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665 · Jan 2018
Wonder
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" Do you ever wonder
what would've happen
if you made the
right choice instead
of the wrong choice
i know i do
as i sit here writing this
it just came to my mind
what if i chose the other option
what would've happen
i always wonder and
ask my self
did i make the
the right choice
by following my mind
or did i make the wrong choice by
following my heart"
399 · Mar 2017
Why
Beda Flores Mar 2017
Why
"I know that you love her
but why
why wont you admit you have feeling for her
why
i know you'll hurt me but i still want you
why
i look off and i stare than i see you
why
But most of all why do i care so much"
369 · Oct 2017
BestFriend My Sister
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"When you are sad just remember
Life get's better
If it doesn't
Than i am there
You're not my bestfriend
You're my sister
You're the reason why i never give up in life
Even though we don't talk
I still remember the old days
We're we didn't have worries
We we're kids just trying to live life
You're the reason why i am happy
And i will be the reason why you're happy
Don't end life just because one thing goes wrong
Because one negative always brings a positive I love you and i always will sister"
303 · Mar 2017
Not a care in the world
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"you see me sad you don't care
you see me suffer and you don't care
you see me cry you don't care
but if i see you suffer or cry i care
but i guess theirs not a care in the world for you and me"
237 · Mar 2018
Worth
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" We women are so naive sometimes
Like why do we fall for guys
Who are not worth our time
We lose the one good guy in our life
Just to be with the guy
Who treats us bad
And doesn't appreciate us
We should stand up and show them
How strong we are
Know your worth because trust me
No one should mistreat us women
No man knows how how much you are
Worth "
236 · Dec 2017
Sister from the heart
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" Now that you passed away
It hurts not too see you with me
I know I will never get over it
I saw you take you last breaths
I saw when you died
It's hurts so much that your dead
But I know will find our
Way back home "
I LOVE YOU ^_^
213 · Nov 2017
Across
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't see
That when we sit across each other
We feel the tension
The nerves , the tencity
The love we hide
The next morning we don't know what will come
It's a new day every day
Till we say what we feel inside
That day will change everything
But now we can enjoy life as it is
And just keep our love inside"
207 · Mar 2017
I am
Beda Flores Mar 2017
" I am poem"

"I am kind and smart
I wonder about life
I hear the laughter of others
I see the kindness in everyone
I want to be true to myself
I am kind and smart"

"I pretend I'm a bird
I feel sad and destroyed
I touch the things i have broken
I worry about my family
I cry when i think about death
I am kind and smart"

"I say I'm fine but I'm not
I dream that i will be happy one day
I try to believe that I'm worth it
I hope people could see that I'm kind
I hope my friends can forgive me
I am kind and smart"
194 · Jan 2018
Letting Go
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" When I think about Letting go
The first thing that comes to my mind
Is am I doing the right thing
Or am I making another bad choice
We all have made a bad choices
Were human beings what do you expect
We have made wrong choice but
We have learned from them
But letting go has been a choice
That not even I can understand
The moment you let go
Is the moment everything finishes
It's like why am I doing this
Did I let go to fast
Or was that just another bad choice
When you think about it there is
No right or wrong choice
You just gotta know when to let go "
164 · Dec 2017
How can we be
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" How can we be happy
If we know were all broken inside
How can you be sad
If you know you got all the happiness in the world
How can you be loved "
If you know that your heart has been broken many times
How can you fake love
If you act like it's real "
158 · Jan 2018
Stars
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" There upon the sky
We see the stars
The bright stars
Shine in the sky
The way you shine in my eyes
The beautiful dark sky
Can turn into the shining bright night
We can not forget
That together we shine as stars and
Bright in the night "
158 · Nov 2017
Answer
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"Answer me
Our love is dying
Can't you see
Your killing me
Please bring me
Back to life
I need you
Please"
150 · Mar 2017
Perfect is what you are
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I don't look for perfect i look for you
You have me on knees begging for you
i learn from you and you learn from me
you make me dream that someday i will be your's
i want to tell you every time i think of you
it makes me sad that i don't have you"
148 · Feb 2018
The wave
Beda Flores Feb 2018
" The wave that ended my life
broken heart and broken life
is what i felt when i died
no one loves me as much as i want them too
you see i am just a person who was killed by
a big wave the water took my life away
before i knew it i was killed by the wave"
145 · Jan 2018
Souls
Beda Flores Jan 2018
" When it is night
Our souls will combine
Not as two but as one
We are the future
We are together
We love
We share
We are each other
We will be eternal
We will die together
We will combine souls
And create a future "
144 · Nov 2017
Truth
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"You can't deny the truth
like telling me this is a lie
The truth may hurt
but a lie can **** me inside
You can run away
but the truth will follow you
You may be honest
about what is a lie
but you may lie about
what is honest
You can say all you want
but i know what is the truth and what is a lie"
141 · Mar 2018
Truth
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" Why is it when you speak
The truth people can't handle it
It's like you want to live in
A world full of lies and not see
Reality as it is and just keep going
On with all these problems
It's like why suffer through that
Why not admit what's going on
If you can't handle the truth then
You are not ready for this world
Because in this world you will
Be hurt by the truth and a lie
But I rather be hurt by the truth
Than killed by a lie "
140 · Oct 2017
A mother
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"This is poem  deciated to a all mothers or soon to be mothers
A mother is such a special honor
Your brining a tiny joy of life
A new son or daughter who will bring joy to you and all the people in the world a child is not a mistake it is a gift it is a part of you , who can't wait to meet you it is the happiest moment of your life because once you bring a child into the world once you see that smile you will see how happy you made this child happy by being its mother and bestfriend"
140 · Jan 2018
Difference
Beda Flores Jan 2018
"Whats the difference between love and lust
love is affectionate desire of one another
and lust is strong desire towards that person
love will make you feel the intensity
of one another and lust
will make you want to pursue those
desires without commitment
love can go away
as for lust can turn into love
There is a difference
love can make you feel so many things
as for lust can make you feel the things you desire"
139 · Mar 2018
MUST READ
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" The story thus began between us
it was freshman year i was just
young and clueless what
had been waiting for me
was not what i expected
but what everyone expected

Later on everyone had been wanting us to be together
we were going to be that couple
that could never be broken
you wanted to be with me
but i could not say the same for me

It was sophomore year and
we both got detention
i remember everyone was
saying we were skipping together
we weren't
Days and years have passed
we don't talk anymore since you left
but just so you know i hope you're somewhere
out there having the time of your life


i would always ask my friend how were you and
sometimes i texted you but you never answered
and maybe you didn't get the message
but i always found a way to contact you

I still care about you and watch out for you
but I'm sorry for everything that happened
and i don't know weather i still feel something for you
because when you left it hurt me
and i had a very rough time and there was
only one guy who was there for me
and i don't know he may be the one
but i can't chose between you
because who ever i chose i know
it will ruin both friendships

I hope some day i will chose one before
it's to late "
I honestly wrote this for the two special guys in my life.
139 · Dec 2017
death is calling me
Beda Flores Dec 2017
"The sounds of the wind blows
every thing blows away
in a minute we are blown away
she hear's a voice
it whispers won't you come with me little girl
she ignore's it
The voice comes again just come with me you are not happy here
the little girl takes a step forward
when she gets there she doesn't see nothing
She feels the cold whisper down her spine
the wind is blowing  
and she is scared
she say's leave me alone
the voice say's come with me you will be happy
she follows the voice and she is taken by the wind
and
she is gone and never heard from again"
136 · Jul 2018
True love
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" As years go by
I see myself and wonder
I could have had it all
The money but not the love
As I say to my future self
You could have had it all but
Instead of all that you got something even better you got true love and not even money can buy that"
136 · Mar 2019
Moving on
Beda Flores Mar 2019
"Can we go back to those happy days
were you said you loved me and that you would never leave me
i remember those nights were would spend the whole night talking
about our worst fears
but we cant't because the best things are born to die"
135 · Nov 2017
Cold
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"She hides her feelings deep inside
Were no one can see what dreams
She hides , deep inside she's losing her mind "
133 · Apr 2018
Riddle
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" The key to my heart
you may have
if you answer this riddle
you know who you are
the person i set eyes on
i know you read my poems
i know you write peoms
you may not have an account
but all my poems are public
we see each other every day
if you know the answer to my riddle
than you have the key to my heart "
132 · May 2018
Tears
Beda Flores May 2018
" I cry myself to sleep that's normal right
Well atleast I hope it is
What I don't get is why
But at the same time I have my reasons
I need help
I feel like every day
Life is getting worse
I have tears in my every night of
Everyday
I just need a friend who is there for me like
Someone who I could talk to everyday no matter what they will answer
Anyone else feel like that cause I know I do "
131 · Mar 2017
Heartbroken
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"You leave with out saying goodbye
At night i suffer dreaming of you
My love i don't want you to leave
tell me the truth why did you break my heart
did i fail you i'm sorry i just tried to help you"
129 · Sep 2018
Despise
Beda Flores Sep 2018
" Oh if i could only
tell you how much you are
hurting me but you know
what you don't deserve to bring me down
i know what life will bring
you ahead of time so
you just wait to see how
you made me feel
because even though
i want to **** my self
i'm not gonna let you
have the moment of happiness
of me being dead because
that just says i wasn't strong enough
to keep going on in life "
129 · Apr 2017
Courage
Beda Flores Apr 2017
"This is a poem about me
i hope you like it
i don't have hope
i lost when i was little
but i found what gave me hope
it's writing
it's a way for me to escape reality
to go into a mythological world
and i found my passion
i hope you you guys can see
that there's more than just a girl
sitting on a computer
its more than that
it's a girl whose writing
her feelings out
telling the world what she feels
in a way no one can understand
besides her
let me have hope
in this mythological and real world
that all i ask for"
Courage and Kindness
127 · Aug 2017
Crushed
Beda Flores Aug 2017
"Since i was little
I believed i could do anything
As i got older i knew i couldn't
I put my self down
Before anybody could
I hurt myself before anybody could
I knew reality wasn't the same as my dream
But most of all i let all those dreams go
Before people said i couldn't accomplish them"
124 · Oct 2017
Granted
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Think about life
How we take things for granted
Even though we shouldn't we still do
Why is that
That's my question
123 · Jul 2018
distance
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" As far as we can be apart
our distance is no other than a challenge
we can be miles apart
but still feel close to each other
no matter the distance
no matter the miles
all of that is worth it when i'm
there next to you "
122 · Oct 2017
Silence
Beda Flores Oct 2017
" I cry and cry but no one hears they hear silence of my pain
i just hide behind the computer waiting to see who cares enough to see
that i am in pain but no one will
I see that little by little i will lose the war with depression
it will overcome me and soon i will die
and then people will see that i will
make no difference if i disappear"
121 · Dec 2017
Love that broke
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" Who are we to say
That love can break us apart
That is not true
We are more than we think we are
We may not think that is true
But love can heal
The wounds that have been made
I may think your day away
But you are closer than I think you are
Love can break you and still make
You want to love that person
Who broke you and hurt you
We may love and break
119 · Dec 2017
Lost
Beda Flores Dec 2017
" The love that we lost was worse
than we were in love, we loved each other
we had each other, we broke each other,
we made each other happy, sad, angry,
118 · Oct 2017
Dead
Beda Flores Oct 2017
" I rather die than suffer
for the rest of my life
i see no point of living
if no one loves me
you could say i'm important
but i know i'm not
i'm already dead inside
would it make a difference if i just disappear
i just cry and cry in silence when no one hears me
they will always prefer someone better than me i'll always be a second option"
115 · Jul 2018
Quiet
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Shh she said to him
Why
Because I don't want no one to hear us
Okay but why
Because I don't
You haven't told them have you
I can't okay
Give me a reason
I just can't
I have to be quiet if not they will find me
Who will find you
The people
Which people
The people who told me to be quiet
Shh was the last word she ever said "
115 · Mar 2017
Unloved
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I'm in love with you
But your inlove with my bestfriend
Now I feel unloved"
114 · Mar 2018
Dream
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" I see the light
closer and closer
it all seems like a dream
i don't know if it's true
i know there's a little light
left in me even if i just
see a glimpse of light
it will for ever be a dream
come true for me "
114 · Apr 2018
Love don't exist
Beda Flores Apr 2018
" I see you going on in life
Having fun going out
Enjoying life
You tried to convince me
To go have fun in life too
But the thing is it would have been
Easier if I knew who that right person was
I have talked to other people but you
And all the others guys
Don't have what I'm looking for
If you can't handle the truth
Of what I said to you
Well than I guess from the start love didn't exist between us "
114 · Mar 2018
Untitled
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" I am a nobody
all alone
with the hate of everybody
what to do
with all this hate
that is no love

I see and hear
what everybody
says
what i can tell you
is that
i hear the
hate from left to right

I am a nobody
I am the Untitled "
113 · May 2018
Think
Beda Flores May 2018
" I wonder what goes on your head
when you see me
do you ever think what it must feel like
to lose the most prized possession
It's like when you were little and you lost
you favorite stuffed animal
i was your stuffed animal
and now i am free and anyone
could have me but they won't because
i am a prized possession"
112 · Oct 2017
Depression
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Does anyone know im broken
Or are you guys just blind
Clear all i do is cry
So im just waiting to die
I'll be happier
But i know deep inside i won't die because im already dead inside
So for all i know I'll be dead when every one else is alive having a life with out me
112 · Mar 2017
Had you then lost you
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I hate you but I love you
I see you and I want you
I get you then I lose you
I want you but I don't have you
Because I lost you"
112 · Oct 2017
Poetry
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"The way i speak is writing
I hide in the shadows
When the sun comes up
I barely speak
I know
I can't hide Forever
Reality is my imagination
People speak in different ways
Not everyone is the same
I speak in the way of poetry and you speak in the way you want to "
111 · Jun 2018
Reality
Beda Flores Jun 2018
" As we close our eyes to see the world
We imgaine the possibilities that we may discover
The endless adventure we will have
The person who will change our world
The reality is all that may be true
If we just believe that reality
Can change
And we are the ones who can change it
Those precious moments we will have
Are the ones we will treasure forever
In our hearts "
So make reality change
Because the possibilities and adventures are endless
110 · Apr 2018
You
Beda Flores Apr 2018
You
" You hurt me
you break me
yeah you
you see i fell
for every time
you said you loved me
yeah you
i wish every thing would have gone better
but i guess it didn't
now i'm here writing this for you
if it would have gone diiferent
but i guess i was the best friend
you fell in love with
in the old times we were laughing
watching the sunset
having our happily ever after
i guess we didn't
have the happy ending "
109 · Nov 2017
Flower
Beda Flores Nov 2017
"The stem of a flower
is as delicate as
the flower it's self
when you brake the stem
a part of the flower is broken
the stem makes
the flower
with out a
stem there is no flower"
109 · Mar 2018
Wish
Beda Flores Mar 2018
" Don't you just wish you could go back in time
and fix all your mistakes or do one thing over again
or instead of doing the right thing you did the wrong thing
just to see how it would turn out isn't it weird how we think
were doing the right but were really not or were doing the wrong thing but
it's really right it's so weird that we don't even know what to do but we do it "
109 · Jul 2018
Galaxy
Beda Flores Jul 2018
" Everything is quiet for a second
I see multiple colors around me
Where am I
In another universe
I say to myself
No you are were you want to be
The place were every dream can come true
And every possibilty is endless
I'm amazed to be here
Everything is beautiful
But for all I know this can't be real
Unless I change the world
And maybe it can come true
But with a little of hope you can have inside
Is enough to make a difference in the world and in someone's Life"
#poetsbyfloresss
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