Count your blessings,
Try your luck.

Don't wish for luck,
Work towards your goals.

Don't work too hard,
It's better to hit the road.

Don't hit rock bottom,
Search for advice.

Don't give up,
It's your choice.

Don't count your blessings,
I dare you to.

Have I seen you before
Yes, when I came in.
Doped with Chlorpromazine;
Feet like lead weights
Eyelids lost to gravity.

Don't. Don't take those.

Those little blue and whites
Too good to be true.
I'll be back for more Lithium;
But six pills, I was a potato
So great it made you grew.

Don't. You will regret.

To erase war and peace
Brought me snore and peace.
Tiny innocent Atarax;
Left me dry as sandpaper
Words barely croaked out.

Don't. I told you.

Just tongue those meds.
Again you said,
Don't.

I have to get up and out...
no more hiding, you have homework,
and projects and school... I'm so scared...
all this is so much... too much...
medical appointment on Wednesday...
I don't wanna go...
I don't ever wanna leave my room...
lock me in here... I'll be safe...
I don't need food...
Not water either...
I'll just sleep here...
I'll be okay, better than okay...
I'll sleep and I'll be okay...
everything will be okay...
let me sleep in here Forever...

Life is a puzzle.
Just like you and me.
Each day a note,
Together they make a melody.

Our life a puzzle,
A melody.
Each and everyone,
Another life, another story.

Black, white, crimson, burgundy,
Different shades of colors,
Lights of different intensities,
Life's of different meanings.

Some live for others,
Others for themselves;
Some have no clue,
Some just wish all was true.

Days pass like flipping pages,
A book opened and soon to be closed.
But after the story,
Still no one knows.

No one ever truly knows,
Never one found out the answer;
The real meanings,
Behind these beautiful melodies.

Many lives, satin ribbons,
fluttering Freely in the wind.

So much the same, similar traits,
yet all we see is Difference.

Why am I missing,
When  I am here.

finding I often ask myself,
(or whoever this is...)
who am I..??
where have I gone..??
what have I become..??

Can someone answer me,
my only constant question...
how could this happen to me..??

when will this end..??

Whoever up there,
(if there is anyone...)

for what sins I've done,
all that is wrong of me;
will you forgive me
answer my plea and...

Please let me go.

Righteous guy.
Precarious girl.
She ask's why,
He never gets near.
Expectations high,
Hoping for her.

Even the girl never knows why,
The guy wouldn't always stay by her side.
Did he find that she wasn't his kind,
Or is it something she does that is not right.
Would Father tell her lies,
When he told her not to hide.

God you know well that i love you,
Forgive me for I am nothing but a sinner.