The peace within the night will never be found if you are always looking down.

And the longer I breathe
The weaker the passion becomes
The harder it is to take a step
The easier it is to imagine death

“Don’t forget to be kind to yourself!”

1 she laughs and walks and calls a stranger daddy and never sees her biological father who cares
2 the terrible twos
3 she puts An Apple down the toilet
4 she is a big sister and a younger sister and a middle child and has many half siblings and her family is complicated
5 she is enlisted into the education system and she is touched by her cousin her own age
6 she struggles with holding hands and crayons
7 she is nicknamed by the older kids and she cannot remember how to spell or how to write the letters the right way
8 she has failed 1st grade but she has fought back against those who have labeled her
9 she has gotten better grades yet she is miserable
10 she is so excited to be double digits and no one comes to her birthday party but her bestie
11 she has grades and a few friends and the jerks in her grade matter less
12 tech is amazing but the boys ruin it and so she frowns
13 her bestie has left and she roams the friend groups
14 her dog from birth has died and she starting to realize she is sad all the time and has been
15 she has been smoking and circulating groups
16 she is driving and she has two groups shelf friends but they hate each other and she has grades and she has already tried to die 3 times
17 4 *** partners later she finds her love of her life
18 high school to college and her hopes of something better was crushed
19 she has yet to tackle her self diagnosed depression