My thousandth

As writing this was a challenge to me

Still am excited to complete it

I want to tell something most of us know

Life thought me, run how hard you can

Never think of time taken

If you are good with all your calculations

For sure you will hit the bullseye

How much you worried about the output

That much worse you will divert

Easy to blame and Hard to gain

If you Love your life

Nothing can hurt you

People find hard to understand my logic

Reality is am not good enough to elaborate

Lastly,

Only Love can win the Love

for an achievement we try hard

so as to come out of failures.

for every success and every failure

there lies a hardwork which we should

take in count

Success is easy sometimes and hard an other time.

but, your attempt shouldn't change in reaching every goal

100% is a myth

97-99% might be possible

80-97% possible

Pretty simple

You have to know how to swim

Before helping someone who is drowning

Or get someone's help

people ask me why you discourage in some instances

well, yes before saying yes I need to know my limit

man can do many things

*but, given a point of time man can only do something

ask what you want from God

when you get that,

Take the place of God

and fulfill others dream

one day the forbidden writes

will be given light to shine

i live with secrets

and always a shadow in bright light.

that's how I can give sudden surprises,

and to be frank I cannot reveal my plans

all of a sudden, am afraid what if I abandon those in the middle.

my past failures never let me tell someone my ambitions or my goals

and am not happy about someone asking about the same further

life itself a calculation

if you invest the right amount of time

with right efforts

results will be fruitful like a tree

full of shinning apples

some efforts are fruitless

and they only teach you

to try it in another way,

rather sticking to the same plan

జనగణ  మన  అని  పలుకుతూ  జనమందరితో  కలిసుంటాం .
వందేమాతరం   గీతం  పాడుతూ  వందనాలు   అందిస్తాం .
శాంతి  అహింసలే  మన  ఆయుధాలుగా శత్రుసైన్యమే  తిరిగిపోవురా .
పచ్చని  పంటలతో  సశ్యశ్యామలం   మన  భారతం .
పసిడి  వర్ణం  మన  అందరి  మనసులురా .
స్వాతంత్రయ  యోధుల  గుర్తులుగా  నిలిచిన  త్రివర్ణ   పతకం  మన  సొంతం .
కాషాయపు  రంగే  త్యాగరుపుల  చిహ్నము  రా .
తెలుపు  రంగునే  మన  శాంతికి  గుర్తులు  రా .
పచ్చని  రంగే  మన  పంటపొలాలకు   ప్రతీకలే.
మాటలు  వేరైనా  మమతలలో  మర్పేలేదు .
ప్రాంతాలు  వేరైనా  పటింపులు  లేనేలేవు .
భాషలు  వేరైనా  భావంలో  తెడాలేవు.
పధతులు  వేరైనా  ప్రతిభ  పాటవాళ­్ళు   ఒకటే .
ఆచారాలు  వేరైనా  మన  అనుభంధం   ఒక్కటే .
అలవాట్లు  వేరైనా  ఆరాటం  ఒక్కటేలే .
గమ్యం  వేరైనా  గెలుపు  అన్న  పిలుపు  ఒక్కటేలే .
ఎన్ని  భినత్వాలు  ఉన్నాగానీ  మనం  అందరం  భారతీయులం .
మన  దేశ  ప్రతిస్తలే  మనచేతుల  మీద  ఉన్నాయి .
ఆ  గౌరవాలనే    మనం   నిలబెట్టుకోవాలి  .Jaihind

a lifetime is not sufficient to Love

a person completely,

same is the case of hatred

it's hard to understand a person completely

because of this lack of understanding we do try to defame some people

only tribute we can give to great personalities is

"remembering there advices and following them"

the only respect we can give for great people

you know everyone have a breaking point

we only can survive from that situation

with a proper suggestion and support

*and this has to come from our close one's

not always we have to answer

our success will do it for us

there are people who bear the blame

but, never reveal the secret

because of the word they have given.

Yes, this is not fictional they do exist. But, the fact is we hardly find them.

They are always in disguise.

Not necessarily every smily face is happy

We enact to hide our internal struggles

The best thing is our smile

*Which can conceal anything and no one ever knows

somehow victory is a grape wine

which I always strive to get it ...

how much I try my destination is changing

It's location from one place to other

finally making me a seeker instead of a

Winner

when am calm I don't have logics

but, when someone hurts me

am a true logical thinker, out of box seeker

fears are my dreams

fear of losing me
when I change from what I am
fear of dropping
when I am about to get hold of something
fear of light
when I want to hide something
fear of darkness
when I am left alone
fear of love
when I miss someone
fear of hatred
*when I behave like me

you will be treated as a God for your deeds

by one group of people

and you will be treated as an evil for the same

by another section of people

ఊరే  తెలియదు  పాపం .
పేరే  తెలియదు  శాపం .
ఎవరులేరని  భాదే  నలు  మూలలా  నిండిందే .
బ్రతుకు  భాటలో  చికుముడులు  ఎన్నో .
ముళ్ళ  భాటల  చిమ్మ  చీకటులు ఎన్నో  .
జానెడు  పొట్టకై  సాగే  యుద్ధమే .
ఆకలి  దప్పికలు  ఎంతటి  సాహసానికైనా   కారణ  భూతాలే  .
గతులు  తప్పినా  గతం  నుంచి  బయటే   పడలేరే   .
కసాయి  మూకలతో  చేసే  సావాసమే .
కరడుగట్టిన  తీవ్రవాదుల్లా  మర్చేస్తుందే .
మరణకాండల   మొద్దలుకు  నాందే  కదా .
కడుపు  మంటలే  క్రోధం  తో  కాలు  దువ్వుతాయి .
పనులేమైన  ప్రతి  అడుగు  పతనానికే  కదా .
లోకవినాశనానికే    ఉసుగోలిపే  స్థితులకు   కారణమే .

sometimes words cannot substitute the real feel ...

missing someone ...

is a curse ...

if they are your world ...

it's too tragic ...

as a kid my dreams are limitless
as a grown up am confined to reality

it took me very less time to realize

reality or practicality is always different

from what you dreamt

many more expectations brought me back to the square

what am supposed to do, is a haunting dream of me

when I lost my courage to do

*what actually I have to do

As a kid I used to read news about future speculations

where people will buy enough oxygen cans due to rapid increase of industrialization which in turn leads to air pollution

Canadian company sells cans of fresh air

the above line proves me the speculations are going to be real

no matter what, no one is ready to accept

they are wrong

*they know their fault instead they waste time in finding faults in others

In search of you God ... I faced too many diversions ... Still you are an unknown and a disguise ... As my belief and my trust you are always with me...

*a common man in search of an ultimate power (God)

trust comes for a price

and you have to pay with an

equal amount of trust in return

my body is a stranger

my soul is the rider

controls everything

am my destruction

am my creation

*sculpting every piece of moments

I do have lot of questions. But, none of them got answers. Survival is what my heart says. Survive from the negatives and share the positives.

Following these lines I came across another question

how come A charge transfer happens in a battery with only positive charges

So, we do need a night to take rest and a dawn to finish our tasks

you should be strong enough to balance your positives and negatives

I thank family and friends for being part of my happiness one or other way. Near future I will shape myself and make you happy the same way you all did.
Happy New Year

You won't need a critic

You are the best critic of your work

Trust me.

Close your eyes and question yourself

You will get answers

మెరిసిన  ముత్యపు  వెలుగే  నీ  చూపే .
వలపుల  జాబిలి  మెరుపే  నీ  నవ్వే .
మేలిమి  బంగారు   శోభలే   నీ  రూపే .
మిల  మిల  జారిపడిన  చినుకే  నీ  కన్నీరే .
అలలకు  సెలవులే  తెచ్చే  నీ  స్వరమే .
వెచ్చని   గాలులు  నిండిన  నీ  శ్వాసలే.
సింధూరపు   వర్ణమే  నీ  అధరాలే .
గాలికి  మూలం  అయ్యే  నీ  కురులే .
గంగకు  నిలయమైన  నీ  కల్లే .
రెప  రెపలాడేది   నీ  కనుబొమ్మలే .
రాతిని  అయిన  కరిగించే  నీ  మనసే .
రంగులతో  నిండింది  నీ  మీద  నా  ఊహలే   .
ప్రేమ  రాజ్యం  ఎలామంటూ  నిరీక్షిస్తోందే  నా  మదె.
రంగంలో  ఉంది ­ నువ్వే  ప్రేమే  రంగరించవే  చెలి

you don't have to be bad

to have enemies

if you sincerely want to do something

even nature supports you

*it's only matter of how you maintain

your momentum and consistency

a cloud cries and
gives the pleasant rain

Fortunate or unfortunate
am the cloud

I may lose my tears
But, they are holy showers for you

Atleast those can stay with you for awhile
Even I have difficulty being with you

Sometimes I feel am a good liar

When you ask me how are you?

For sure, I say am good.

People say we can relieve from pain

By sharing with others

That's a good idea

But, holding the pain dealing it with my style

Makes me stronger than anything

That's a secret I grasped from my life

If no charm in this world can effect you

Then, yes the one you are crazy about is

Your lucky charm

Never lose

Some pains they don't physically means to you anything

Those are pains which mentally strikes you

Leaving no chance to survive from the scars left

The sentence "Life is easy is a lie"

You all wish for something and plan accordingly

Because of an amateur planning we may be costing

Our dream and our goal

This is never gonna easy for me

But, quitting is almost impossible

I rather try dying

Being empty minded is the cause of negatives.

How to retain your energy?

Try things you never tried,

Either you know how to do better next time

Or let's you understand the effort others put on it

Every time mastering is not possible

But, it will let you get a new boost ,

try something new and you will get a new boost

Cold winds
Stacked up snow layers
Watery nostrils
Freezing bones

Lazy eyes
Painful muscles
Snoozing alarms in cellphones
Inactive ears

Energy captured
And stored like rock salt
Crack it and crush it
And finally get it

Time to do work

as a kid I have many experiences

am bullied am teased what not.

I always thought am good

and rest of the world is bad.

Am weak and hesistent to oppose

and if I try something to stop,

they are back fired on me.

But, my assumption or my analysis is wrong

Always there lies a humanity in everyone

It takes time to reach a maturity level

Once they reach that stage they know what to do.

I only grasped one thing if you change your stance

It won't effect others but, you the most

Transition from good to bad

Whatever people say or people do

Because this transition will completely change

Your life.

You have to learn how to control your emotions.

Conclusion no one is bad but situations make them bad

Every action is a result of a situation

We cannot change whole world

But, your change can influence others to change

Knowing the pain
Means

Letting our dear ones
To escape from it

కవ్వించే   కావ్యమా  
ప్రేమించే  ప్రియతమా .
కలలకే  అంక్కితమా .
కంటికే  దీపమా .
కోవెల  లాంటి  రూపమా .
కరుణించుమా  కనికరించుమా .
కలతల  కొలిమిలో  విడువకుమా .
కన్నీటి  దారిలో  పదవేయకుమా .
కటకటాల  మద్య  బంధం  వేయకుమా .
భాదకే  భారం  పంచకే.
గుండె  బరువెకించకే  .
తరుణోపాయం  చూపించవే  ­ తరుణీ .
కలికి  చిలుకుల  పలకవే  ఉపశమనే కలిగించవే .

Do tell lies

But, try hard to make them

Real

There are nights

Am afraid of closing my eyes

There are mornings

Am reluctant to open my eyes

Being creative is not a gift

It's a price you are paid for your time

For miracles to happen

You got a pay some patience

Other than your effort

I Love my eyes

Because they know how to act

Hiding sadness with a smile

Best deception they can give to anyone

I wish I had super powers

Will that make my life better

No, they won't.

Everything becomes easy
That ultimately makes me less challenged

So being normal is what I want

Peace and happy

:)