anonymous999

anonymous999 Aug 2013

With You

I'm not as strong as I appear,
but you I hold so dear.
when I'm all alone,
when the light is no longer shown
when I'm laying in my bed,
you're running through my head
I can feel your arms around my waist,
see again that look on your face
it kills me inside
that was one hell of a ride

with you
with you
with you

but we're through

anonymous999 Aug 2013

Suicide

suicide
is not sad
for i was sad
but now i am not
now, i am far away,
and gone

mostly,
it is just selfish
incredibly selfish
for i am far away, and gone
and you are here,
mourning my death
(possibly)

it is not sad,
for i am not sad
any longer

i am far away
and i am selfish
but mostly
i am just gone

anonymous999 Aug 2013

you

if you could stay,
until together
we slowly waste away
you'd make me the happiest person i knew,

except,
you would insist;
except for you.

both of us would know that our statement were true,
the happiest two that either of us knew

this is the future i dream of with you

anonymous999 Aug 2013

a heart-shaped place

these times i go to a heart-shaped place
you were my rock, i couldn't replace
i'll always remember the look on your face
when you said that i was like the stars in the sky
too pretty to meet their demise

anonymous999 Aug 2013

nobody knows

and they all fall out stream down your face
things are happening that i can't take
in that moment you don't know where to go
nobody shows up to lead you home
you're not okay but nothing shows
you've officially reached your low
nobody knows

anonymous999 Aug 2013

Jealousy

i get so jealous of those people
those people who all really hate each other
and have horrible friendships,
and tons of fights
cause they're out there
doing things
crazy stupid things
regretting it later,
but doing things
getting out there
while
im
just
here

anonymous999 Aug 2013

Make Amends

so let's make friends with all our enemies
and remember things how they used to be
because life is short, but lonely nights are long
sometimes we all need to admit we're wrong
so let's make up, and let's be friends
this can't be how the story ends
life is short, hard times are long,
appreciate things like your favorite song
"when the music hits you, you feel no pain"
so let's make friends with all our enemies
and remember things how they used to be
because life is short,
but memories last long
we can all admit we're wrong
so let's make up, and let's be friends,
be okay with how the story ends