mildew - Hello Poetry

mildew

22/F/United States my bones are aching

love time body loving taught loved angry will told life mother woman accident person needed unholy years scared year understand feel worth grieving stopped open acted hands better easy sex age began denial left friends bargaining man looked patient sure depression reason pushed hoped long felt rape acceptance eyes blamed touched fault good dated raped process soul begun young going versus hit dance find day matter fall months assumed best hope kiss close anger turned break vagina barely simply accept walls consent school bad terrifying bonds voices things happy idea high relationship night leave longer difference boys refuse legs fourteen knew return filled infatuated real infatuation spent touch people girls cells formed reached state broke treat hard duty family trace lived naive meant option learned forgive reciprocation stay feeling easiest blame space support obligation convince hurt lust oscillate trauma mouth healing bones harmless dysphoria eighteen believed fed concept lingers eggshells