you are your own happiness
you are your own misery
you are truly your own god
remember the power you possess

cigarette smoke disappearing
right in front of my eyes
how I wish I had
like a cat, nine lives

even though
they would be short
I would enjoy
every whisky shot

there are always girls
that run through my mind
I am tired of it

aren't you girls
also tired of all that
running through my brains?

sometimes love feels
just like pain
but sometimes it's beautiful
like summer rain

I forgot what it feels like
to kiss you
I just know for a fact
it was ******* fabulous

women about to have ***
ask themselves
why should I sleep with him?

drunk women about to have ***
rhetorically askthemselves
why the hell not?

I am the barfly
the strangest kind
the one that's always thirsty
the one that needs a memory erase
the closest one to human beings
the one that wants to fly
but can't find the wings
only the will to pour
the whisky in his mouth