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Bryant Arinos Jun 16
Isn't love supposed to make you smile?
Like giving you solace throughout the night
and feeling comfort and happiness.
But when did it become the total opposite of it?

It doesn't make me happy anymore,
it doesn't make me feel at peace anymore,
it's not the same love anymore.
Because now it drains me up to my core.

The love that I knew was something I craved
but now it's different... I'm afraid of it.
I don't want to see you anymore.
I'm fearing the love that I craved before.

How can it happen that the only thing I wanted became something I don't want to meet again?

So Love, if ever you ran into me in the streets don't ask why I didn't look.
Also don't ask why I'm not happy to meet you even in random circumstances.
Because you made me hate you and that is the reason why I can say  I didn't lose you, you lost me.
#I'mNotGoingBackToThatRestaurant
#YouMadeMeSuffer
Bryant Arinos Mar 13
Why does loving you hurt so bad?
Why does it make every love song sound so sad?
Why does thinking about you make me stare into nothing?
Bryant Arinos May 2022
My heart doesn't pounds fast because of you,
Because it only beats fast when I'm embarrassed and worried.
I never felt my heart skip its beat when I'm with you.
because it only jumps for a moment when I'm being besieged

I only had feelings like that from scenes in a movie
or when I ran after a 100-meter sprint run
and sometimes when I feel like something bad is going to happen.
Those are the only times where my heart beats fast

My heart never beats fast when I like someone
because when I really like someone,
Time goes slow, bird do stop from flying,
and my heart goes back to square one

Guess I'm just weird because I feel different from what others do
For I wouldn't be anxious, even if my eyes were shut, and I couldn't see you.
Because when I'm with you, I feel peace and serenity,
at  the point that it forms clouds of silence in my mind that keeps my sanity

And maybe those are part of the reasons why my heart doesn't pounds fast when I'm with you.
For I already know that you're mine
and for every tomorrow you'll adore me and I'll worship you
Inspired from the drama "My Liberations notes"
Inspired Lines by: Yeom Mi-Jeong (Kim Ji-Won) and Yeom Chang-Hee (Lee Min-Ki)
Bryant Arinos Sep 2021
I'm sorry if I told everyone that I love you
also if they were the one who heard it first
But I guess even if I didn't too
I know, they already knew how I feel for you.
Bryant Arinos Jun 2021
I'm here in my old house,
Staring at the bright twinkling lights.
I'm here in my old house,
Listening to the songs I used to hear.

I'm here in my old house,
Touching every glasses I forgot to hold.
I'm here in my old house,
And I smell the smoke beneath the roof.

Yes, I've visited my old house
and I never had the chance to meet the people in here
#LostFamily
Bryant Arinos May 2021
What debt do I have that I need to suffer?
Did I do something wrong to cause this fear?
Tell me what is wrong with me.
Tell me if I am still me.

I have been through these trials of life
And It seems like I am a traveler on my own story
I don't even know who I am now
I am clueless of what I've become.

Can I have something that could rewind everything?
Bryant Arinos May 2021
Sometimes in life,
When you don't receive a message,
It is already the message
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