Went to a party today
Took a few snaps
Had a great time
Got home late
2 am getting ready for bed
Receive a text on snap from a friend who ask me if I can remove one of my snaps I took of her because “I look ugly and feel insecure”
Now...
Post what the hell you want
Feel confident
Who gives a flying **** about how people will view you.
Don’t get me wrong everyone gets insecure but I rather people work with it then letting it control how you feel and your life.
Especially when half of the time your insecurities aren’t as bad as you see them.
They don’t even matter.
I told her
“If your really feeling down about yourself and worried how people will view you because your insecure then you got a long life your about to live”
Stop letting insecurities control you
Either change it
Or
Work with it
But don’t ******* sit there and keep complaining.
You’re all beautiful in your own ******* way.

I’m lost sometimes

Like everyone else

I’m happy sometimes

Like everyone else

I’m sad sometimes

Like everyone else

Feel alone sometimes

Like everyone else.

Even tho we go through all these emotions in our lives

We must remember we are just like everyone else in this place we call a planet.

You are never alone.

It’s crazy isn’t it?

How even when I get married

I’ll somehow still be thinking of you

And smile.

The funny, happy, sad, angry, ****** , and lovely

Moments we had together.

Those memories are long gone

However the touch of you still tingles me and being chills down my spine till this day

Our memories will always be my favorite chapters in my life.

I’ll forever reread.

Leave me alone.

I can’t sleep

I need sleep

I feel overwhelmed

Please just leave and let me be.

You tell me you want to love me

You tell me you want to give me the world

You tell me you want to make me feel special

But honey

How do you know if I want to do the same?

This Friday night

While everyone getting ready for Halloween

I am just sitting here at 2:14 am

Just reading

While everyone posting on social media

About their upcoming parties

I’m just sitting here reading

While you guys blowing up my phone

Telling me to come out enjoy the wild side

I’ll look at my phone smile then put it down

And do what always makes me happy

Reading.

Oh also kids don’t believe all innocent people

Don’t have a wild side.

At the laundry

6:26 pm

And all im thinking about is laying up in my bed

Just writing

Writing

And writing

With a good cup of coffee

In this drowny New York weather.