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May 2023 · 98
Petrify
Beda Flores May 2023
“ A sense of loss I feel
  In my heart I know it’s wrong
To feel this way am I crazy
  heart beats faster each time
  Am I close to dying how will
  I feel at the end of time “
Apr 2022 · 98
perfect golden child
Beda Flores Apr 2022
"you think im perfect but im not
you see the pain through my scars
you say say life should go on
but why should i bother living at all
you think you know me but you don't
i see the truth but you don't see it at all"
Jul 2021 · 108
heartbeat
Beda Flores Jul 2021
" i feel so alone
but yet there's eyes around me
as i breath in and out
i can barely feel my heart beat
that feeling of adrenaline
will never go away
can i say i miss you
even though i shouldn't
but how do i stop loving you
when my heart beats for you"
Jan 2021 · 132
Special soul
Beda Flores Jan 2021
“ Is it weird to feel empty
Or like you don’t belong in the world
Well that’s what I feel
Like I’m not blending into the crowd
I’m still trying to figure out what I like
And what crowd  
am I supposed to be in
I Just feel empty
But when I get to work
I see this one special person
Who makes me feel like
There’s someone out there
Who’s just waiting for me
You know
I guess you could
Say they are a
Special soul
May 2020 · 107
Berry
Beda Flores May 2020
" I remember the night we met
the sky was blue
it was so breezy and
you gave me your sweater
when i put it on i felt like i had
a part of you with me
and all that time we spent together felt like eternity
but that day when the car came and hit you
it was like
someone had stabbed me in the heart with a knife
and since that day i was never the same"
Feb 2020 · 137
Rare
Beda Flores Feb 2020
" I dream that i am in a garden full of red roses
and all of a sudden i see
a beautiful white rose right in the middle
and as i keep walking towards it
the rose moves farther away
and all of a sudden
i am in a place where
everything is just so perfect
and i know it's rare but
is this heaven or not"
Feb 2020 · 104
One last time
Beda Flores Feb 2020
“ I need you tell me
That the first time
We met you felt something
That it wasn’t all in my head
I know we grew apart but
Tell me the truth
Do you still love me
Tell me that every time
We find each other
You don’t feel you heart beating faster
Tell me I’m not the only one
Who feels that
Tell me one last time that you love me ”
Mar 2019 · 169
Moving on
Beda Flores Mar 2019
"Can we go back to those happy days
were you said you loved me and that you would never leave me
i remember those nights were would spend the whole night talking
about our worst fears
but we cant't because the best things are born to die"
Sep 2018 · 157
Despise
Beda Flores Sep 2018
" Oh if i could only
tell you how much you are
hurting me but you know
what you don't deserve to bring me down
i know what life will bring
you ahead of time so
you just wait to see how
you made me feel
because even though
i want to **** my self
i'm not gonna let you
have the moment of happiness
of me being dead because
that just says i wasn't strong enough
to keep going on in life "
Jul 2018 · 165
True love
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" As years go by
I see myself and wonder
I could have had it all
The money but not the love
As I say to my future self
You could have had it all but
Instead of all that you got something even better you got true love and not even money can buy that"
Jul 2018 · 145
Galaxy
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Everything is quiet for a second
I see multiple colors around me
Where am I
In another universe
I say to myself
No you are were you want to be
The place were every dream can come true
And every possibilty is endless
I'm amazed to be here
Everything is beautiful
But for all I know this can't be real
Unless I change the world
And maybe it can come true
But with a little of hope you can have inside
Is enough to make a difference in the world and in someone's Life"
#poetsbyfloresss
Jul 2018 · 142
distance
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" As far as we can be apart
our distance is no other than a challenge
we can be miles apart
but still feel close to each other
no matter the distance
no matter the miles
all of that is worth it when i'm
there next to you "
Jul 2018 · 137
Quiet
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Shh she said to him
Why
Because I don't want no one to hear us
Okay but why
Because I don't
You haven't told them have you
I can't okay
Give me a reason
I just can't
I have to be quiet if not they will find me
Who will find you
The people
Which people
The people who told me to be quiet
Shh was the last word she ever said "
Jun 2018 · 122
Torn into a thousand pieces
Beda Flores Jun 2018
" The girl who shed tears by the one boy she truly loved hurt her although she was young she didn't care she knew he was the one even though he made one mistake she could never be with him again because that mistake changed her for good and bad reasons and from that day on the boy tried everything to make her be with him again but she couldn't because she was already to broken to feel anything again "
Jun 2018 · 147
Reality
Beda Flores Jun 2018
" As we close our eyes to see the world
We imgaine the possibilities that we may discover
The endless adventure we will have
The person who will change our world
The reality is all that may be true
If we just believe that reality
Can change
And we are the ones who can change it
Those precious moments we will have
Are the ones we will treasure forever
In our hearts "
So make reality change
Because the possibilities and adventures are endless
May 2018 · 157
Tears
Beda Flores May 2018
" I cry myself to sleep that's normal right
Well atleast I hope it is
What I don't get is why
But at the same time I have my reasons
I need help
I feel like every day
Life is getting worse
I have tears in my every night of
Everyday
I just need a friend who is there for me like
Someone who I could talk to everyday no matter what they will answer
Anyone else feel like that cause I know I do "
May 2018 · 138
Think
Beda Flores May 2018
" I wonder what goes on your head
when you see me
do you ever think what it must feel like
to lose the most prized possession
It's like when you were little and you lost
you favorite stuffed animal
i was your stuffed animal
and now i am free and anyone
could have me but they won't because
i am a prized possession"
Apr 2018 · 141
Love don't exist
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" I see you going on in life
Having fun going out
Enjoying life
You tried to convince me
To go have fun in life too
But the thing is it would have been
Easier if I knew who that right person was
I have talked to other people but you
And all the others guys
Don't have what I'm looking for
If you can't handle the truth
Of what I said to you
Well than I guess from the start love didn't exist between us "
Apr 2018 · 129
Shy
Beda Flores Apr 2018
Shy
" I know you love me
" I know you think about me
So why won't you admit
That's you have feelings for me
Don't stay quiet
Because I love you too
And I also think about you
I knew from the start
That we would end up
Together for the rest of our life "
Apr 2018 · 157
Riddle
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" The key to my heart
you may have
if you answer this riddle
you know who you are
the person i set eyes on
i know you read my poems
i know you write peoms
you may not have an account
but all my poems are public
we see each other every day
if you know the answer to my riddle
than you have the key to my heart "
Apr 2018 · 127
Loop Hole
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" Repeat and Repeat
the same images i see
it's all over again
i can't get out
i try and i try
why am i here
i get all these thoughts
the same thoughts
it's on a loop hole
i remember every thing that day
it keeps going on repeat and repeat "
Do you ever feel like every day your doing the same thing
like there's never nothing new
Apr 2018 · 145
You
Beda Flores Apr 2018
You
" You hurt me
you break me
yeah you
you see i fell
for every time
you said you loved me
yeah you
i wish every thing would have gone better
but i guess it didn't
now i'm here writing this for you
if it would have gone diiferent
but i guess i was the best friend
you fell in love with
in the old times we were laughing
watching the sunset
having our happily ever after
i guess we didn't
have the happy ending "
Mar 2018 · 144
Untitled
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" I am a nobody
all alone
with the hate of everybody
what to do
with all this hate
that is no love

I see and hear
what everybody
says
what i can tell you
is that
i hear the
hate from left to right

I am a nobody
I am the Untitled "
Mar 2018 · 162
MUST READ
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" The story thus began between us
it was freshman year i was just
young and clueless what
had been waiting for me
was not what i expected
but what everyone expected

Later on everyone had been wanting us to be together
we were going to be that couple
that could never be broken
you wanted to be with me
but i could not say the same for me

It was sophomore year and
we both got detention
i remember everyone was
saying we were skipping together
we weren't
Days and years have passed
we don't talk anymore since you left
but just so you know i hope you're somewhere
out there having the time of your life


i would always ask my friend how were you and
sometimes i texted you but you never answered
and maybe you didn't get the message
but i always found a way to contact you

I still care about you and watch out for you
but I'm sorry for everything that happened
and i don't know weather i still feel something for you
because when you left it hurt me
and i had a very rough time and there was
only one guy who was there for me
and i don't know he may be the one
but i can't chose between you
because who ever i chose i know
it will ruin both friendships

I hope some day i will chose one before
it's to late "
I honestly wrote this for the two special guys in my life.
Mar 2018 · 180
Truth
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" Why is it when you speak
The truth people can't handle it
It's like you want to live in
A world full of lies and not see
Reality as it is and just keep going
On with all these problems
It's like why suffer through that
Why not admit what's going on
If you can't handle the truth then
You are not ready for this world
Because in this world you will
Be hurt by the truth and a lie
But I rather be hurt by the truth
Than killed by a lie "
Mar 2018 · 269
Worth
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" We women are so naive sometimes
Like why do we fall for guys
Who are not worth our time
We lose the one good guy in our life
Just to be with the guy
Who treats us bad
And doesn't appreciate us
We should stand up and show them
How strong we are
Know your worth because trust me
No one should mistreat us women
No man knows how how much you are
Worth "
Mar 2018 · 137
Wish
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" Don't you just wish you could go back in time
and fix all your mistakes or do one thing over again
or instead of doing the right thing you did the wrong thing
just to see how it would turn out isn't it weird how we think
were doing the right but were really not or were doing the wrong thing but
it's really right it's so weird that we don't even know what to do but we do it "
Mar 2018 · 149
Dream
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" I see the light
closer and closer
it all seems like a dream
i don't know if it's true
i know there's a little light
left in me even if i just
see a glimpse of light
it will for ever be a dream
come true for me "
Feb 2018 · 176
The wave
Beda Flores Feb 2018
" The wave that ended my life
broken heart and broken life
is what i felt when i died
no one loves me as much as i want them too
you see i am just a person who was killed by
a big wave the water took my life away
before i knew it i was killed by the wave"
Jan 2018 · 174
Difference
Beda Flores Jan 2018
"Whats the difference between love and lust
love is affectionate desire of one another
and lust is strong desire towards that person
love will make you feel the intensity
of one another and lust
will make you want to pursue those
desires without commitment
love can go away
as for lust can turn into love
There is a difference
love can make you feel so many things
as for lust can make you feel the things you desire"
Jan 2018 · 226
Letting Go
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" When I think about Letting go
The first thing that comes to my mind
Is am I doing the right thing
Or am I making another bad choice
We all have made a bad choices
Were human beings what do you expect
We have made wrong choice but
We have learned from them
But letting go has been a choice
That not even I can understand
The moment you let go
Is the moment everything finishes
It's like why am I doing this
Did I let go to fast
Or was that just another bad choice
When you think about it there is
No right or wrong choice
You just gotta know when to let go "
Jan 2018 · 700
Wonder
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" Do you ever wonder
what would've happen
if you made the
right choice instead
of the wrong choice
i know i do
as i sit here writing this
it just came to my mind
what if i chose the other option
what would've happen
i always wonder and
ask my self
did i make the
the right choice
by following my mind
or did i make the wrong choice by
following my heart"
Jan 2018 · 196
Stars
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" There upon the sky
We see the stars
The bright stars
Shine in the sky
The way you shine in my eyes
The beautiful dark sky
Can turn into the shining bright night
We can not forget
That together we shine as stars and
Bright in the night "
Jan 2018 · 172
Souls
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" When it is night
Our souls will combine
Not as two but as one
We are the future
We are together
We love
We share
We are each other
We will be eternal
We will die together
We will combine souls
And create a future "
Dec 2017 · 270
Sister from the heart
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" Now that you passed away
It hurts not too see you with me
I know I will never get over it
I saw you take you last breaths
I saw when you died
It's hurts so much that your dead
But I know will find our
Way back home "
I LOVE YOU ^_^
Dec 2017 · 195
How can we be
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" How can we be happy
If we know were all broken inside
How can you be sad
If you know you got all the happiness in the world
How can you be loved "
If you know that your heart has been broken many times
How can you fake love
If you act like it's real "
Dec 2017 · 161
Lost
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" The love that we lost was worse
than we were in love, we loved each other
we had each other, we broke each other,
we made each other happy, sad, angry,
Dec 2017 · 153
Love that broke
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" Who are we to say
That love can break us apart
That is not true
We are more than we think we are
We may not think that is true
But love can heal
The wounds that have been made
I may think your day away
But you are closer than I think you are
Love can break you and still make
You want to love that person
Who broke you and hurt you
We may love and break
Dec 2017 · 164
death is calling me
Beda Flores Dec 2017
"The sounds of the wind blows
every thing blows away
in a minute we are blown away
she hear's a voice
it whispers won't you come with me little girl
she ignore's it
The voice comes again just come with me you are not happy here
the little girl takes a step forward
when she gets there she doesn't see nothing
She feels the cold whisper down her spine
the wind is blowing  
and she is scared
she say's leave me alone
the voice say's come with me you will be happy
she follows the voice and she is taken by the wind
and
she is gone and never heard from again"
Nov 2017 · 133
Flower
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"The stem of a flower
is as delicate as
the flower it's self
when you brake the stem
a part of the flower is broken
the stem makes
the flower
with out a
stem there is no flower"
Nov 2017 · 189
Answer
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"Answer me
Our love is dying
Can't you see
Your killing me
Please bring me
Back to life
I need you
Please"
Nov 2017 · 153
Cold
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"She hides her feelings deep inside
Were no one can see what dreams
She hides , deep inside she's losing her mind "
Nov 2017 · 238
Across
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't see
That when we sit across each other
We feel the tension
The nerves , the tencity
The love we hide
The next morning we don't know what will come
It's a new day every day
Till we say what we feel inside
That day will change everything
But now we can enjoy life as it is
And just keep our love inside"
Nov 2017 · 181
Truth
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't deny the truth
like telling me this is a lie
The truth may hurt
but a lie can **** me inside
You can run away
but the truth will follow you
You may be honest
about what is a lie
but you may lie about
what is honest
You can say all you want
but i know what is the truth and what is a lie"
Nov 2017 · 128
Birthday Girl
Beda Flores Nov 2017
So yesterday was my birthday
I really enjoyed it .

"Birthdays aren't all about gifts and celebration it's about being with your family who brang you into this world and made you into the person you are today it's about enjoying every little memory with them and realizing that life can get better as long as you believe "
Nov 2017 · 137
You can't
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't break what's already broken You can't fix what doesn't want to be fixed you can't put a smile if you know your sad you can't forget because you'll always remember you can't move on if your stuck on the past just like you can't be honest if you know your a liar"
Oct 2017 · 153
Silence
Beda Flores Oct 2017
" I cry and cry but no one hears they hear silence of my pain
i just hide behind the computer waiting to see who cares enough to see
that i am in pain but no one will
I see that little by little i will lose the war with depression
it will overcome me and soon i will die
and then people will see that i will
make no difference if i disappear"
Oct 2017 · 148
Dead
Beda Flores Oct 2017
" I rather die than suffer
for the rest of my life
i see no point of living
if no one loves me
you could say i'm important
but i know i'm not
i'm already dead inside
would it make a difference if i just disappear
i just cry and cry in silence when no one hears me
they will always prefer someone better than me i'll always be a second option"
Oct 2017 · 145
Poetry
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"The way i speak is writing
I hide in the shadows
When the sun comes up
I barely speak
I know
I can't hide Forever
Reality is my imagination
People speak in different ways
Not everyone is the same
I speak in the way of poetry and you speak in the way you want to "
Oct 2017 · 167
A mother
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"This is poem  deciated to a all mothers or soon to be mothers
A mother is such a special honor
Your brining a tiny joy of life
A new son or daughter who will bring joy to you and all the people in the world a child is not a mistake it is a gift it is a part of you , who can't wait to meet you it is the happiest moment of your life because once you bring a child into the world once you see that smile you will see how happy you made this child happy by being its mother and bestfriend"
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