A zillion voices tell you
... What to do
Your own silent screams
... Fall on deaf ears
Your head is about to burst
... It is a curse
So listen to your own voice
... That is your choice

The echos of my broken screams
Whirled through my ribcage
Like the cold winds
In a desolate forrest
Looking for a place to rest

Don't let broken promises
.... break your dreams

The lost cannot be found
Even when they stand on the ground
In front of you
They can be invisible

Little flower, little flower
So delicate and slight
Your petals so perfect
As they look to the light

Little flower, little flower
You stand your own ground
Graceful and bold
Your colours astound

Little flower, little flower
The bees kiss you gently
Memorised by your scent
They reprint you perfectly

Little flower, little flower
The beauty that you are
Those who want you captured
Plucked and put in a jar

When a sigh is like a million angels giving up.

Sometimes I want to be alone
Wishing just to be left on my own
To feel pain of a heart torn

Sometimes I need to be by myself
Content to sit feet dangling on the shelf
Me, myself with my sanity and health

Sometimes I just need time
Being a little selfish is not a crime
Body mind and soul combined

Sometimes I just don't want to share
It is not because I do not care
Just suffocating in life's cruel snare

Synical eyes will always view
Colours in dull hues
View the world with a childs eyes
See the all colours come alive

Breathe and appreciate
Don't hold onto hate
Smile and know your worth
We only got one chance on this earth

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.. and now and again something will trigger a memory whether bad or good

... and then the tears flow

But that's ok.

My tears are endless for you. ❤

Is'nt it sad when a beautiful soul feels lost?
Because some foolish person thought
It was ok to tread on their heart
Tearing worlds apart
Leaving feelings of dispair
Because they no longer care
With promises of a future gone
Like delicate wings torn
My friend, one day your wings will mend
And into the sky you will accend
Feel the sun on your face
And the beautiful taste
Of love once again

Nobody is worth your tears

You took pieces of my heart
Like someone pulls the petals off a flower


.... and watched the wind pick them up and take them to a place of no return forever.

And all I have left of you
Are memories of yesterday
Trapped in tears crystal blue
Gently brushed away

My memories were placed in the palms of  your hands

But you let them slip through, like pure white sands

Along with all the hopes and dreams we had planned

To be blown away to Never Never land

She refused to smile
Fearful tears would fall
And fill her eyes
Where the sun once shone

A heart can be fragile and broken on command
Like a delicate snowflake landing in your hand
It melts and disapears
Never again to re-appear

.. the same way again

Let your tears flow down your cheeks and chin
They are pockets of sorrow and pain
You earned that right to let them rain
Once they dry, the healing will begin
And you will be saved

Yesterday I forgot who I was
Today I don't recognise me
I have many different thoughts
But just one identity
(Just Me R)

Whilst lost through time, along with my identity, I lost my mind.
(Ryan Adler)

One light refracted into many
My prismatic soul, subdivided
Incandescent borne iridescence
I am transmuted stark incognito
(Bill Hughes)

I know I am 'YOU'
I feel you within me
Within my bones, blood, neurons, genes
I know I have lost 'ME'
Now my NEW identity is 'YOU'
(Melancholy of Innocence)

Fists break bones

..... don't let it break your spirit.

I felt cold after you left
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So I put another blanket on and slept

Cry not the pain that breaks your heart
When love no longer fills that part
Of a life long gone.

How do you say a final goodbye?
When you don't want to.

We are not all without fault
Our pasts may sometimes haunt
But history cannot be unwritten
Time for yourself to be forgiven
Once you do
Those who were untrue

... will no longer be significant

When the summer warmth cools by day
And the tan of skin starts to fade
When the nights start to chill
And the rain starts at will

When trees  start to shed their leaves
As though they cry golden tears
And the dawn wakes a little later
The nights draw close as we come into winter

Ice upon our window sills
Birds don't sing , it is quiet and still
That nip in the air as you look to the sky
And you can't believe that summer just flew by

Out comes gloves and scarfs and coats
As summers sweet kisses turn cold
You feel the chill upon your spine
When you finally accept its wintertime

I followed you to the ends of the earth
But you took me to a cliff
.... and threw me off.

Value is not what others place upon you
It is the value you place upon yourself

I haď a dream I was driving on a country road
I was old
I came across a crossroads
A sign read "life" or "death"
I chose "death"
As I hurtled towards death
I looked in the rear view mirror
..... and seen my "life" behind me

Sometimes I get insecure
And think it will never be
In your eyes there is the cure
I see eternity

My angel looked at me
With tearful eyes
Big and brown and lonely
Hurt personified

She cannot soothe the pain
She cannot stop the bleeding
This heart has broken again
So begins the healing

She touches my cheek for comfort
But I have no reaction
At that moment I look up
And see my own reflection

We are our own angels
Our destiny is our own right
Be strong and you'll get tho this
Let nobody steal you light

When letting go means broken nails
Desperately clinging onto broken dreams
Bleeding knucking as you constantly fail
To hold on with all your being.

Burning tears flow down your face
A thousand knife wounds sting all the while
As your life ebbs to a desolate place
You still  greet the world with a smile

Yesterday we were born
Now we are here
Tomorrow we will be gone
Just a memory

She brought me into this world
Now I'm not ready for her to walk out

One day you will regret us parting
You will remember all the memories you erased
The lost time will start hurting
But it will all be too late

In supporting you
I am losing me

You cower under the bedding
Darkness all round
Your restless rapid breathing
Is the only sound

Your eyes are wide open
Though you cannot see a thing
Pupils dialated and your hoping
A light the morning will bring

Sharp intake of breath
What was that you hear?
Is that death?
Who may suddenly appear

Oh morning bring your light
Bring birds and morning dew
The only monster that comes at night
Is the monster who lives within you.

DEAD EYES HAVE NO SOULS
NOTHING TO SEE IN THESE WINDOWS

How do you mend a broken heart?
Stick it with a band aid when pulled apart?  
How about glue?
Will that do?
How about sewing it with red thread?
Will it come away again?
Lets put it in a box of glass
Look but not touch, as we pass

How do you mend a broken heart?
Maybe stop hurting me,  could be a start!

Memories of you will fade
Like an oil painting in the rain
Colours bleeding with pain
All forgotten

Hollow EYES see nothing
A hollow HEART stops beating
A hollow SOUL is unfilled
A hollow BEING is dead

I found myself
...... when I lost you.

You got me, body and soul
Till I am old
But don't be bold
As you can be cold
Having been hurt before
So love this thing you behold
As it cannot be sold
And once dead will be no more

Be the one who makes the scars fade
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Not the one who creates new from foolish mistakes
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Protect the ones you love

One day your pain will no longer matter
As you will no longer exist
All this pain you carried like a martyr
Will be for nothing

My angel looked at me
With tearful eyes
Big and brown and lonely
Hurt personified

She cannot soothe the pain
She cannot stop the bleeding
This heart has broken again
So begins the healing

She touches my cheek for comfort
But I have no reaction
At that moment I look up
And see my own reflection

We are our own angels
Our destiny is in our own right
Be strong and you'll get tho this
Let nobody steal you light

It is never a sacrifice
When you give from your heart and soul

Broken hearts can mend
Memories will fade and decend
Trust can never be regained
And their scars remain on skin

Time
60 seconds in a minute
We all have the same limit
60 minutes in a hour
No place to hide or cower
24 hours in a day
Same for us all in every way
The irony I have been told
Time moves faster when you are old

Time is precious x

So the wall around your heart
Is to stop the hurt?
The knots on your forehead
Are warnings to stay away?
The cold around your aura
Is your way of staying afar?

All because you fell in love
Thrown back at you with a shove
Loved with your full body and soul
To be left cold and alone
Shake off your armour of pain
Open your heart to love again

Yesterday has been and gone
And somehow we need to carry on
Stop hiding in the abyss of sorrow
Raise your head and bring on tomorrow
Be proud of who you are
Let someone into your heart

The glass broke
Into shards of a zillion pieces
Like memories spread in front of me
Sunlight glistened
I watched them sparkling
Dancing colourful lights
I was memorised
Like watching stars in daylight
My own private moment
There I stood
And the room became still
As the sun disappeared
I got the broom
And swept the memories away

We lost forever
When you changed your mind
I guess the future will never
Be something that can be defined