I used to have wild dreams,
A younger me is panicking over exams.

Now taking the last glimpse,
I am panicking over the facts that I am dying.

Owh jeez it's just a dream.

...
Ouch!
I fell from my sleeping trampoline.

People asked.
"Why are you crying?"

The wallflower sobs.

People said.
"Crying would not help at all, pull yourself together. "

The wallflower sobs.

People left.
Stepping the wallflower.

The wallflower answered.
I want to be better but I kept failing.

The wallflower sobs again.

There are medicines when you fall ill,
There are treatments when you bleed,

What heals me when I feel sad?

My mind calls for a
FULL STOP.

But
My heart writes . . .

You don't deserve anything,
You *****,
Who do you think you are,

Every criticism,
From me
Towards me
Is drowning myself.

WHY do you look so arrogant?
WHY do you look so serious?
WHY do you look so sad?
WHY don't you smile more?
.....I don't know

Maybe I am just
Depressed.

When the night falls ,
I
   D
      R
        E
          A
            M
               T  
                  of you ,
Times we cherish ;
Moments we can't catch hold of .

Under the cold starry night,
tears glides over my face,
as it sinks into my fluffy pillow.

I need your love, take me ;
I need you now, hold me tight .
I'll be waiting here for you .

At the first  
                   d
                 a
             w
           n
of sunlight ,
everything returns to dust .
Memories will remains in eternity,
and dream will always be
Dream...