Bang bang,
Music,
brainwashing your ears,
Designer labels and drugs,
Tempting you to mug,
Innocent lives
Sent above,
Due to the ignorance preached to the young
Concerned about the generation to come
This world is ****,
Now my flow may be a little ******, a little off
Thought I have no other thoughts

River streams,
Quietness so serene
Wild flowers,
sunny rays casting down,
Reflecting off the trees,
Touching the ground
Gentle wind bristling your skin,
This is my place you're not aloud in
Close your eyes,
You're problems meet their demise,
The Suns beating down on me,
I feel fine

Rain rain go away,
Interal chatter please don't stay
Ruining my chances of having a decent day
Chatter chatter chatter
Fogs my thoughts
You're words have no meaning,
No one cares about what you have to say,
Wondering if your hairs okay
Negative thoughts racing,
Chest tightening up,
Heart beat pounding,
Little air received,
When your mind affects you physically,
It's hard to breathe,
Hard to eat ,
Friends?
a distance memory,
for everyday,
this chatter plays
ruining my chances of something interesting to say
This life is such a pain,
Drifting away,
Reality,
Once felt many years ago
The present
A numb dreamy world

Voices tempting,
built up by sadness
This madness is controlling
Drug addiction overflowing
The person I use to see in the mirror is no longer showing
Isolation;
my bedroom is where I stay,
wondering why I'm the person I am today.
Depressing writes are real annoying
no ***** given;
capturing this is important,

For some day I'll be looking back smiling;
not identifying,
with this sad ****,
whining

shifting in and out,
good days; bad days
bliss in a drought

Though I don't mind,
when bliss strikes appreciation is intwined,
for those darker days that depress my mind,
make the better ones make me feel even more alive.

To you I whine; the **** that bothers me inside
Your love; so patient, so deep,
It don't want me to weep.
My mind can't compute,
how you deal with these disputes.
I'm a hard girl to be dealt,
with so many issues it makes my mind melt.
Though you deal with such stride,
Your love; the truest kind,
loving me for me;
including my ****** up mind.

My love for you will never die.