Being left behind
When your love is moving foward
Is not a sign
For your life to be over

As you ponder on broken promises
A future together
You gave complete honesty
And life forever

But some things are never to be
So my friends let me share
You are valueable, you see
Remember that and begin to repair

And every day that chain on my ankle gets weaker
And every day the rope round my neck gets looser
And every day the blindfold over my eyes gets lighter
The day will come when life will taste sweeter

I drive for the journey
Not the destination
What is the hurry?
We are all going to the same place anyway

Enjoy the ride, my friends.
See you when we get there

Every time I found a piece of me
You lost a piece of you

Is'nt it sad when a beautiful soul feels lost?
Because some foolish person thought
It was ok to tread on their heart
Tearing worlds apart
Leaving feelings of dispair
Because they no longer care
With promises of a future gone
Like delicate wings torn
My friend, one day your wings will mend
And into the sky you will accend
Feel the sun on your face
And the beautiful taste
Of love once again

Nobody is worth your tears

Sometimes we need to let go of what may be
Of future hopes and broken dreams
Some things are just not meant to be
Holding on is just unhealthy

Sometimes we need to let go of the love now gone
To accept it is no more and nobody won
Forgetting the past and moving on
The feeling of failure and heart torn

Sometimes we need to let go of hurt and pain
Of things that brought us down with shame
To say goodbye to those who are to blame
And finally start to live again

So the wall around your heart
Is to stop the hurt?
The knots on your forehead
Are warnings to stay away?
The cold around your aura
Is your way of staying afar?

All because you fell in love
Thrown back at you with a shove
Loved with your full body and soul
To be left cold and alone
Shake off your armour of pain
Open your heart to love again

Yesterday has been and gone
And somehow we need to carry on
Stop hiding in the abyss of sorrow
Raise your head and bring on tomorrow
Be proud of who you are
Let someone into your heart

Yesterday we were born
Now we are here
Tomorrow we will be gone
Just a memory

I dipped my fingers in still waters
And watched the ripples of my intrusion

My angel looked at me
With tearful eyes
Big and brown and lonely
Hurt personified

She cannot soothe the pain
She cannot stop the bleeding
This heart has broken again
So begins the healing

She touches my cheek for comfort
But I have no reaction
At that moment I look up
And see my own reflection

We are our own angels
Our destiny is in our own right
Be strong and you'll get tho this
Let nobody steal you light

My angel looked at me
With tearful eyes
Big and brown and lonely
Hurt personified

She cannot soothe the pain
She cannot stop the bleeding
This heart has broken again
So begins the healing

She touches my cheek for comfort
But I have no reaction
At that moment I look up
And see my own reflection

We are our own angels
Our destiny is our own right
Be strong and you'll get tho this
Let nobody steal you light

Cold seeped through my skin
I shiverered to the bone
Violently shaking
I was so so cold

I wrapped myself in the blanket
I still smell your cologne
It held me like you did
But now you were gone

From room to room I look
Pining for your touch
Emptyness grasps its hook
This pain is too much

I kissed your forehead as you slept
Rested my head upon your chest
Listening to your heart beat

I watched you breath so softy
Touched your face gently
All whilst you were asleep

Love made from honestly and purity
Will last for an eternity
Forever to keep

How do you mend a broken heart?
Stick it with a band aid when pulled apart?  
How about glue?
Will that do?
How about sewing it with red thread?
Will it come away again?
Lets put it in a box of glass
Look but not touch, as we pass

How do you mend a broken heart?
Maybe stop hurting me,  could be a start!

Sorrow is when your angel weeps for your soul.
Because you gave up and became cold

Forgive and forget
Take forward love, leave behind hate
Don't caste up what has gone
Otherwise no point in going on
That line you leave behind
Don't go back, and it will be fine
Life aint perfect
Don't let others try to break
Your love and life is at stake.

I sat by the window on the seat
Cup of tea
Resting my feet
Trying to forget me

Watched the rain
Dripping on the window pane
Again and again
But never the same

Drops racing
Sometimes embracing
Coliding
And disappearing

Wish I wasn't here
Want you near
But that turns to tears
Everytime you appear

And still the rain drips
Drink tea in slow sips
Knowing my heart flips
As we are passing ships

Promises
Made at a whim
Easily forgotten
Quickly broken

Promises
Made at a whim
Easily forgotten
Quickly broken

I haď a dream I was driving on a country road
I was old
I came across a crossroads
A sign read "life" or "death"
I chose "death"
As I hurtled towards death
I looked in the rear view mirror
..... and seen my "life" behind me

Be the one who makes the scars fade
.
.
.
Not the one who creates new from foolish mistakes
.
.
Protect the ones you love

Have you put on weight?
(I'm fat!)
Your eyebrows aint straight
(Oh drat!)
What are you wearing?
(I'm a mess)
Your hair is wavy!
(Birds nest)
Your teeth are crooked
(Can't smile)
Your nose is hooked
(Sh*te!!!)
Your nails are cracked
(Please stop)
Your face looks smacked
(I can't cope)
Your ears are too big
(I wanna cry)
I'm only kidding hahaha
(I wanna die)

The glass broke
Into shards of a zillion pieces
Like memories spread in front of me
Sunlight glistened
I watched them sparkling
Dancing colourful lights
I was memorised
Like watching stars in daylight
My own private moment
There I stood
And the room became still
As the sun disappeared
I got the broom
And swept the memories away

Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But your words destroyed my soul

One day your pain will no longer matter
As you will no longer exist
All this pain you carried like a martyr
Will be for nothing

You wanted the Moon
I gave up my heart too soon
You wanted the stars
My love was all I had
You wanted the sun
Sweet kisses were not enough
You wanted the impossible
A quota which can't be fulfilled
Maybe one day you will realise you had it all.

We are not all without fault
Our pasts may sometimes haunt
But history cannot be unwritten
Time for yourself to be forgiven
Once you do
Those who were untrue

... will no longer be significant

The man on the moon
Big and bright and full
Smiled at me
And said my dear

I'll keep tides at bay
Light up your way
Keep you safe at night
With my moonlight

I will bring you love
With heavens above
My light will glow
Whilst your love will grow

Make black waters dance
Whilst hand in hand you romance
Beautiful memories will be rife
As you walk through your life

But the penalty you must pay
From now to the end of your days
Is live life without sorrow
As we may never have tomorrow

I wanted to go
Talons inviting me so
Claws grabbing my very soul
Tired of this world

From darkness came light
A hand that grabbed me tight
Pulled me from this plight
With all your loving might

Before I drowned in blackness
Before I fell into the abyss
With your tender loving kiss
You saved me from my self

.. and made me feel wanted again....

Cry not the pain that breaks your heart
When love no longer fills that part
Of a life long gone.

Don't let your light
Be dimmed under someone's shadow

Just had a deja vue
Scares me right through
That twist in my gut
The feeling that
Something bad is coming
And I can't
Avoid it

Tomorrow never came
You took them all away
The plans that we made
A distant memory

Tomorrow will never come
All been and done
Forever gone
Like we were never as one.

Today I voted

One ugly over another

That was the hopeless choice

Synical eyes will always view
Colours in dull hues
View the world with a childs eyes
See the all colours come alive

Breathe and appreciate
Don't hold onto hate
Smile and know your worth
We only got one chance on this earth

Out of the ashes
Of broken promises
Where the pieces of hearts
Lay glittering like glass
Where dispair
Hides in its lair
To engulf your spirit
Don't let it

Out of the blackness
From utter darkness
You will let that inner light
Shine bright
It is the fire within
Pure without sin
That will make you strong
My dear, you will carry on

You are f*cking fabulous!

I found myself
...... when I lost you.

Look at the reality
Losing our scerenity
To those without integrity
Doomed is humanity
With their insanity
Hatred and obsenities
Marking their territories
The innocent in morturies
Caught up in tragedy

When will we learn?

You took pieces of my heart
Like someone pulls the petals off a flower


.... and watched the wind pick them up and take them to a place of no return forever.

Happiness is the light that burns inside
It lives in our bellies and rises to our eyes
A ball of fire which shines bright
Don't let anyone steal your light

I would rather feel hate
Than feel nothing at all
In an emotional state
Not an empty vessel

Let us chase the sunset
Before the sun disapears
Sit by the beach on the bench
Your hand in mine my dear

Let us watch the moon rise
Bright in the sky so dark
Stars twinkling like diamonds
Flickering on waters black

Our moments together are brief
Precious time keeps running away
Soon you will have to leave
Till we meet another day

This parting is so hard my love
And patience is a virtue
Unlike the moon and sun above
We will be together soon

❤ I love you L. ❤

You saved me
And you don't even know it

I stole a kiss
Whilst you were sleeping
It was dangerous
But my little secret

But as the king
With the ***'s ears
I whispered it
So noone could hear

I know you are mine
And I am yours
Little kisses are devine
.... and I will steal more.


I ❤ L

Ultimate fantasy
....

To be happy

.....
❤

I'm fine
(No i'm not)
Go out? I will
(No I won't)
Had a brilliant night
(Stayed at home)
Dinner was a delight
(Ate alone)
Had a hot relaxing bath
(Chilled to the bone)
We did have a laugh
(Inside was hollow)
I look happy
(I lost my soul)

❤
❤ Perfectly inperfective ❤
                          ❤

A heart breaks
When it is misplaced
Given to someone who didn't deserve it in the first place

Will you stay?
Or leave one day?
Leave me alone?
With my heart broke
Will you be?
Reliability?
The exception to the rule?
And stay for ever more?
Brave and bold
Till we are old
Through thick and thin
Or leave me behind
Whatever life sends
I have me in the end

We all have us!

Live, don't just exist