It was easy to lie
It was easy to tell off and die
Sorrows but happiness was the plate to dine on
Dine into the cold the world curved me to ever be
It was easy to tell off but lie not
It was easy to sad off and smile
Smile from the faces of death, a friend, so I embrace it
It wasn't easy to go down on my knees and pray
It was easy to throw my faith into the dungeons for the prey
Fight back my misfortunes that I lay
Succeed and call it luck.
It wasn't easy
To lack and **** at everything I touch,
To let off this feelings and get hard
Numb from the pain felt because this pain wasn't gain
To feel the loss now that I never thought It could be, me
To fill this trash can with pieces that each sentence never satisfied
Each word that flashed so fast not to contemplate the goodness of it
Rogue and write never brought peace
Smile and dine never filled the stomach
Hard and fcku never felt in the womb...
It was easy to say, it wasn't easy to feel
Waiting to surprise like a tick tock bomb
Pleasure to **** the smile in their faces
Surpass their innocence with guilt
Stumble on their hearts never to see the goodness of it....

Angels in the city
Angels that fly high in sky
Save those on cries n pity
Feathered white
With black outlines...

Fly thru clouds with little light
Thru storms with little life
Keep my head high in the clouds
Whilst My feet stumbled on the ground

I fall into a pool full of liqour and in it am drunk drown
Intricates me,though not to death.
Can't call for help,
My feet stuck between the corals underneath,
And I learn to coexist rather than fight back.
To breath life inside it and I embrace it.
Like a speeding train I cant jump off
Like a tik tok time bomb I already stepped on,
I burn from withing
Poetry ice cold for my resentment.

I have a beauty and a sense I treasure
Already found the perfect way to express pleasure
I look deep into my soul for eternity
For the profound guilt that I host in smile;
I look upon the transformation and I smile
Found friends and allies
Those that lied but I knew and I smiled
Burn from within but put that mask in hide
Its too much to pay attention
Smile before it got all expensive
Smile before the time comes and kneel on their knees asking for forgiveness
Smile cause that's what I learned first before words
Thank God for another day
Smile cause He assured of a brighter days
Smile cause joy cometh in the morning