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Bunhead17 Oct 2014
I wish that I could forgive
Myself
for all the things that I've done
In the past
I wish I could forget
About all the things I've done
In the past
I wish I could lose myself
Then find the real me
I wish that I could be reborn
I wish that I could go back in time
And change everything
About myself
Because I've failed my dad the day he found out I was a girl
And I've failed my mom the day I lost my virginity
To this dumb-*** guy
I just wish I could restart my life
And do everything differently
Just expressing myself and wishing
Bunhead17 Oct 2014
How do you make a long distance relationship work?
I dont know how it would ever work
Not being able to feel that person
Or hear that persons voice in person
I dont understand how they would work
But I mean me and Arcassin are making it work
And I think thats good
But I wish I could hear his voice
Or just feel him next to me
Bunhead17 Oct 2014
I hate being away from you
And not being able to see your handsome face
I wish we lived closer to each other
Because I hate long distance relationships
Bunhead17 Oct 2014
Its all bad yall
This pain is all to familiar
This moment I usually consider a life lesson
I feel its less of a blessing and more of a curse
And right now id rather be layed flat in the back of a hurse
Because its all bad yall....
Thats my problem you see
I feel like the whole world is targeting me and they dont even know it
I know exactly how I feel but I dont know how to show it
This is exactly what I was afraid of...
The last time I tested what I was made of
Now im here with this gun and the pain. Is just...
Its all bad yall
Im sorry
Most of yall know me for the strenght I withhold
And the man I am through the stories ive told
And how I represent the honor of being true and bold
But in this moment im just a boy without faith a day old
And if there is a God then he's calling me back home
This barrel never felt so good next to my dome
Its cold and I rather die than live alone
Who'd ever thought I'd be saying such a thing
Though I'd rather die right now, I still hope my phone rings
Just so I can hear your voice to remind me of the things I have
The things I have worked for
The things that I've been giving
I mean I know theres a God but sometimes I feel he's hidden...
Its all bad yall...
Theres nothing left
And I hope that you remember me for the life that I've lead
And the laughs, joy and the goodness that I spread because this...
Because this is the moment where it alk falls through
God... please forgive what im about to do
I love you mom
I love you dad
But this...this moment..,.its all bad
Its all bad yall
R.I.P Keyon
Bunhead17 Oct 2014
[Verse 1: MGK]
This ain't no halo over my head *****
But dear God can you forgive the sinnin'
For everything that I did since the beginnin'
Because the devil around me so much
That you would think I got a death wish
Yeah, and the voices in my head get louder
Watchin' my career disappear like powder
Wish I could rewind those hours and get my life back
Strike that, hanging on this **** like a life jacket
**** rappin', I was really livin' everything I was spittin'
***** what's happenin'
Fights daily, nights crazy dream chasin' till the drugs came
I was choppin' up them ******* like Jason
Had a ******* face layin' on the cold pavement
Wake up take 'em now I feel sane
Spendin' every penny in the studio slayin'
Me and my mob workin' any odd job
Prayin' this little dream was gonna feed our babies
Save me Lord, save me Lord, what the **** is this curse you gave me Lord
Everybody think I finally made it Lord, but all I am is now is a slave my God

[Hook:]
This ain't no halo...

Revelations says if people wipe every tear from their eyes than death shall be no more, neither shall their be mourning nor crying nor pain anymore for the former things have passed away, EST 4 Life *******!

[Verse 2: MGK]
Put that halo around my neck, *****
And give me death
I'm 22 and this 22 on my left, God bless
Maybe I'll finally see
Maybe they'll return what's originally mine because finder's keep
Maybe I will be great, and this voice of mine was designed to be the finest key
But, I'm losing faith, everyday they got news to break
Like my single flopped, and now I ain't hot
And they don't know if I'm ever gonna see the light of day
My labels mad or my albums bad or you ain't livin' up to the hype we thought you had
Or I lost a fan or I'm in cuffs again and meanwhile I ain't there to be my daughters dad
****! what's left for me? because I don't ever want to become a celebrity
I don't want anyone to feel less than me so put your camera down and stand next to me
Right here, EST, everyone stand together
And if I ever RIP than I know everything I stand for's forever, lace up!

[Hook:]
This ain't no halo...

And when you play this song, hold your head high, *******, don't ever look down, be comfortable with who you are, our flaws are what makes us perfect
EST stand for everyone stands together 4 life
  Oct 2014 Bunhead17
Arcassin B
By Arcassin Burnham



A hippy in the red mist getting hazy,
Talk ***** to me,
And I'm bound to drive you crazy,
Nice legs,
If you own some,
Long hair,
That I could pull,
I known to have the shaft to make you drool,
Do you feel what I'm feeling,
I hope that you can understand,
*** addicts Have resolutions,
I'll do more than hold your hand,
I not trying make you passionless
Is it good to you,
Throw you into the passion,
And list you , until you spew.
****** side
  Oct 2014 Bunhead17
Arcassin B
By Arcassinburnham



Can't love you in the dark,
Looking for you is subsequently inducing,
Like singing with autotune,
In a pale moon light full of beer cans,
Where is my purpose,
To have a bad life in property of the man up stairs,
Rosey red cheeks,
When I make you shy to be speechless,
But open your mouth when Im inside of you,
Lame adults ed school,
Not fulfilling my full potential,
Texting you in class was like a dream,
Meals not made,
Gotta make it,
Always hated,
That when I came home,
Worthless as I was when I was born,
Fatherless child but made dream warriors.
Taking sweetly,
Butterflies,
Pigtails,
And bright dawns,
I need more clarity in what I'm doing,
Whisper in your ears,
Bath running full of bubbles coming out of the sides,
I need to,
Talk,
To you,
I...
Sensual side
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