I'm a circus on a sinking ship
I asked the clowns to walk to plank
But the jokes won't quit

Yellow balloons
Big noses
Red shoes
And squirting roses

The laughs from ashore
Rival the tides
Coming in waves

Left by my own side

The bow is starting to crack
Under the pressure of the lion
Jumping through its fiery hoop

The shrouds once held tight
Now they are fraying
And starting to droop

An iceberg would be welcomed but we are in hot water

Not even a shark insight
I've been leaking blood

But still not a one to bite

Loving you is like,
Kissing broken glass
Pain felt,
A swift kick in the ***
You know I'll be right there,
To beg you for more
Please kick me harder,
I haven't yet hit the floor
I need some more,
Of that pain you give
Its an addiction,
I need it to live
Please hit me again,
Right in the heart
I don't want it to end,
Can I press "restart"?
You know I love it
When your shards cut deep
So much so,
I feel it in my sleep
Yes dear,
Your pain, I can't pass
Please, kick me again
Right in the ***

Set the stage for silence to commence
Silence is hear to play
Her unending hymn
A docile happenstance

Silence
Such a comforting sound
It is the soothsayer
Calming me down

Flip the stage for chaos is here
Drowning out the silence
Feeding my soul
Removing the deafness from my ears

Chaos
My wild unending self
Scrapes at my mind
Revitalizing my inner wealth

Silence or chaos
I thrive in both
One let's my demon out
The other my ghosts