Drops of rain that forms a puddle
Watching them drop in a splish splash muddle
Or feeling sun against your face
And amber dusks after hazy days

Soft kitten purrs, cuddles and love
Laying on grass, looking at clouds above
The taste of summer still on your lips
Paddling in the sea, as water reached your hips

Watching the sunset and the skies go black
The moon appears and lights up the dark
The sweet kisses of your beloveds mouth
Scent of skin in which you can drown

All memories of our yester years
Remembering with smiles and some with tears
Some small some fully blown
But every one our very own.

When your world has been turned upside down
The rest of the world still carries on
Continues to Spin around
As if nothing is wrong
Whilst your world crumbles to the ground
And your screams carry no sound

As the rest of the world still carries on

Cold seeped through my skin
I shiverered to the bone
Violently shaking
I was so so cold

I wrapped myself in the blanket
I still smell your cologne
It held me like you did
But now you were gone

From room to room I look
Pining for your touch
Emptyness grasps its hook
This pain is too much

You wanted the Moon
I gave up my heart too soon
You wanted the stars
My love was all I had
You wanted the sun
Sweet kisses were not enough
You wanted the impossible
A quota which can't be fulfilled
Maybe one day you will realise you had it all.

When emptyness consumes me
I need to pull free
But she wraps me up in her arms
Tempting me with her charms

I torchure myself with this pain
Over and over, again and again
Punishing myself for what I don't know
Hoping one day to feel whole

But i feel nothing, no love nor hate
Wishing for some kind of emotional break
To feel something and not be immune
To feel that I am still human

I need to cry!

You can't change the past
...it has been and gone

Forgive yourself at last
... time to move on

Waters calm, with illusions of glass
Ruined by a stone thrown as you pass

Take a quiet moment to listen to silent screams
They will deafen you.

I kissed your forehead as you slept
Rested my head upon your chest
Listening to your heart beat

I watched you breath so softy
Touched your face gently
All whilst you were asleep

Love made from honestly and purity
Will last for an eternity
Forever to keep

Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But your words destroyed my soul

You let go, you promised you would'nt
You let go, and I fell when I should'nt
I broke, shattered into a million pieces
Nobody heard my heartbroken wishes
My inner pain screaming without a
Our parting was a difficult choice
But you are gone, and I am too
Too exhausted to fight for you
So, I let go, with bleeding nails
One day, you will realise why we failed.

I will always love you.

Forget me
I am gone
Rather be alone

Forget me
You died in my eyes
With all your lies

Forget me
You broke promises
Without any consequences

Forget me
You broke my heart
When we fell apart

Forget me
I am no longer your wife
When you walked out of my life

Forget me
Though I won't forget you
Goodbye... x

My body lay limp
Lifeless
I did not blink
Sightless
I gave up
Hopeless
My heart stopped
Painless
I see your face
Loveless
I lost myself
Darkness

Life can pass in a blink of an eye

... and we all got to blink eventually

We stand alone
Just skin and bone
Inhale and exhale
In life we prevail
We try to survive
Just to die
We need to start living
Time is ticking

Promises
Made at a whim
Easily forgotten
Quickly broken

Let us chase the sunset
Before the sun disapears
Sit by the beach on the bench
Your hand in mine my dear

Let us watch the moon rise
Bright in the sky so dark
Stars twinkling like diamonds
Flickering on waters black

Our moments together are brief
Precious time keeps running away
Soon you will have to leave
Till we meet another day

This parting is so hard my love
And patience is a virtue
Unlike the moon and sun above
We will be together soon

❤ I love you L. ❤

I stole a kiss
Whilst you were sleeping
It was dangerous
But my little secret

But as the king
With the ***'s ears
I whispered it
So noone could hear

I know you are mine
And I am yours
Little kisses are devine
.... and I will steal more.


I ❤ L

The world lost it's colour
The light dulled
Scentless flowers
Smiles culled

Days drifted away
Music muted
In darkness I lay
Soul looted

Time moves fast
I hear each heart beat
Each breath a rasp
I admit defeat

Happiness is the light that burns inside
It lives in our bellies and rises to our eyes
A ball of fire which shines bright
Don't let anyone steal your light

Tomorrows scars will fade
Like the memories that made
... them in the first place.

If you don't let go of the pain
You open scars over again and again
.... stop hurting yourself

You are worth so much more
Those who hurt you to the core
.... don't care when they walk out the door

Let go. X

I brought her home
This tiny ball of fur
I gave my oath
To always protect her

She gave so much joy
Bounding around the place
Like a little wind up toy
She lite up a dark space

When done with her play
And she wanted to sleep
My lap she would lay
Comforted in my keep.

Then one day my heart died
The pain was a burning heat
She stayed right by my side
It was she who protected me.

Love you S. X

❤
❤ Perfectly inperfective ❤
                          ❤

A heart breaks
When it is misplaced
Given to someone who didn't deserve it in the first place

Will you stay?
Or leave one day?
Leave me alone?
With my heart broke
Will you be?
Reliability?
The exception to the rule?
And stay for ever more?
Brave and bold
Till we are old
Through thick and thin
Or leave me behind
Whatever life sends
I have me in the end

We all have us!

A memory left my eye
One tear rolled down my cheek
I didn't even know it had got by
My walls of brick and steel

I felt the hot pain sear
The shock of why it fell
As I brushed away the tear
I deleted the memory as well.

Ultimate fantasy
....

To be happy

.....
❤

Don't let your heart rule your head
Don't let your head lose your soul

When the first tear falls, we die
When it dries
We live.

Step back and breath

It may be your last one

Step back and live

Tomorrow may never come

When darkness falls at night
And sleep is finally in sight
Let the thoughts that torment you subside
They will be back in the morning light

Live, don't just exist

You can hide pain with a fake smile
A broken heart you can deny
You can tell the world that you are fine
And ever loving him can be a lie

But that one tear that wells in your eye
The one you try to hold onto in vain
Trickles down your face as you try not to cry
The one which holds every sorrow and pain

Let the tears flow for as long as you need
Because when they dry, you will be healed.

X

Are you going my way, sir?
I am not going far
Just a little way off
We don't need a car

Please, let me take your arm
To keep us steady
I mean you no harm
Just tell me when you're ready

Do you feel the sun? my it's warm
Though I think it may rain
Will be cooking up a storm
But let us walk, at a steady pace

Sir, are you ok? I see you're upset
I see tears flowing down your eyes
Our journey was way too short
But worth it, as you remember
..... I am your wife.

Xxxx

Sometimes we need to say goodbye
To people who have gone by
Hanging on will wear us down
We need to accept when all is done.

It will be hard... good luck. X

I didn't give up
Because I stopped loving you
I gave up
Because I thought you stopped loving me

You said the same.

We all have scars
Some you see
Some you can't
With patience they heal.

Don't create more for those you love.

It is that simple

You saved me
And you don't even know it

❤Broken promises....

EQUALS

Broken hearts ❤