You got me, body and soul
Till I am old
But don't be bold
As you can be cold
Having been hurt before
So love this thing you behold
As it cannot be sold
And once dead will be no more

When my world fell apart

Yours appeared to start

Good Luck

You f*ck

I won't let you break my heart

Catch me before I fall
Till I am no more
Broken pieces on the floor
As if I was never born

Catch me and hold me tight
When I want to give up this fight
To go left or right
I have lost all sight

Catch me I feel so weak
Of failure I reek
From bold to meek
Myself I seek

Catch me and I promise you
I will stand up on my own two
And one day when you are blue
I will be there to catch you too

A heart can be fragile and broken on command
Like a delicate snowflake landing in your hand
It melts and disapears
Never again to re-appear

.. the same way again

Time
60 seconds in a minute
We all have the same limit
60 minutes in a hour
No place to hide or cower
24 hours in a day
Same for us all in every way
The irony I have been told
Time moves faster when you are old

Time is precious x

Waters calm, with illusions of glass
Ruined by a stone thrown as you pass

Tomorrows scars will fade
Like the memories that made
... them in the first place.

If you don't let go of the pain
You open scars over again and again
.... stop hurting yourself

You are worth so much more
Those who hurt you to the core
.... don't care when they walk out the door

Let go. X

The thought of you
Twisted round my head
Like the roots of a tree
All dishevelled and dead

So I thought about cake

... and cake makes things better.

I felt cold after you left
.
.
.
.
.
.
So I put another blanket on and slept

Are you going my way, sir?
I am not going far
Just a little way off
We don't need a car

Please, let me take your arm
To keep us steady
I mean you no harm
Just tell me when you're ready

Do you feel the sun? my it's warm
Though I think it may rain
Will be cooking up a storm
But let us walk, at a steady pace

Sir, are you ok? I see you're upset
I see tears flowing down your eyes
Our journey was way too short
But worth it, as you remember
..... I am your wife.

Xxxx

I bought a red balloon today
It was round and shiny and bright
I smiled as it gently swayed
All bouncy and floaty and light

I don't know why it made me happy
Tied to a piece of string
I suppose when we all feel ******
It helps us cope with things

It dazzled like a beacon up high
On this day so dark and grey
But it brought smiles to passers by
Something to brighten up their day

But then I looked at this balloon
As it glowed above my head
Its beauty and life will deflate soon
So I let it go instead

Fly little red balloon.....

He tried to break your spirit

In the end... he lost his.

My body lay limp
Lifeless
I did not blink
Sightless
I gave up
Hopeless
My heart stopped
Painless
I see your face
Loveless
I lost myself
Darkness

When darkness falls at night
And sleep is finally in sight
Let the thoughts that torment you subside
They will be back in the morning light

Let your tears flow down your cheeks and chin
They are pockets of sorrow and pain
You earned that right to let them rain
Once they dry, the healing will begin
And you will be saved

Step back and breath

It may be your last one

Step back and live

Tomorrow may never come

I didn't give up
Because I stopped loving you
I gave up
Because I thought you stopped loving me

You said the same.

Sometimes we need to say goodbye
To people who have gone by
Hanging on will wear us down
We need to accept when all is done.

It will be hard... good luck. X

When emptyness consumes me
I need to pull free
But she wraps me up in her arms
Tempting me with her charms

I torchure myself with this pain
Over and over, again and again
Punishing myself for what I don't know
Hoping one day to feel whole

But i feel nothing, no love nor hate
Wishing for some kind of emotional break
To feel something and not be immune
To feel that I am still human

I need to cry!

We all have scars
Some you see
Some you can't
With patience they heal.

Don't create more for those you love.

It is that simple

You can't change the past
...it has been and gone

Forgive yourself at last
... time to move on

Don't let your heart rule your head
Don't let your head lose your soul

Don't let yesterday's scars
Affect tomorrow...

How can you trust
When those who should protect you
Misplace it?

How can you trust
When you put your faith in the palms of their hands?

How can you trust
When they shattered your dreams?

How can you trust
When they broke your heart leaving shards of pieces that no longer fit?

How can you trust
When your body is on the floor and you cannot get up?

How can you trust
When you no longer trust yourself?

I brought her home
This tiny ball of fur
I gave my oath
To always protect her

She gave so much joy
Bounding around the place
Like a little wind up toy
She lite up a dark space

When done with her play
And she wanted to sleep
My lap she would lay
Comforted in my keep.

Then one day my heart died
The pain was a burning heat
She stayed right by my side
It was she who protected me.

Love you S. X

Little flower, little flower
So delicate and slight
Your petals so perfect
As they look to the light

Little flower, little flower
You stand your own ground
Graceful and bold
Your colours astound

Little flower, little flower
The bees kiss you gently
Memorised by your scent
They reprint you perfectly

Little flower, little flower
The beauty that you are
Those who want you captured
Plucked and put in a jar

You cower under the bedding
Darkness all round
Your restless rapid breathing
Is the only sound

Your eyes are wide open
Though you cannot see a thing
Pupils dialated and your hoping
A light the morning will bring

Sharp intake of breath
What was that you hear?
Is that death?
Who may suddenly appear

Oh morning bring your light
Bring birds and morning dew
The only monster that comes at night
Is the monster who lives within you.

A memory left my eye
One tear rolled down my cheek
I didn't even know it had got by
My walls of brick and steel

I felt the hot pain sear
The shock of why it fell
As I brushed away the tear
I deleted the memory as well.

❤Broken promises....

EQUALS

Broken hearts ❤

You can hide pain with a fake smile
A broken heart you can deny
You can tell the world that you are fine
And ever loving him can be a lie

But that one tear that wells in your eye
The one you try to hold onto in vain
Trickles down your face as you try not to cry
The one which holds every sorrow and pain

Let the tears flow for as long as you need
Because when they dry, you will be healed.

X

Forget me
I am gone
Rather be alone

Forget me
You died in my eyes
With all your lies

Forget me
You broke promises
Without any consequences

Forget me
You broke my heart
When we fell apart

Forget me
I am no longer your wife
When you walked out of my life

Forget me
Though I won't forget you
Goodbye... x

Unable to breath
In this darkness called night
Blackness above and beneath
I seek the light

Unable to sleep
I see nothing with eyes wide shut
Night terrors seep
Too frozen to get up

Unable to dream
Sooth my pain with your face
Instead I can't believe
I am in a lonely place

Unable to move on
As memories flood my soul
But accepting that your gone
I am alone

Never mind... tomorrow is a new day  x

Mary had a little lamb
It's fleece was white as snow
But Mary was a greedy maam
And killed the lamb for doe
She took the money she now had
Awash with blinded insanity
Oh! Mary you didn't just **** a lamb
You killed the whole of humanity
Fool!

Step into the water
Cold and still
Wade in my friend
Feel the chill
Cleanse the world
That contaminated you
Your once innocent eyes.. your unbiased views

Step into the water
Pure and deep
Let it remove the memories
That made you weep
Let it soothe his once loving touch
Remove the memories
You cherished so much.

Even beautiful memories need to be forgotten.

We stand alone
Just skin and bone
Inhale and exhale
In life we prevail
We try to survive
Just to die
We need to start living
Time is ticking

Life can pass in a blink of an eye

... and we all got to blink eventually

You let go, you promised you would'nt
You let go, and I fell when I should'nt
I broke, shattered into a million pieces
Nobody heard my heartbroken wishes
My inner pain screaming without a
Our parting was a difficult choice
But you are gone, and I am too
Too exhausted to fight for you
So, I let go, with bleeding nails
One day, you will realise why we failed.

I will always love you.

When the darkness consumes
And you seek the light
Look inside yourself
The spark will ignite
And you will get through it...

When the first tear falls, we die
When it dries
We live.