Hi my name is bella, I am five years old and I live in a house in the middle of the woods. I have two friends, but no one can see them they only come in the darkness so I always keep my room dark. My mom calls me crazy, but I know i'm not because I know there real, I can see them. When I go to school they stay home and look over my mom because she sick and it worries me. I made a fort in our basement so we can hang out after school, but when I got home they werent there and I was confused. I looked everywhere, but nothing. I heard my name and I saw them and I went over and well that was the day I ever saw my mom and the last day I was alive.

I wake up, I look in the mirror and I see someone that I don't want to see. I see the devil that hunts my head and that hunts in my mirror. He tells me these thing that I don't want to believe, but I do. I try to close my eyes and tell myself its not real, but when I open them there he is.

I try to tell him go away, but he won't he makes me feel sad and he makes me want to yell and scream and cry.

My life is a horror show that never ends.

I hate him, but he doesn't hate me.

He say he is my friend, but I don't want to be friends.

He says "this is your life now"

But I don't want it to be.

And his words were " to bad your stuck with me"

You were so upset and you though no one cared, but who knew life would change. You though staying quite was the best, but who knew it would end up like this. You wanted to die, you cried your self to sleep everynight and if I was there I would wipe your tears away. If you could see me now you would be proud and I know you are. You used ask what was the reason to live when you could just die. I know that its hard, but your not alone anymore. when you though life was better without you let me tell you its not. Everyday you woke up and faked a smile and sometimes you said you were sick which was all a lie. But here we are today alive. We lived to see another day and now were happier then ever, which is a lie, but life isnt always gonna be sunshine and rainbows. Right?

I am in a bulding and its on fire, don't worry i'm ok
I never felt more alive, this isn't me saying I want to die
Because I don't.. I know your confused, but thats ok so am I.
I been stuck in this house since the 5th grade I guess I just havent found the way out.15 year old girl is talking about a house on fire. What does this mean? It means i'm ok. This house was on fire, but not anymore. I'm safe because I believed that one day I will be save.
This house was my hell and now it set me free

today i'm wearing a dress
and this is the day I will never forget
because this is the day we first met
you were wearing a shirt, tie, pants, and dress shoes
this day was the day I told you I would reameber for ever
but who knew forever would end today on this day....

Because this day you lied and used me
this day I reamaber crying my self to sleep
this day is the day I want to forget
but I can't because evertime I see you
it brings back the memories
Was I not good enouph?
Was I not pretty enouph?
Did I not give you want you want?
I'm sorry I messed up