Here I am again
Content with loneliness
Writing riddles to keep track of time
Detaching myself from the reality of emotions
Pretending
Deep down I know love does not conquer all
I'm naive but I can keep a strait face
Too many arguments of nonsense and jealousy
So I keep everything at a distance
Such a wreck
In a tangled weave of misdirection
I panic at the thought of love
It's for children
It's for hope
It's for co dependancy
But not for me
I'm contenet with lonliness

My thoughts puddle into a catastrophe of constant disappointments
I can never live up to all these expectations
I cannot imagine any light or weights lifted off my shoulders
As long as the worries eat at my stomach and bleed from my brains
Too many things I've thrown away in search of something greater than material happiness
A fog blinds my view of the dreams I seek even though I can see the phoenix inside
I yearn for anything other than put downs and anger people criticizing my every move
I've chosen a path that debases me from any worthiness of successes--they think
To an outsider I am delusional and undecided
Maybe lost and a little frightened, but they could never say it to my face
But I keep on believing

I almost gave up today
After years of being torn apart
Words that strangled my confidence
From the ones I loved the most
All this built up anger bleeds from my pit of my stomach
Bruising my heart
Scraping my knees
Eating me alive
Tension
Fear
Resentment
Pride
Psychotic mutilation meltdown
Help me
I want to give up

Seeking perfection in the midst of your doom
Nobody recognizes you
You close your eyes to see what you've started
But you're invisible
You feel like you are drowning and grasping for air
But nobody is helpful
You want to give up
But you are still alive
And only God knows the reason why
So you hold it in, bottle it up
And give it another try

How many days have you felt like this?
How many nights have you felt like ****?
How many times have you called it quits?
How many days have you felt like this?

Yearning for freedom
Having no luck, not finding any glory
You are miserable
Nobody trust you anymore
Your brain waves are crashing
As everyone is laughing
And there is no escape
You're begging to sleep, but you're staying awake
Maybe tomorrow
There will be a refuge
But there is no guarantee
So buckle your seat belt
Prepare for the worst
And let everything that is, be

It is August already
Another year slips through my fingers
Where has the time gone?
I'm still trying to reassemble it back together

I almost forgot your birthday
But at night you float into my bedroom
It's impossible not miss you
When your magic soars across the stars

The sirens remind me of a nightmare
You were always an emergency
White cats and baseball bats
Grunge shirts on a broken boy to cheap to pay full price

Your moms apartment was scented with cigarettes
We drank coffee just to stay awake
You spoke riddles just for conversation
And walked with your hands in your pocket

I danced to keep a smile on your face
Payed the bills and cooked you dinner
But simplicity wasn't your style
So you threw out the window

Putting others down is not empowering
If it makes you feel better about yourself, go ahead
Look in the mirror at your flat nose and big ego
and try to tell me your perfect
Try to tell me you're not a narcissist
Try to tell me you're better than me
When your living up to others expectations
While I do not compare myself to you
You think being brutally honest is a good quality
When I'd rather be compassionate and sensitive
I don't live a double life
What you see is what you get
But even with your cruel words that you debase me with
I still have the courage to take it in
I don't get mad or get even
I wait for your rain cloud to appear
And when it does
I will smile
Because karma is only a ***** if you are

"I love you"
"I promise"
"You're everything to me"
"You're perfect"
"You are the one"
"You're everything I need"

I trust few, love easy and never let go completely
I hold secrets, but if you stare long enough you could read me
I like tulips, write poems and dream about things no one knows of
I like to push the envelope
I like my music loud
I always lose the remote
But I don't believe in doubts
I'm complex in many ways
But my heart is quite simple
My thoughts are always circling
And some days I am mental
I know what I want when I see it
I get what I want when I try
I have plenty of tricks up my sleeve
And I always question why
I'll believe you if you tell me
And I'll listen when you talk
I'm considerate yet selfish
But I'm humble when I walk
I seek progress not perfection
I admit when I am wrong
I admit some days I cry a lot
But deep down I know I'm strong
I'm a positive and caring
Naive yet unafraid
I'm a little on the wild side
But I am daring because I'm brave

She has a big heart
And when she smiles I know
All the reasons that I'm alive
Without her I'd never grow
Without her I feel lost,
and sometimes I'm afraid
I need to see her darling face
Just to make my day
She sparkles when she dances
Her eyes light up a room
Her kisses make my heart melt
And I live for her "I love yous"
She has the key to my heart
When there's nothing more to give
I just want to see her happy
She's the reason that I live

Where are these mythical creatures we call men?
I have yet to meet one
I have stumbled upon many animals and a scared little boy
I have touched a soldier
Loved a hypocrite
I have held hands with the spawn of Satan
I had beside me a chameleon
Even danced with an ***
But never have I seen this wonder we call a man

I was somebody else not that long ago
Today I am someone who is brand new
Who are you?

Are you holding a grudge that barks at your ego?
Do you criticize because you have expectations?
Do you make mistakes yet seek forgiveness in yourself?
I guarantee--
You are human like me

I guarantee you can point the finger
Yet the mirror holds a stranger you see everyday
I bet you have burdens and shame on your conscious
With secrets in the form of tears that fall down like rain

I bet you a dollar there are some things you wish you hadn't done
And friendships you've burned because fighting wasn't worth it
I bet you you've said some mean words once or twice
And sometimes it's just to painful for you to be nice

But who are you to hold grudges when you've done so much wrong?
Who are you to point fingers, when the monster is you?
Do you wish for forgiveness but can't give in return?
When will you be willing to learn?

Who are you?
Resentful, angry... broken?
Or are you brand new, like me?

We are all travelers
One in the same
With different perceptions
Lacking compassion

We don't know what we don't know
But we feel,
And sometimes it hurts too much

Sometimes we wish others more pain and suffering
Because we feel disgusted at what we were handed
And being nice is just a front
So we twiddle our fingers and bat our eyes

We spend too much time worrying
Too much effort trying to control things
Trying to out do one another
It is easy to point the finger
And keep all focus off our own problems

So easy to be caught in the eye of a devil
Yet we are quick to pray when we want something
It is so easy to stumble off the path
And so hard to wipe away the tears we shame

When we know right from wrong
We still make mistakes
We learn the way we need to
Yet we forget
We are all just travelers
One in the same

Parallel to the walls of silence
Absent minded
Shallow hearts that bleed
Discontinued
As the weather's changing
Rearranging, muted subtleties
Voices tremble
Disassemble facts from fiction
Hear them?
Listen
Blinded by a shimmer
Hiding in the winter
Angry at my mother
Blaming someone other
Than myself,
Even when the war is over
Still I can't grab on to help
Holding on to madness,
Claiming there is hope
Giving second chances
For fear of being so alone
Maybe there is still a chance at life
Maybe you'll forgive me if I lie
Maybe if I had just one more night
You would understand the reasons why
I'm insane
So insane, it hurts

You allowed me to be ambiguous
Strangely in a different way
Allowed my character defaults to fall
Impeccable with shades of grey
You filtered my thoughts into shock waves
With understanding empathy
Arrested my love with your mind
You held me in captivity
I followed through with all my heart
Step by step I played your games
Stranded forced to reassemble
Running wild through ice and flames
You watched me dance behind your hat
I heard you chuckle through your teeth
I watched your eyes beam shards of crystals
Then found your passion underneath
I'd lie in bed and watch you crumble
Stare at you and wonder why
For in a moments spell of glory
Did I see the man in inside

You're the one that I've always loved boy
Can't you tell by my broken heart?
I searched the seas so high and low for you
But all good things fall apart

You're the sun and I am wind
I reach for you, but you're settled in
You're the kiss I want to keep
The love my heart forever seeks

Love we've missed, love we lost
Lost our touch, but you're my love
Love is gone, love is trust
Trust my love, that you're the one

Dance with me, just one more time
Find the magic we left behind
You found a home, and I wish you luck
But leave that place and I'll show you love

This heart of mine is yours to have
If I can too, have yours back
The love we made has glued my mind
I close my eyes to rewind time

Love we've missed, love we lost
Lost our touch, but you're my love
Love is gone, love is trust
Trust my love, that you're the one

You're the one I want to keep
The love my heart forever seeks

Butterflies and a sky full of diamonds
The right words, I'm still trying to find them
A cool breeze lets me know that it's over
But I'm not over you

I wonder why it's so hard to move on
I wonder when it fell short and went wrong
A long day and a sad face to prove it
Proof enough that I loved you

You asked me once and never believed me
The truth came out you only deceived me
I tried my best but I had to give up
Because my best was never enough

I got high to shut down my feelings
Lost faith in God and believing
A sad soul lost in her dreams and
I'm not over you

It's so hard to face all this pain and
I don't know where I should begin
The last kiss is all I can think of
I'm not over you

Empty pages waiting for a story
Green, green grass waiting to be cut
The smell of the rain brings you back
Traffic slows you down
Aggression holds your laughs

Roundabouts confuse you
The river calms your nerves
Your dog brings you comfort
Your first love brought you hurt

It was the kiss that slowed down time
The *** that kept you in
You remember drunk dancing
You can't finish what you begin

You remember holding hands
Being too in love to speak
You remember significant moments
But your insecurities keep you weak

I remember every moment of the summer that changed my life
I remember everything, my memories will never die

Frostbitten heart
Cold to the touch
I was sent flowers
But it wasn't much
I acted if
It was enough
But his love was never that serious

Here you are
Your shadowed silhouette in the door
A frame I did forget once before
But you have a haunting way about you
A charming kind of way about you
With a heartless kind of evil crooked smile
The things I had to learn over time
But I memorized your face as it kissed mine
I recall just how sweet you taste divine
These things I wish I could erase
Your lust did make me fall from grace
Because you have a haunting way about you
A clever kind of trick about you
You had me hypnotized for nearly years
You somehow blistered me with flooding tears
I gave into your disillusion
Ran right back to your abusing
Because you have a haunting way about you
A seductive sinful way about you
These thing I had to learn over time
But I somehow miss the days when you were mine

It's a tragedy the things she's been through
Burdens only she was meant to carry
Somehow she still smiles to your face
Whether skies are blue or grey

It's a shame no one taught her how to cope
Alone she falls apart underneath her covers
Some days it's hard to look you in the eye
But she still puts up a fight

It's amazing, the things she's done
Conquered nightmares and slayed dragons
Some nights she's still afraid of her sleep
But she'll always face reality

Burdens weighing heavily
Flashbacks of the days
Tears run out of reasons
In the most convincing ways
Lies flood out the trust
Truth bleeds out the lust
Forgiveness can't be swallowed this time around
Strength is something wonderful I've found

We are so dysfunctional in this galaxy of stars and fear
You and I and him and her
Wonder and magic, twisted with fate
All colliding towards something greater, of which we do not know
Something we could never predict
But, we both know we need something real and solid--
I can't save you, or me, or anyone else
And either can you
But at least we can try
At least we haven't given up
and we are alive

A daisy and dandelion jungle
With secrets beneath the trees
Pink and purple skies
With green and auburn leaves
A paradise so peaceful
A gentle blowing breeze
Enchanting light that glistens
With never ending seas

In my eyes love does not exist
I tried it once or twice before but it's not on my wish list
I got bruises and scars to prove I can take a beating
I'm not your average girl, my beauty is truly deceiving
What I learned from love was, you better put up one hell of a fight
You better say the right answer or your *** is getting beat at night
I never got the flowers a boys supposed to send
I never got the love I needed from a boyfriend
I never got a jewelry box scripted with a love message
I missed out on all that attention
But what I do have is more than money could pay
I got a new chance at life; a brand new day
I got the courage to stand up and take them down
I got the strength to fight back, now my karma is coming around
I have the wisdom to know what I didn't before
I have the faith in the mystery of whats behind closed doors
I may not believe in the magic of love
But I believe in angles and the man up above

Twisted in delusions
Another thing I've done all wrong
Backwards in confusion
Lyrics to an empty poem

Faith spiraling into an abyss,
Another guilty dream
Everything I've ever missed-
Breaking at the seems

Love is at a distance
Burdens left unspoken
Tears are left to glisten
Why am I the chosen?

Your distant, but we almost touch
Lost lovers, once inseparable
The silence is louder than hell
A phantom in itself

We're liars, to afraid to speak
Of the burdens that we had to seek
I can not find the strength in me
To break the heart that once was everything

But I forget
What I regret
I never said
What I meant

I meant to say,
I'm sorry,
but its better off this way
Don't worry

I'm paying for it somehow;
Freedom's just another word for missing you

Wake up
Bed time was yesterdays awakening
I only dream possibilities that decipher my life's catastrophe
**** regrets,
I only wish them away
Because I feel sorry for myself
Self realization
a deeper, profound thought
Ignited illegally
Frowned upon by humanity
True amazement
Dawning a bliss
A beautiful realization
Formed an abyss-
Contaminated
Corrupted
Innocent
World
I feel sorry for you.

Hold on, to your horses boys
I'm trying to make my mind up
I've been played so many times before
In this game of love or luck
And the knife hurts when you draw blood
I might be tough, but not much
let you touch me, it's a rush
Let you hold me, it's enough
If you hurt me, I'll show you
What it feels like to be lower
than life

Fighting sleep
in the belly of a dragon
missed the rescue boat and sank with the anchor
missed the message that you were coming around
blame it on the enemy now
wish it could be different somehow,
but we are two lost strangers in a packed crowd
The freedom taste so bitter
and the love we had just had to splinter
I missed you last December,
but I moved on from that damaged winter

I feel the wind and it's you touching my face,
a flashback of a better day
maybe sometime early last June,
when it was me and you painting in the backyard
having laughs so hard, watching you play guitar
Dancing to the beat of the bass,
While you licked your lips when I kissed your face

Perfection, as the clock stopped
and we were two lost souls whose paths finally crossed
It was you and me honeymooning illegally
reaching for passion, in the arms of eternity
but all that is a memory gone
trapped inside my brain in the unknown

with a lost soul and an empty apartment
Because all good things fall apart and
it might be hard to let it all go
because our dreams were all that we know
But I've took more than I needed to take
Learned from love, and made some mistakes
Gave it chance and I'm not looking back
On the unknown magic that we once had
On the love that hurt more than it needed to bleed
because your pain is everything I need
to set my broken heart free

The first time, wasn't awesome
I was nervous, I was scared to death
I was quiet, I wasn't confident
but I gave in, to my deepest sin
and I lost my breath
it wasn't worth it

I was 17, it was way too young
for a girl to be losing everything for fun
But I caved in, under all the pressure
gave it up to a boy who doesn't measure up
to man at all,
he was not a boy you want
or the kind of boy you take home to mom
he's not the american dream
he's a punk kid packed full of nothing

Stupid me, I should have known
I should of let all that drama go
He left me with a broken soul
and a shattered heart
with no place to go
Then he took my perfect world a part
and I realized how life was hard
cuz a fool who played the part of sweetheart

He gave me drugs all the time, I was so twacked up that I lost my mind and
now I'm stuck cleaning up the mess he made
all the doubts in my head turn another shade
another color
I want something new, a better offer
What I need is to find myself again,
what I need to be is my only friend

I need another door to open up
lost my opportunity because I gave it up
all for love
played the games, and I've had enough
What I need is a second chance
and What I need is to get me back
cuz

Love is a risky business
Add drugs and it turns into ****
You play games, that have no rules
Lies wasted cuz it's all your fuel
forget what your trying to do
all you blame is you
cuz you act a fool and
breaking away can be difficult
being an addict in the unknown
Got to learn to live your life and grow
and leave all the dysfunctional
you gotta man up, and grow some *****
leave the lust that tears you apart
gotta figure out what you really want

Got put yourself first
even when its hurts
Gotta lose all the jerks
gotta look up in a mirror and take a stand
gotta figure out you don't need a man
to hold your hand
gotta get your life back on track and
forget all that brings you down
take good hard look at yourself
and come back around
They don't know what their losing now
Found a whole new woman and a whole new crowd

forget love for the time being
and remember being 17,
remember how naive you could be
when a boy says he'll give you everything
***** that **** and get it yourself
remember you don't need a mans help
remember it'll take some time
but you're a whole new person,you're diamond
in the rough, life is tough
but it's way too short to be serious
in love so young
you deserve the world
and your freedom
don't owe anything to anyone
just watch who you'll become

And if you want the world in the palm of your hands
take a firm hard grip on your second chance.
And don't look back
on the past, and be grateful for all that you have
You gotta make better choices
don't throw it all away for all them boys and
parties, and fun and lots of poison
don't make the same mistakes I made
cuz I learned everything the hard way
Hear what I gotta say
Cuz when it pours it rains
Get yourself out of a gutter
out of a rut
Get sick and tired cuz enough is enough
Show them what your made of
And don't give your dreams up, all for love

Pay attention
Hear the voices reconnect?
The traffic dies down simultaneously
The summer entwines and untangles
The skies reach out
The dandelions bloom
Feel the subtle changes
Purity is raining

Capture
my radiance
Tonight when I reveal
All the things I have to offer
Frame
My innocence
Tomorrow as you reveal
All the things you have to share
So that
we have
The only
picture
Of
The depth of love

Electricity behind those eyes
A kiss that seemed to last all night
a smile, a wink
A whisper to sleep
With arms to hold me eternally

Escaping the distance beside me
Lying in a sea of false hope
Destined to sink into the bottom of the bluest of black holes
Reaching out to sunnier side of the fence
Unmindful of being sensitive
Disgusted with myself;
Trapped inside of hell
Giving into temptations, save me
Losing sight of all my blessings daily
Wishing I could rewind time and fix the cause
Wishing I could put my life on hold and pause
But I'm trapped in waves of lies above my head
Drowning in your adversity instead
While your laughing because you knew it couldn't be
You love the stench of your own misery
And the weight of guilt upon my conscious
Burdens me a heavy distress
Problems I eventually confess
And you vilify me nonetheless
But it hurts to have to caused so much pain
Lost devotion and found a web to weave my shame
Breathing gets easier day by day as I'm looking into my reflection
Swallowing my vanity to find a whole new perception;
I'm forgiven somewhere deep inside
But lust could not survive the hills we climb
You swear you'd die with all your lies
The indications I never recognized
The facts that keep me awake at night
Knowing we were never right
My stomach's turning,
fuel burning
a few things I still need to learn and
get over and just forget
all our empty promises
Like loyalty and trust
the things we never get enough of
The things we gave up and broke
How lust has me like a choke hold
It's got me wearing false smiles and happiness
Keeping the distance between the both of us
In the sea of covers, waves of lies
Captive of the guilt that keeps me alive
Lost the key, hopped the fence
Suffering in consequence
The things I need, the hurt you bleed
I loathe the stench of my own misery

Some people love oceans and beaches
I''d just rather stare into space
and watch the stars fall from heaven
With you
as we
hold hands with sobriety
and poison the rest of the world with our happiness
Everyone will think we are crazy
but the truth is they're jealous

Some people like roses
But it's the daises that simultaneously define love and luck
No matter how I start the riddle
it always ends out in my favor
With you
As we
play under the covers
and create a garden of romance with green-eyed spectators
Everyone already thinks we're blessed
And the truth is they are all envious

Some people like synonyms
And I am one of them
No matter how many ways you define it
there is only one meaning
With you
we make
an adjective, a hobby
But they say the richer the better--
and I agree
But the truth is they can be skeptical
But we still prove them wrong

Take me
and break me
please
steal this heart
away and
engage me
I'm bleeding
while choking
on these words
not knowing
you've cheated me
now
You're leaving me
I'm still left bleeding
on words you've decieved
to me
I wonder
Why can't you believe in me?
Take your heart
and be sincere to me

Change,
Don't be subtle like the cold breath of wind that is yesterday's memory
Start as soon as last nights moon becomes this morning's sunrise
History is in the making
The rest of the world is waiting for you
Love is the movement
These circumstances we are faced with will dissipate
And you will overcome your biggest fear
and this glorious day will become
Extraordinary
I do not imagine my strength, I believe it
I control you
with the blink of an eye
and for one instant I feel
Powerful
I am shameless
Still I feel heartless, judged, and incapable
I have seen, how cowards judge the rest of the world
But I can swallow my weakness whole
I can bury my insecurities
Close my eyes and get closer to the happiness that was destroyed
And the visions that pour from my imagination become pixels of reality
And suddenly life is worth living

At the edge of dissolution
she bites her lip to lock the key
she dances in her vulnerability
through the blizzard, through the heat
hoping he will come around
and bite his lip in sufferance
and confess
his sins;
all her broken wishes

My man
is made
of armor
pure and strong
his lips are sweet
as sugar cane
to them
I do belong

It was Sunday when you cried
into my lap you were dying inside
I was hoping I could end it,
but your tears made me feel like a new beginning
So I sat
and I waited
maybe you were admitting you were wrong
For so long, I had prayed that
I could be the high note in your song

But tears only covered up the shame you held in
You weren't admitting anything
You were only crying because your time was up
and you new your love could never be enough

You cried for me
I cried for you too
You'd die to be
back into my arms if only you could

You lied to me
Sometimes I'd lie to you
You'd die to be
back into my arms if only you could

If words described the feelings
that are trapped inside my soul
then the painting of my stomach acid
would express the debt I'm owed.

Sapphire sky
You blessed my night
I thought of every thought that ever crossed my life
Sapphire sky
Don't leave me like everyone else
Be my reminder that I can face it all
All is nothing compared to tomorrow
Sapphire sky
Introduce me to myself
I no longer want to dwell on my inner stranger
The longer I wait--
Erases perfectly good yesterdays
Sapphire sky
Move me along to a path of simplicity
The complications of life are merely plastic surgery
Sapphire sky
You blessed my life

Self:
You are only one note in a symphony
So be a force to be reckoned with.

Under the bruises there's a smile fading
There's a girl who's waiting
to show her colors
...
You just wait and see
Everything she'll be

Dear Mister,
Do you hate the world so much?
What could have hurt you so bad?
I want to know because I tried loving you
But you were always living in the past.

Dear Mister,
Do you know everything?
Or are you just fooling yourself?
I think you put to much blame on the world.
Instead you should worry about your health.

Dear Mister,
You smoke too many cigarettes.
You should go for a run.
Maybe trying being nice to yourself
You're a mean son of a gun.

I've been turned on to a completely different perspective
plus I'm counting all my blessings
But **** all those who criticized me during my struggle
I wish I could confide in people
I never meant to hurt anyone, I confess
I only wanted to find myself
never meant to make such a mess
But I put myself through God's biggest test
And I guess
I'm doing just fine
I might have lost my mind
didn't do anything right
for a minute, but I picked myself back up
and I'm here to win it
It's an adrenaline rush
as I wash
all that I ****** up
I'm praying for luck
But I don't believe in it
I got to work hard for what I get
I admit
I wish you would just believe in me
Give me a little bit of encouraging
Tell me to go strait for my dreams
But it seems
you already know what you want for me
But that's not the way I want to succeed
I got a different plan apparently
But I don't care
it's just not fair
to be in my hair
the signs are everywhere
I got to do what I want, do what I need
and who cares who believes in me?
I'll prove everyone wrong eventually
And I'll be who I'm meant to be
I don't need pre-approval
I'm proud of myself, proud of who I've become
everything I've done
Plus I know everything that I don't want
I've only begun
to get what I want,
I wont stop until I'm number one
and it feels good to have a new direction
I got my faith, it's my protection
Lost my man, my only affection
I got no need to seek any attention
I've faced all of my convictions
I found my head and gave up my addictions
All at once
But that's the cost
for a new adrenaline rush
I sit back and watch
myself grow all up
And admit I'm only human
I'll admit life's a bit too confusing
But I'm refusing to keep on losing
Anymore things that I love
Yes, I already messed everything up
But wait and just give me a little more time
I'm running behind,
but I'll be fine
I'm not stupid or blind
Just watch me now is my turn to shine

Developed an apathetic view at the world, here today
When you drank copious amounts of alcohol, to erase the pain
You were fighting inner demons, trying to make the best
But at least you were brave enough to come face to face with yourself
You were defined by what you did, what you said and who you knew
They were seeing different colors, you were seeing different hues
You were craving change, trying to self improve
They were always looking down upon you
But you had the motivation to be someone more than they expected
You faced the challenges and changed your direction
But it's hard to gain back all of the confidence and all the trust
When you don't believe in coincidences or luck
And though your past might be tremendously haunted
You have to work hard for everything you ever wanted
Don't give up just because you can
Be someone extraordinary, who doesn't give a ****
Be the change in the world and be the one to prove
you can do anything that you choose

Words on top of a paper, floating
there so bare, naked
Telling the inside of my heart
So honest
there so bare, ****
Alive, dancing inside the minds of strangers
Speaking
there so bare, unarmed

You don't even know how to open up your heart to me
You wont even let me in for a little peak
I want touch but I'm not good enough
Boy why you acting so ******* tough?
You don't even know how good my love is yet
Boy when you come over you will not forget
All my loving might be for free
if you spend your money all upon me
I don't want a dollar I just want a little taste
If you let me love you, you might find your fate
So let me inside your head
open up your heart and let me in bed
I don't wanna fight you I don't even bite
I don't want to try to let you out of sight
I don't want a problem I'm not here to hurt
I just want to be part of your world
Boy you have the answers, saying that love is blind
Look up at the clock you're wasting so much time
Give it a chance, try to get to know me
See what we have, might be all that you need
I don't have the answers, tell you the truth
But I swear your love will never be abused
Don't look away, try to open up
Give me some that, bad boy kind of love
Tell me all your secrets, tell you some of mine
California love is one of a kind
I don't want to scare you truth or dare
I don't want to play you games ain't fair
Give me a chance, open this book up
Boy this is more than just another hook up
Open your heart, I'll let you see
Just how wonderful Cali love can be

Welcome to wonderland
where the truth is far from reach
it's a place full of magic sparkly dust
and tales of mysteries
It's in between heaven and dreaming,
deep inside your mind
It's what you want deep inside your heart
and what you wish for all the time
It's a place where you can turn
when you have no where to go
When life is complicated
and you feel so very low
It's a magic place
to escape
at any given instant
just close your eyes
and play pretend
you are in
heaven