When I was 10 feet tall
Tho I was small
Sitting on your shoulders
Seeing so far ahead
Hitting my head
On the doorframe
But felt no pain
Oh how we laughed and laughed and laughed
Coz you were my dad
And I sat
10 feet tall

(A good memory)

A hug is a piece of heaven
From one soul to another

Tomorrow never came
You took them all away
The plans that we made
A distant memory

Tomorrow will never come
All been and done
Forever gone
Like we were never as one.

Surrounded by bodies
Laughing and talking
But I hear only white noises
Like the dead walking
Each with their own lives
Seas of souls
Together they strive
Yet I feel alone

The art of breathing
Is remembering you are alive

Angry words leave mouth to relieve
But forever haunt those who hear

A poet can ****** you with a single word
..
............ Or cut you in half with a poisioned tongue

Out of the ashes
Of broken promises
Where the pieces of hearts
Lay glittering like glass
Where dispair
Hides in its lair
To engulf your spirit
Don't let it

Out of the blackness
From utter darkness
You will let that inner light
Shine bright
It is the fire within
Pure without sin
That will make you strong
My dear, you will carry on

You are f*cking fabulous!

When a sigh is like a million angels giving up.

I watched you sleep
Watched your chest rise n fall
You were at peace
Not in torment at all

Your breathing was deep
But you did not snore
You looked content and sweet
I watched you more

You must have sensed me
As you turned to your side
Arms wrapped me tightly
So in your chest I could hide

The soft glow of the moon shone
Casting light from a darken sky
Tomorrow a new day is born
But what a beauiful night for today to die

A memory left my eye
One tear rolled down my cheek
I didn't even know it had got by
My walls of brick and steel

I felt the hot pain sear
The shock of why it fell
As I brushed away the tear
I deleted the memory as well.

Don't let your heart rule your head
Don't let your head lose your soul

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
But may I take a step bolder
And say
some see the beauty in ugly
Some see the ugly in beauty
But what is beauty? What is ugly?
Do we have an opinion to say?

One day your pain will no longer matter
As you will no longer exist
All this pain you carried like a martyr
Will be for nothing

Whisper so softly
So we can hear angel's tears fall from the skies
Touch more gently
Than the wings of butterflies
Love unconditionally
With honesty and purity
Live happily
As tomorrow is not guaranteed

The thought of you
Twisted round my head
Like the roots of a tree
All dishevelled and dead

So I thought about cake

... and cake makes things better.

Catch me before I fall
Till I am no more
Broken pieces on the floor
As if I was never born

Catch me and hold me tight
When I want to give up this fight
To go left or right
I have lost all sight

Catch me I feel so weak
Of failure I reek
From bold to meek
Myself I seek

Catch me and I promise you
I will stand up on my own two
And one day when you are blue
I will be there to catch you too

Time stands still when you hold onto pain
When you let the demons of the past take the rein
They punish you again and again
They will make you go insane

If you cannot forgive and forget
At least try to move on my friend
Allow deep scars to heal and mend
Then a peaceful future is ahead

Give yourself a chance ***

I want shop chips
Hot, with salt n vinegar
Don't care about my hips
Coz I will be onto a winner

Oye you!  Skinny minnie
Tutting me in disgust
I eat chips with a shimmy
Judge me if you must

There is nothing to fear
Once in a while is fine
Life is to short my dear
Greasy chips are devine

Oh thee
Running around in glee
On a spending spree
For gifts and the perfect tree
Glutton food for the family

All set
For Christmas is the event
Everything you need under your belt
Awaiting family last year you met
Till that one day a year is spent
And next year start it all again

But hey
What of the rest of the years days?
Paying for your indulgent ways
You trying to keep your debts at bay
To the very lord you pray
Have a wonderful Christmas day.

Step into the water
Cold and still
Wade in my friend
Feel the chill
Cleanse the world
That contaminated you
Your once innocent eyes.. your unbiased views

Step into the water
Pure and deep
Let it remove the memories
That made you weep
Let it soothe his once loving touch
Remove the memories
You cherished so much.

Even beautiful memories need to be forgotten.

DEAD EYES HAVE NO SOULS
NOTHING TO SEE IN THESE WINDOWS

When silent screams deafen me
In this blackness void you left
Filling this soul once empty
Now full of dispair and hopelessness
I hate you death

Just had a deja vue
Scares me right through
That twist in my gut
The feeling that
Something bad is coming
And I can't
Avoid it

One day we will become dust
Particles embedded in the earth
Combined, ground and crushed
In millions of years we won't be ourself

Maybe then I will be someones diamond

Oh mere mortal who plays with lives
Asperations of god you try to strive
Deciding on who lives and who dies
Shame on you for what you decide

You may bring life, but you also cause death
As old folks lives decided like russian roulette
But you cover your ***** deed as loved ones are upset
Lives devastated whilst you sleep soundly in bed.

We stand alone
Just skin and bone
Inhale and exhale
In life we prevail
We try to survive
Just to die
We need to start living
Time is ticking

Look at the reality
Losing our scerenity
To those without integrity
Doomed is humanity
With their insanity
Hatred and obsenities
Marking their territories
The innocent in morturies
Caught up in tragedy

When will we learn?

Don't let broken promises
.... break your dreams

Sometimes I get insecure
And think it will never be
In your eyes there is the cure
I see eternity

And every day that chain on my ankle gets weaker
And every day the rope round my neck gets looser
And every day the blindfold over my eyes gets lighter
The day will come when life will taste sweeter

Yesterday we were born
Now we are here
Tomorrow we will be gone
Just a memory

Every fallen tear
Was a silent scream

Ultimate fantasy
....

To be happy

.....
❤

You gave the performance of your life
Came right out of the other side
Left others in the wings
Whilst you took centre ring
You shone like a star in the night
Smiled when things didn't go right
But now the curtain has fallen
And you have forefilled your calling
It is time to rest now
So take your last bow

Goodbye!

I found myself
...... when I lost you.

Fists break bones

..... don't let it break your spirit.

Is'nt it sad when a beautiful soul feels lost?
Because some foolish person thought
It was ok to tread on their heart
Tearing worlds apart
Leaving feelings of dispair
Because they no longer care
With promises of a future gone
Like delicate wings torn
My friend, one day your wings will mend
And into the sky you will accend
Feel the sun on your face
And the beautiful taste
Of love once again

Nobody is worth your tears

I want pizza
Oh mama mia
Any topping
Would be awesome

Pizza and chips
The moon eclipse
No that's my ***
I have no class

No knife n fork
Takes too long
Pick it up
Stuff in gob

Pizza n chips... and a diet coke!

Forever is a word that does not exist
Nothing lasts forever.... does it?

We lost forever
When you changed your mind
I guess the future will never
Be something that can be defined

Forget me
I am gone
Rather be alone

Forget me
You died in my eyes
With all your lies

Forget me
You broke promises
Without any consequences

Forget me
You broke my heart
When we fell apart

Forget me
I am no longer your wife
When you walked out of my life

Forget me
Though I won't forget you
Goodbye... x

We are not all without fault
Our pasts may sometimes haunt
But history cannot be unwritten
Time for yourself to be forgiven
Once you do
Those who were untrue

... will no longer be significant

Forgive and forget
Take forward love, leave behind hate
Don't caste up what has gone
Otherwise no point in going on
That line you leave behind
Don't go back, and it will be fine
Life aint perfect
Don't let others try to break
Your love and life is at stake.

If you forgive their mistakes
It proves you love them
If you forgive them for your heartbreaks
It proves you don't love yourself

How is it that forks in the road
Are decisions that cut like a knife?
No matter what route we go
The choice may not be right.

Can I be found again?
Where I was once lost?

My body lay limp
Lifeless
I did not blink
Sightless
I gave up
Hopeless
My heart stopped
Painless
I see your face
Loveless
I lost myself
Darkness

Cold seeped through my skin
I shiverered to the bone
Violently shaking
I was so so cold

I wrapped myself in the blanket
I still smell your cologne
It held me like you did
But now you were gone

From room to room I look
Pining for your touch
Emptyness grasps its hook
This pain is too much

How do you say a final goodbye?
When you don't want to.