Being empty minded is the cause of negatives.

How to retain your energy?

Try things you never tried,

Either you know how to do better next time

Or let's you understand the effort others put on it

Every time mastering is not possible

But, it will let you get a new boost ,

try something new and you will get a new boost

Some pains they don't physically means to you anything

Those are pains which mentally strikes you

Leaving no chance to survive from the scars left

The sentence "Life is easy is a lie"

You all wish for something and plan accordingly

Because of an amateur planning we may be costing

Our dream and our goal

This is never gonna easy for me

But, quitting is almost impossible

I rather try dying

If no charm in this world can effect you

Then, yes the one you are crazy about is

Your lucky charm

Never lose

Sometimes I feel am a good liar

When you ask me how are you?

For sure, I say am good.

People say we can relieve from pain

By sharing with others

That's a good idea

But, holding the pain dealing it with my style

Makes me stronger than anything

That's a secret I grasped from my life

a cloud cries and
gives the pleasant rain

Fortunate or unfortunate
am the cloud

I may lose my tears
But, they are holy showers for you

Atleast those can stay with you for awhile
Even I have difficulty being with you

if you sincerely want to do something

even nature supports you

*it's only matter of how you maintain

your momentum and consistency

you don't have to be bad

to have enemies

You won't need a critic

You are the best critic of your work

Trust me.

Close your eyes and question yourself

You will get answers

I thank family and friends for being part of my happiness one or other way. Near future I will shape myself and make you happy the same way you all did.
Happy New Year

I do have lot of questions. But, none of them got answers. Survival is what my heart says. Survive from the negatives and share the positives.

Following these lines I came across another question

how come A charge transfer happens in a battery with only positive charges

So, we do need a night to take rest and a dawn to finish our tasks

you should be strong enough to balance your positives and negatives

my body is a stranger

my soul is the rider

controls everything

am my destruction

am my creation

*sculpting every piece of moments

trust comes for a price

and you have to pay with an

equal amount of trust in return

In search of you God ... I faced too many diversions ... Still you are an unknown and a disguise ... As my belief and my trust you are always with me...

*a common man in search of an ultimate power (God)

no matter what, no one is ready to accept

they are wrong

*they know their fault instead they waste time in finding faults in others

As a kid I used to read news about future speculations

where people will buy enough oxygen cans due to rapid increase of industrialization which in turn leads to air pollution

Canadian company sells cans of fresh air

the above line proves me the speculations are going to be real

as a kid my dreams are limitless
as a grown up am confined to reality

it took me very less time to realize

reality or practicality is always different

from what you dreamt

many more expectations brought me back to the square

what am supposed to do, is a haunting dream of me

when I lost my courage to do

*what actually I have to do

sometimes words cannot substitute the real feel ...

missing someone ...

is a curse ...

if they are your world ...

it's too tragic ...

you will be treated as a God for your deeds

by one group of people

and you will be treated as an evil for the same

by another section of people

fears are my dreams

fear of losing me
when I change from what I am
fear of dropping
when I am about to get hold of something
fear of light
when I want to hide something
fear of darkness
when I am left alone
fear of love
when I miss someone
fear of hatred
*when I behave like me

when am calm I don't have logics

but, when someone hurts me

am a true logical thinker, out of box seeker

somehow victory is a grape wine

which I always strive to get it ...

how much I try my destination is changing

It's location from one place to other

finally making me a seeker instead of a

Winner

Not necessarily every smily face is happy

We enact to hide our internal struggles

The best thing is our smile

*Which can conceal anything and no one ever knows

there are people who bear the blame

but, never reveal the secret

because of the word they have given.

Yes, this is not fictional they do exist. But, the fact is we hardly find them.

They are always in disguise.

not always we have to answer

our success will do it for us

you know everyone have a breaking point

we only can survive from that situation

with a proper suggestion and support

*and this has to come from our close one's

only tribute we can give to great personalities is

"remembering there advices and following them"

the only respect we can give for great people

a lifetime is not sufficient to Love

a person completely,

same is the case of hatred

it's hard to understand a person completely

because of this lack of understanding we do try to defame some people

some efforts are fruitless

and they only teach you

to try it in another way,

rather sticking to the same plan

life itself a calculation

if you invest the right amount of time

with right efforts

results will be fruitful like a tree

full of shinning apples

i live with secrets

and always a shadow in bright light.

that's how I can give sudden surprises,

and to be frank I cannot reveal my plans

all of a sudden, am afraid what if I abandon those in the middle.

my past failures never let me tell someone my ambitions or my goals

and am not happy about someone asking about the same further

one day the forbidden writes

will be given light to shine

ask what you want from God

when you get that,

Take the place of God

and fulfill others dream

people ask me why you discourage in some instances

well, yes before saying yes I need to know my limit

man can do many things

*but, given a point of time man can only do something

Pretty simple

You have to know how to swim

Before helping someone who is drowning

Or get someone's help

100% is a myth

97-99% might be possible

80-97% possible

for an achievement we try hard

so as to come out of failures.

for every success and every failure

there lies a hardwork which we should

take in count

Success is easy sometimes and hard an other time.

but, your attempt shouldn't change in reaching every goal

My thousandth

As writing this was a challenge to me

Still am excited to complete it

I want to tell something most of us know

Life thought me, run how hard you can

Never think of time taken

If you are good with all your calculations

For sure you will hit the bullseye

How much you worried about the output

That much worse you will divert

Easy to blame and Hard to gain

If you Love your life

Nothing can hurt you

People find hard to understand my logic

Reality is am not good enough to elaborate

Lastly,

Only Love can win the Love

if I don't shed a tear

it doesn't mean am emotionless.

it only means I used every drop of

my tears in my past and unable to produce

a new set of them

a problem without solution

and

a hatred without reason are always

painful.

a good enemy is better than

a jealousy friend

people follow rules and

never let you break them.

but, if they are affected by them

they are the one's who will break it

without a second thought

a prisoner will be asked for

the last wish before sentence,

as a prisoner of your heart I never got one

my demise from your prison is fractional

A bullet has no intention to ****

But, the anti social will*

worried about Paris victims

May God save them

Silence is the best way to oppose

no argument and no noise pollution

but, we should be good in dealing with it*

or else people think we agree with them

am a buried paper

and an encrypted script to many,

left in a space full of dreams.

no angel can help you

when you try to lock yourself

instead coming out of your

comfort zone

I can bare hatred

not an insult.

one is the by product of other

but, when you hate something

you better try to be away from it

rather changing it's state

*State I mean anger, furious, mad, crazy what not everything

కాలంతో
In time,

కరిగేవి కొన్ని దూరాలు
We surpass the distance created between us (because of ego)

పెరిగేవి కొన్ని మనస్ఫర్ధలు
or we may be doomed by misunderstandings (lack of faith)

when the whole world is

running forward

am no where in the competition

I stay and sit on my couch

analyse things

I don't get it,

you can run fast

but, you cannot reach fast.

all I see is a race with no logic

all I see is a run without a finish line.

you will be a runner for your life

no matter how fast you run

you only can escape if you know

the path.

be the guide to that path

be the light to the ships

if world is a digital flat screen

a typepad or keyboard,

a track ball or an optical mouse

is an input to give.

charging the device is my daily task

and running in the maze of deadlines

bearing a bit of competition and politics

and finally come up with an output

worrying for the future versions

counting days as number of tasks

if this is called Life

seriously, we are in great trouble