Atsillac

Atsillac Mar 10

I used to have wild dreams,
A younger me is panicking over exams.

Now taking the last glimpse,
I am panicking over the facts that I am dying.

Owh jeez it's just a dream.

...
Ouch!
I fell from my sleeping trampoline.

Atsillac Jul 2020

Wallflower

People asked.
"Why are you crying?"

The wallflower sobs.

People said.
"Crying would not help at all, pull yourself together. "

The wallflower sobs.

People left.
Stepping the wallflower.

The wallflower answered.
I want to be better but I kept failing.

The wallflower sobs again.

Did the wallflower cry because of it's own incompetency?
Did the wallflower cry because no one sees the effort?

Or perhaps both?

#wallflower

Atsillac Aug 2019

Goodbye

It's time to bid adieu,
To you whom I fond.

Nothing in this world is eternal,
Neither is an everlasting farewell,

Shall we meet again,
In any way, shape or form.

#goodbye

Atsillac Jul 2019

Joke's on me

Once I was feeling very sad,
I asked him to tell me a joke,
Hoping him to cheer me up,
And he replied "You are."

To you I am a joke,
To me you are everything.

#joke

Atsillac Jun 2019

In need of Happiness Pill

There are medicines when you fall ill,
There are treatments when you bleed,

What heals me when I feel sad?

Atsillac Jun 2019

The Weeping Clown

Could the smile on my face
veiled my weeping heart?

I could fool anyone,
But myself.

It's okay☺

I'm not okay.

Atsillac Apr 2019

Tommorow

Took a deep breath in...
I let out a sigh.

I feel so empty inside.
Can anyone hear my despairing shout?
Will anyone understand my sigh?

The days seems so long.
Yet darkness still come after the endless day.

Will any comforting words heal my wounded heart?
In the end, they are just words.

I took a deep breath in again,
Empty my mind as I hugged myself.
I let out a sigh.
"You did well today."

Tommorow is another day and will be a BETTER DAY☀

#tiredsighhope