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Sarangi Nov 2018
Close your eyes
listen to the nature
within few seconds
see your future self

Do it again
and again
and again
and many more times...

You wouldn't see the exact picture
again and again...
see carefully
something might have change
at least a bit

We can't predict our future self
even in the daydreams  
it's never the same
how could we control it in real ?
Stopped planning life and started living it...
Future????? I am just letting it to come to me..
frustrated by questioning and answering my self..
now i let questions come find me, and then only I will decide whether to answer it , or to take lifelines or just to pass it to next..
Sarangi Jun 2018
Life
New chapter fresh start
Empty page waiting to be written on
I wished for words
I got a  perfect song
La la la la laaaa.....
Music
Made me dance on the floor

Out there,
It was darker
I wished for a lantern
I needed lights
Ha ha ha haaaaa...
I won a  moon in my life
I can't stop
I can't stop smiling
Wake me up
Am I dreaming???
It's too good to be true....

PS : I love you
I am in love with you
Sarangi Jun 2018
“PRIORITY”
We fight on it all the time
This is not a miracle
This is just first time I am saying it loud
From all I call “MY”, I like you the most
Sweet and kind, Kangaroo caring
On top of all
Awfully handsome
Which freaks me out sometimes, knowing that everyone will call me
THE FAT GIRL next to the PERFECT GROOM

I know it was not easy,I was a lot to take in
However, you took it all in
You took all of me
Ohhh……
You did it in a really good way
May be I look like I am tough and brave
Believe me, I am not
I am scared to move on
I am scared to hit the bottom again

However,
When I am with you, I can sleep without a Mosquito net
Its not easy for me to sleep while knowing that other insects might sleep next to me
But with you I fall a deep sleep
With no fear
Presence of you make me brave, Make me comfortable
With you I feel my life easy, which is highly unlikely

Baby,
I know I have told these lines earlier
Still I will repeat it again
PLEASE DON’T CRY FOR MY HEART BREAKING WORDS
PLEASE DON’T GET DOWN FOR MY AWFUL BLAMES
You make me feel like a princess
Hope you got it from your King and Queen
I am soo blessed to have you in my life

NEVER EVER SEPARATE FROM ME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE SPAN
YOU ARE MY LOVE, UNTIL I LIVE, UNTIL I BREATH

I LOVE YOU THE MOST BABY, DON’T EVER TRY TO TO LEAVE ME.
I WILL NEVER GET ENOUGH OF YOU
I LOVE YOU MORE…………….
Speaking from my heart ....
This is for you Shamal..
The Love of my life
Sarangi Jun 2018
Give me a smile
All the sadness,
Will fly away

If your love is mine
If your heart belongs to me

Darling,
Stop hurting me
Give me a smile
A sparkling smile
# I love you..# I can't stop it..#
# no matter how hurtful it is #
Sarangi Jul 2017
You tell me
That you love me,
And I say I don't
You get disappointed
Though you don't stop trying

You don't know
I am dying inside
On each time you say "I love you"
Cause I can't say back to you

I don't have it,
I don't have My right  
To love someone,
Who loves me more

Please.....
Stop killing me
Cause,
I love you more.....
# Love killing me slowly #
Sarangi Jul 2017
What did you do to me?
My heart is aching
I can't breath
Am I gonna die???  
Please,
Save me
I am drowning
Take me in your arms..
Make my sabbatical
With the name of love
I want to be in love
With you
I want to live my life
with you.

No....

don't be sad,
It is true....
He can't help you
Its been years now...

Your heart is not aching
Its just ice cold
Last breath of yours
Been taken into air
Long ago

Are you gonna die..??
No......
You are not.
You are not drowning either
You've been sank for years
You are dead

Love can't save you
A friend might can
A fly away from home might can
A breakup
Definitely it can

Choice is all urs...
Its all me.. Wrong choices.. Wrong person..
Now I am living the wrong life ...
There is no savior for me
I have to save my self..
Yeah I can save my life... The problem is am I willing to **** another person to save my self??
Sad
who ever the person who made me..
Shouldn't have make me so selfless..
Love gave me pain. Breakup is no choice. It gives me more pain. Knowing that there  are people who love me more .. I wanna **** my self and rebirth for them.
Sarangi Jul 2017
I am alive
Live each and every day
Until the day I die

Who told me to live
Do I live by my choice
Who forced me to live
Do I need to be alive

Do I ever have done
What I need to do
I followed orders
A thousands of orders
To live my life
In a way that others want

Ahh please I am fed up of this
I can't even meet a person in my interest
Dozens of people arise against to it
Telling me not safe enough
Who told you that I need to be safe
If I am not afraid Why you bother so much
You don't love me
No one does
Found this in my phone... something I saved to read ... cause it is about me...
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