I hate when someone
Says something
Does something
Anything
Anything that reminds you of her
Of what happened

Anyone else just sees you shrug it off
But I see it
The look in your eyes
The pain
The hurt
The regret
The regret that you were blinded
Blinded by your care and devotion
To someone who broke you after claiming to love you
To someone who put you in a place
A place of depression that you yourself would never
Never wish on another person

You were lost
Left with your reputation shattered by lies and rumors
And I wish
“I wish with all my heart that I could erase that pain you feel in your heart every time you are reminded of what you had to go through
The pain that shows hidden only in your eyes

But I can’t
But I can let you know and show you
That you aren’t lost anymore
You can learn to trust again
Because I will always be there for you
We will always be there for you
And together we will rise”

I love myself
I truly do
And I know others love me too

I’ve always loved my figure
I know at one time I was too thin
But it didn’t really matter to me then

I’ve never suffered from depression
And anxiety attacks don’t plague me
Though my emotions sometimes run free

I only have two exs
The first is now my best friend
And on the other I can still depend

All in all
I really love my life
And it’s not full of much strife

Despite all of this
I still have insecurities
And these things like to plant seeds

People just don’t get it
I’m human too
I have problems too

But it’s fine
It’s whatever
I’ll go back to being fine

Because no one wants to listen to the “privileged girl’s” minuscule problems
She’s perfectly fine