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DeadMonika

DeadMonika

23/Gender Fluid

people friends years crying mind pain feel better alive life hurt body despite inside skin realise normal understand feeling depressed predictable heart bitch find realised laugh going treasure family working brain human parts reason curse love day doubt watch anxiety happy help perfect open wonder empathetic actions deep thousands cuts good rain calm ramble reality lying weird veins breathe cover decorate social wave humiliation carved sooner tiny scars heavy scratch trailing shame tender real waves consciousness young convenience jump letting patient felt simple regret bad ripping nick coping goals tidy sitting pulsating stray cold temper met functioning eyelids greet calmness special care dirty lesson blade game front word snapped branding welcoming puppy comfort consideration suicide nowadays trigger unbothered raging fingers toxic driving nasty park intimidating surrounded point started oncoming second focus frozen finger persona constant feels moment neat surface waking deepest longer unusual inviting wellbeing disassociation hidden degree blood unwelcome