Athaliah - Hello Poetry

Athaliah

met before because god life love still pain while lot yet married feel until name why here never away saw told found thing loved purpose tried gave right yes places even placed home dreams selfish against knew soul asked person being voice world above fears shame jesus suicidal tell abuse letting checking years body learned health silence think easy free tears trying myself another lived words commit promise ring must signed papers stamped permission slip crash spirit forgets sand opinions help rename becoming failure changed pressed pulled judged bent ache stare confused asking look different earth accessory lesson emotional labour kids burn dinner laugh build scare grow stories apologize existing held hostage works measured worth earthly scales weigh drove sanity insanity tired listen daughter friend future mom survived misunderstood claiming space trembling refuses disappear makes good done shrinking destruction justified meeting place didnt meet church knees cried begged bless personal