my only weakness is having a heart
because i feel so much pain all of the time
i feel the disappointment my parents have for me
i feel the harsh words people yelled
i feel the tight grip he had on my arms
i feel my heart shatter
i feel my throat get tight as i try to hold back the tears
my fingernails start to bleed
because digging my nails into my skin
is the only way to stop the shaking
i feel the disappointment
but i don't want to feel the pain