I love observers

Those eyes

When they are looking

Watching

This filthy world

And it’s small beauty of it.

What hit most

When two observers meet

Eyes connect

Now they watch each other moves

With electricity feeling up in their body.

Knowing they both are enjoying each other company

But won’t say a word.

Their eyes did the talking.

Just found out he’s proposing on Sunday

What a surprise

Does he really see the rest of his life with me?

Do I see it?

I don’t know what to feel

But I know this is life

You make my family happy

Your kind to me

Do anything to make sure I’m happy

But am I really happy?

Anyway this is life

And once again I’m going with the flow.

Why am I attracted to you?

What is it about you?

Is it your soft light brown skin?

Is it that smile that show those beautiful white teeth?

Or is it your body?

Nah not that

What attracted me was the mind

How your mind works

It made me want more

More of knowing how you think

How you think of me

Then you speak and it’s poetry

Our language

Our eyes stay in contact

We both know what we want

But we let poetry say it for us.

Guess it just knows how to turn us on more

Leaving us wanting more.

This Wednesday afternoon

Sitting on the couch

Drinking coffee

Went to check up on you like usually

When you can’t forget someone

I see your writing again

I see you have posted those beautiful words again

I smiled

Even if we have no more communication

When I see you post those words again that’s enough to let me know how your doing

Keep writing

I know that’s your peace

Poetry will always be our language.

I’m scared

I’m scared I won’t make it

I’m scared of failing

I’m scared no one will be proud of me

Thoughts repeat the words

Building up my anxiety

Hey you

Stop

What are you doing to yourself?

A light spoke in the darkness of my mind

I know your scared, we all are but why did you stop?

WHY ARE YOU LETTING IT STOP YOU?

KEEP GOING

those are just words that will always come of any success

But the difference is you don’t let it control you!

Don’t let it win

You make it with those thoughts and smile

Then look back and thank those words for helping you make it to the top.

Knowing you took control.

The art of eye contact

You know what I’m talking about

You know what both of us want

I smile at the look of you

I smile knowing the idea of you

I know what I do to you

And just look then smile

While I catch your eyes

your body weakens

Along mine

Just by the eye contact across the room

Knowing I’ll have you soon.