Some days go by and they are great.
And then just like that,
When you're least expecting it
The roller coaster that you're on that is climbing up
Crashes down, Fast.
Straight and fast.

I feel like I’m being chased by a wolf.
Every time I think it lost me it always ends up finding me again.
Every time I have an encounter with it,
I get closer and closer to facing my fate.  
I can hear it paws hitting the ground running towards me.
Faster and faster and louder with each second passing.
I slow down so see if I am still being chased,
And then I realize
That the wolf
Is me.

Love is something that I miss.
I haven’t felt love for a long time.
I don’t even think my parents do anymore.
My friends at home hate me
I end up hurting people I love
The one person who I thought loved me
doesn’t anymore.

Whats another dream when I can't sleep.

When something ends,
Something else begins.

I remember the stars in your eyes,
I miss seeing them.
I miss you more.

You’re special.
You deserve much better then me.