could happen.
In an instant,
It all came crashing down.
In an instant.

I almost lost my mom in a car accident on 1-9-17. My sibling broke an ankle. I came out basically wound free, except for the mental wound. I had to watch my mom and sibling in pain, and there was nothing I could do. My mom broke her neck, she could've been paralyzed or could've died. She is still here because God saved her.