all I want is a cup of coffee

filled with an essence of Love,

some cookies to fill my heart

with everlasting feel.

and of course a partner to

give company

*loneliness is an unwanted situation

accompanied by mental instability

we do lot for people

who are not deserved.

we know that,

but still we practice the same

life's too short to waste

close your eyes and open it

it's morning, wake up time

some people believe there are some level

of light rays we reflect as a sign of

our stability.

the weak your ability to shine

the strong your tendency to fail,

the strong your ability to shine

the weak your tendency to fail

if you are bored

that means you are not doing anything

productive

Don't blame your life instead search for a task

which brings productiveness in you

my smile not always means

am happy

it's an indication that whatever the situation

I will be friendly

anything new is always hard

but, interest makes it special

*do try all you can and don't leave until you fail the failures

beng a villain to someone

might not be my fault every time

who actually cares what others did to me

they judge by what they see

thought of finding

what's the real meaning of freedom

in search of answer am wasting my own freedom

like my age

i only feel lonely when am

in a party or gathering

and everyone is new

Virsaviya*

a beautiful heart

got all required contributions

from good hearted people

happy for the donations offered

now we need all your prayers

please remember this little girl

in your prayers

we only have right to Live

but not to Leave

*Soul is the ultimate power

Body is the luxurious vehicle

Blood is the fuel

Heart is the engine

Brain is the steering

her heart is beautiful

can you touch your heart?

well I can feel my heart

you believe or not ..

there is one little girl she can actually

touch her heart

*it's real and the little girl is suffering from some genetically disorder

they searched for doctors all over and

fortunately had found someone in Boston

please bring a little smile on the face of the little one

a single mom is waiting for help

Thanks for reading and please share as much as possible

heated arguments

none was ready to convince

temperature changes

you never feel it
like winter any more

it's like sitting on a furnace

trying to cool ourselves using air conditioners

people always love humor
but, we need to know

humor with humiliation
is always a wrong guy to deal with

that's where we get differences
listening is an essential thing

for any conversation
and people are fast to give responses

rather trying to understand the context

they have to give sometime to
elaborate our ideas

this is how it should be

it's not the Love that hurts more

it's the scar we think of every time

*a wise man said we get experience with first Love and later we don't dare to go for other

many people hate lying

but there are some lies which

are beautiful

I personally love to hold secrets

holding something sensitive is an art

I hope there are quite many who did their Masters in it

blood stream contains many cells

the same way my neurons storing

wonderful pictures of you as some kind of

digital images

secured and highly confidential such that

no hacker can break the firewall

safest of any modern security measures

మనసా మాయ చేసావే (my love a magical wonder)

మైకంలో ఉంచి వెల్లావే (left me in a world of dizziness)

we are extremely good to someone

and a complete different person

that's we call a true love

there are nights and days

I started to think

had enough struggles

had enough pain

surprisingly, the thought worked

quite oppositely

I involved in

many tough situations which I am not

able to handle

when real enthusiasm came

situations got cleared

like dark clouds after the rain.

Life I don't get it

your schemes and plans

I just want to be a spectator

you drive me to the future

am surrendered

what am doing?

my strength is my coolness

hope I lost my power

am getting anger like a bullet train

applying brakes is a tedious job

and unfortunately I lack disc brakes.

am somehow not able to digest humiliation

not sure if am doing it right

but, definitely hurting quite a few.

a change which is undesirable

that's not me but, am transforming the way

I never want to

as per my knowledge

hair that was result of dead cells

in our body*

interesting part is we give more value

to our hair than anything living

Even am not an exception.

Don't know why

consider Love is a clock

it was ticking like anything

need momentum for the journey

charge of the battery will be the trust

as your bond is good it will be high

at least twice a day meet is necessary

no matter how your pace the original clock

will be pacing high

seconds hand will be your timer

it will do the job as given

rest all is in your own hands

being creative is a kind of responsibility

people expect more and more for every

new creation

as Abdul Kalam former President of India said,

*"don't relax after your first victory, people may think it as luck if you fail in your second attempt"

Greatest things will suffer hardest criticsm

And Rest all is history

when you have everything

you fight for peace

And when you have peace

you fight for everything

we only get one at a time

nothings in our hand but a little hope

that hope is good enough to achieve anything

trust yourself before trusting others

seeking a path is your duty

if you ask for help then it's not your destiny

*but someone else

Laziness is a sin sometimes

But, a lazy person knows
How to find a shortcut

And reduce our efforts

we cannot buy happiness with money

but, but

we can make someone happy

by helping

no matter

How good you are

You will have

Enemies

any word that

I may hear from you

is just a word of Love

I want to interpret like....

so much pain

I may bear because of you

is just an act of Love

humour and humiliation are not the same

Until, we know the difference we enjoy both

మనసున మెదిలిన సంఘర్షణ (in my heart a struggle arise)

ఎదలో ప్రతి చోటున వెంటాడే ప్రతిరూపమా(haunted with your memory)

ఆనందం అయ్యేనా నీ దాసోహమా(my happiness was under your control)

వెంటాడే ప్రతి రేయి నీ మౌనమా(darkness I encountered, because of your silence)

అలుపే ఎరుగని ఓ దీపమా(everlasting light)

తనువంతా మాడ్చావే అణువణువునా (burnt me all over)

మెరుపై నువ్వు చేరావే మేఘమా(like a lightening cloud)

అణువస్త్రమై చీల్చావే ప్రియతమా(became a nuclear weapon heading towards me)

ప్రేమనే సాగరాన విడిచావే సౌందర్యమా !!!(left me in an ocean full of Love)

Solutions are hard
Until you crack it ...

earlier I thought life

it should be simple

I resisted changes in my life

time taught me

how hard you work that much happiness

you are going to get back

sitting idle will always cost us the valuable time

learning to work as much as I can

As I studied in science class

Many cells take birth

And

Many cells die everyday in a human body

Same is the case of earth

Here humans replace atoms

Story of a cycle*

Someone how we adjusted bicycle in my friend's car

went to repair shop

After fixing the flat tyre we started back

Something wrong we tried all options cannot fit the cycle back in the car

Then thought of riding cycle by own since it was just 5 miles

Didn't notice my phone is out of battery

My hands are shaking since lack of practice for years

After a for long I didn't find a pathway to ride or a shoulder

Didn't have enough courage to ride in the inter state

Cold climate .. I felt like reaching my destination is buying an iPhone in thanks giving

Fortunately found a bus shelter

My friend searched for me all over couldn't find me

Later found me in the street

I can see your beautiful eyes

I can feel an everlasting warmth

I can see your wonderful smile

I can feel a soothing music

I only see love

no matter what

may some situations make me

think other way still I will come to

normal

that's the power of Love

*it can change anything and everything

Help someone in need

But, not in greed

these days

I doubt my ability to get a clarity

Every argument has two versions

I am at the middle and cannot make a conclusion of it

What I do is just watch the show

I know it shouldn't be the case

But, I see no other options

I always wish I could have some super natural powers

But, lately I hate that thought

If all are equal and fighting the life

How I can wish for a smoother path

Even if am given those power I don't think I can use it for better things*

Loving the way am

And

Happy with my little achievements

*well I know that won't be a big deal for many

But am not worrying about it

Dream*

A common man's extra ordinary place to dwell in an imaginary world

Where impossible is just a word

people always have so much time to judge others

well in my case I don't have enough time to judge myself

feeling jealous of people who had enough time to judge others

i may act like I do whatever I want

not the case in reality

whatever I do

it's completely out of my hands

people say if you do something without interest

it will be of no use

i don't get that logic

all logics act perfectly opposite

in my scenarios

may be my path was designed in that way

May be am not too sharp

In deceiving

But these days

My experience changed me

At least it tries to hide the truth

Making people impossible to judge me

Once I was an open book

Now closing or wiping each and every line

Sometimes being alone makes me healthy

Than being with a crowd

People say loneliness kills us

But, for me it's working in opposite way

Don't know what we call this state of mind

What difference it makes

If am good

Or am bad

How I try I cannot escape my fate

But, but

I don't want to lose my

Self satisfaction

Which only letting me to

Move forward

Whatever the pressure I handle

And this satisfaction or this feel

Is the result of some sort of good

Am carrying forward

Holding a gun

And having no target

Makes me crazy

In the same way,

Running in the dark

No significant destination

Makes me crazy

flow like a sea

calm and smooth

ups and downs of tides

teach us what is life

follow the path

some are clear and others unclear

that's how we will rise

seek it and make it possible

This one bugging me a lot

These days

I am not interested in

Accepting my mistakes

Is that a psychology of people

When they get older they oppose

Allegations or complaints made on us

Really not sure

Why am trying to find reasons

No one wants reasons but accomplishment

If someone asks me a question

Are you good or bad fella

I prefer bad rather good

Am a bit selfish

Saying good will actually

Wrong thing to do

What I really want is nothing ...

A peaceful and pleasant mind

That doesn't mean I hate challenges

I do love those challenges

They make my life better

By strengthening

My resistance