maeroyale - Hello Poetry

maeroyale

18/F

love thought heart hand asked touched knew consent real timing knowing left thinking boys told sex felt protected meant touch game write normal admitted friend pleasure memory feelings met years will wrong arms wanted poems care break consented slept making silence held experienced worked lasted club opened girls risk burned sleep vulnerable manipulated tears suspicions void lied worthy listening sob fulfill belief afar cage allowed safe senior side broke blanket dreams locked sad reciprocate fictional space pretended closest breaking family things best barley hooking compare open time kissing pleased heard warmest sweet holding leave ready pressed dates brother ahead three smile reality ignorant shaky impact days hangout trap finally refused suppressed moved intensified abused rejected movie assumed freshman trust strength genuine fill heartbreak broken caved keeping find wishing crushes automatically advantage trembling finding move desperately sat inexperienced ignored terror realized emotionless friends friendship poured level high leaving connection dance excuse