In the night the tears wash ashore the salty skin Lashes casting shadow on a lonely beach I see you High above I am Held up by ***** like you Does it still feel good to lie to me A friendship based on my control And the moonlight shines bright on this beach and the starlight is forevermore But this delusion you carry isn't fair for me to keep So I'm here lonely, combing the beach
I lay here I'm sad I hate you You know I do You know why I'm lonely again Just like you said I would be You were right What can I do I suppose I'm just a **** All those words dipped in honey meant nothing I knew they didn't I know they don't But they tasted sweet on my dry lips Sometimes I wish I could taste again Just a little But what good is that I hate you You know I do I'm alone in a field of sound It doesn't matter There is no one I value There is no one who values me You were right I'm bored and lonely again
I'm here now And even my best is rotting I buried myself to my neck I buried myself vehemently I watch you crawl Away and away Til only the sand you eat shows on the edge of the world
I held you close until you let go And now I'm here, alone Will you think about me down here? No, no you won't Away on your mountain top Where nothing is ever as it seems While I sit and rot and you climb to the top will you ever think of me?