It doesn't matter how you feel on the inside,
You are always told that your worthless, a **** up,
You are told to give up.
No one ever wants to listen to your pain,
They always push you away,
They make you feel like you have worth, then turn around and your worthless,
Just give up....

If you just hide you will be fine,
No one will ever hear you wine,
You thought they cared,
You were wrong,
All they say is...
Just give up, your a worthless c*nt

Why does life have to be this way?
What happen to the people who swore they'd stay?
They gave up on you.....
They told you that NO one cared,
They want you to shoot up, throw up
Man just give up.

Give up on your dreams they say, give up on life
Who the hell cares that he banged your wife,
No one will love you the way she did,
But man just give up.

You think on that thought,
It flies through your mind,
But then you stand up and cry.

You say to your family that this is "Goodbye"
Then you grab that knife...

But before you end it you think again,
That thought you just had made you grin,
You think of your friends and then your family,
You cry some more then drag the blade,
But you forget that it was homemade ,
You try again and again but nothing works.

Your heart hurts an all you hear is " give up"
But you wipe your face,
Then go downstairs,
You see your family sitting their,
They look at you with bright smiles!
Hunny why won't you stay for a while?

Depression is like a parasite that comes to you in an hour of aloneness. Depression is like a demon that wants to be fed and isn't satisfied till your dead and it isn't alone. It has a friend and its name is anxiety, anxiety is a demon that is afraid of everything and feeds off your soul.  They aren't satisfied until your dead. They won't stop until they get what they want and they start out as a small maggot then they slowly but rapidly grow. They become so big that you can't hold them in on your own and you don't ask for help because they have convinced you that you are alone and all you can say is "I know". People want to help you and they try but you have pushed them away and gave into the demons that are slowly killing you. Once they have devoured every inch of you, you realized that they did care and the demons move on to their next victim and you know you can't stop it. No matter how hard you try the demon, parasite, virus, just keeps killing and devouring innocent people. They are like villains with no weakness, virus with no cure, and they feed off pain and sorrow, and they will eventually get what they want and that's a place to themselves. With NO people, then they die.