It’s gone
Everything…
Feels like…
I can’t open my mouth
Without letting my tears flow
I have thousands of words ready
Yet I can’t say a single word

So close, yet so far
Somehow I regret it
Like… I’m here but my soul isn’t here
I don’t know, I don’t even feel sad
But somehow I know
I will cry for no reason

I don’t feel like I’m here
But I don’t want to go home
Is this… a void?
I’m still aware about everything
I’m aware that I’ve changed a lot
This will be better if I just face it alone

I’m afraid
This may be the last time
And my last impression is just silent
Happy music, Happy songs
Sunrise’s voice
Won’t pierce me anymore

Happy memories
Disappears one by one
Close friends
Drift apart one by one
It’s not them
It’s me

Love
What is it?
When was the last time I fell in love?
I don't even know anymore

Love
What is it?
When was the last time I deeply cared about someone?
I don't even remember anymore

Love
What is it?
When was the last time I genuinely smile because of someone?
I don't even remember that I did.

Unable to think of anything...
Unable to feel anything...
Unable to cry
Unable to smile

Like an empty shell
Yet still breathing
No light in the eyes
Yet the eyes are still wide open

I sent you countless letters
Countless poems
But my words won't reach you

I have about thirty tiny wishes
But you probably can't memorize all of them
So let's put it simple
I want to be with you.