barely breathing
barely smiling
barely sleeping
barely feeling
barely talking
barely thinking
barely eating
barely holding on
but when i see you
i'm skanking with butterflies
i'm nervous
i feel  like crying
lord help me prove
unervial help me prove
nature help me prove
how dumb are you
why cant you see
this time your barely

i accept you for you
accept what you do
i accept holding you
i don't want to lose you
but do you know
sad
mad
sad
mad
sad
miss talking to you
trusting isn't so easily to do
wondering why you changed your mind
i think you are perfect all the time
i think your fine
i think .....

your face
your hands
your feet
your smile
your laugh
your crying
your whining
your coughing
your playing
your heart
your love
your voice
all this i mi the most you will one day know
why but all in good time
your perfect to me
your perfect as can be
i wouldn't trade none of you
even thou i want to cry
even thou i want  to die
i will always be here waiting for you to arrive.

change your face
change your attitude
change your style
change your type
change your heart
change your hair
change your feelings
change it all
maybe once you do time will change to
people will understand why
could not take a long time
be patient to rise
crying is not a crime
holding on
go a head post it
go all out or chill out
nothing you do is a crime
cant stand it
then change it
and effect it all

Tell me one thing
Say something
Looking at me
You  try to hide
I see it  all the time
I know things
I see things
I feel things
Dont tell me not to cry
Maybe might not but you did
You try to hide it like it's a crime
But why
You never even gave me a try
You  think I'm no good
You make me wanna die
I'm nothing but cold air
You  want a thing who doesnt care if ur alive
But yet you wonder why I cry
I just want you  to know engery doesnt lie
Stop your feeling just fine
Maybe you  care maybe you dont
But your words are nothing they all went a died
So now will you clue in and give it a try

Words mean nothing
Words are lies to hide
Words go from time to time
Words can only go so far before they die
So why we do cry
We try and we try  to believe at that time
Vribes when you are around dont lie
They dont hide
They stay around from time to time
Never having questioning it
will never die
Vribes know each other even when you dont want to
Engery is everything
Engery is what two people have
can lie all you want it will not hide.

Tired of feeling like nothingness
Tired of feeling sadness
Tired of feeling craziness
Tired of feeling not good enough
Tired  of feeling like cryingness
Tired of feeling  sleepless
Tired of feeling lieness
Tired of feeling like careless
Tired of feeling bitterness
Tired of feeling whyness
Tired of feeling go awayness
Tired of feeling home boundness
Tired of feeling numbness
Tired of feeling

You had me feeling liked you cared
You had me feeling like I was wanted
You had me feeling like I could count on you
You had me feeling like your not like the rest
You had me feeling like I go to when I needed to
You had me feeling like you always be there
You had me feeling like I was special
Now all I feel is nothing
Now all I feel is sadness
Now all I feel is madness
Now all I feel cryness
Now all I feel is craziness
Now all I feel is numbness
Now all I feel is dumbness
Now all I feel is nothingness

I dont wanna feel

I dont wanna feel it
I dont wanna see it
I dont wanna know it
I dont wanna talk it
I dont wanna say it
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Numbs it for a while
Maybe numb it for good
Days and nights
I dont want feelings
I wanna be nothing

Why do people say they care and dont
Why do people say I'll be there  and dont
Why do people act like they care and dont
I'm human
do have feelings
Slowly shutting down
Wishing I was good enough
Wishing people cared
It's not fair
The one's who treat people like trash are always wanted
Not pretty enough
Not beautiful enough
Not happy enough
Not **** enough
Not nothing
could go by and no one care
Could go by and no one see
I'm cold
I'm tired  
I'm numb
I am invisible ?
Would seem so

Wanting to cry
Wanting to die
Not knowing why
Killing time
Standing outside
Playing on the dime
Fighting all the time
Trying to get by
Can count on dates
Mind is racing all the time
Wondering why
No time to cry
No body knows why
Relationship died
Birds fly
I'm running out if time
Hey honey you want a drive.

Plenty insanely

Crying all the time
Not knowing why
Counting times
Dressing a rise
Mind racing all the time
Wondering why
Killing time
Playing
Fighting
Crazy
******
Weapons
Head not right
Cant understand why
Plenty insanely before you die

Home alone

Thinking your home alone
Talking to yourself bout why
You start watching and wondering why
You hear a sound
You hear a bang
You start to think you have to fight for your life
But still wondering why
You dont see anything
You keep walking and watching
Turn the lights on
Nothing there
You hear a knock you get scared
Again nothing there
All the noise you heard was a from a ghost name mel
Now you find the time to settle down
Sleep now

I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I see
I feel
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
Holding on time
Playing with fire
Thought running through your head
Dacing around
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I keep a eye
But cant understand why
I'm never far
But ill hold you dear
Just wanna make that clear
I'm everywhere

While the town is a sleep
You stay awake at night
Not knowing why
You try to think
You try to sleep
Nothing working
Counting sheep
Please let me sleep
Talkin to you might help me sleep
You ask the sandman for his help
Hes trys but you  still cant sleep
Laying playing the waiting game
Try counting sheep again
This time your half a sleep
Time goes by
By and by
Its daylight
You finally getting your  some sleep
Now the town is a wake

My mother

She old but wise
Small but short
Loving and caring
Cooking and eating
Always there never far
Home but out
Evlis fan
Country girl
Nurse and doctor
Favorite color red and sometimes hard to find
Always on time
Stays up late
A waits for me to arrive
I dont want her to ever die.
Happy birthday mom

In a stoner's mind
**** in hand
Pipe on time
Smoking a rise
Laughing all the time
Muchies all around
High as clouds
Dont make a sound
Passing out
Wake up
Bake  up

Shy guy

Hinding behide a smile
**** eyes
Lips taste amazing
Shy half the time
Cute and smart
Foolish at times
Doesnt know what to say
Doesnt know what to think
Doesnt know what to do
Wants to but doesn't
Nervous
Girls  have his attention
But one is all he needs
Take billions in time
Some times wonders why
Wants to run and hide
Shy guy hi.

Mystery girl

Never know where she be
Never know how she be
Never know why she be
Hinding pain  behide her smile
Crying in a darken room
Thoughts running through her head
Doesnt ask for much
Living under  a rock
Looking for her clock
Setting time for space
Is hoping you remember her
Not knowing her is a waste of time
There a mystery in her eyes
Taste of sexiness on her lips
Bedroom madness
Sadness days
Happiness craze
Loving soul

Shy girl

Hiding behide a smile
Thinking of what to say
Not sounding like a fool
Finding time to run a hide
Doesnt know what to say
Doesnt know what to think
Doesnt know what to do
Feeling down
Feeling used
Crying insdie
Why cant you see
What cant you make time
Driving insane
Virtually world
Dreaming of you
Caring
Loving
Shy girl hi

when your lost just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you can't find your life just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you cant see just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you alone just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't stand still just follow my footsteps i will lead you home
when you need me just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't hear just follow my footsteps will lead you home
when you just wanna talk follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you are falling just follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you can't sleep follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
or if you just wanna follow me just follow my footsteps i will lead you home.

fun
drink in hand
straight mix times to time
music loud
no one around
sometimes found in a crowd
drinking when sad  
drinking when happy
not falling down
talking to few
breaking all the rules
holding in tears
becoming a fool
faking  a smile to hide pain
going home to sleep it all away
laying down
lonely nightmares a wait

feeling sad         i looking for happiness
feeling lonely     looking for you
feeling pain       i want it to be gone
feeling tired      i want to sleep
feeling  nothing    i want to feel
holding pen in hand
paper on the counter
writing until i can't think or become numb
not all makes sense
i cant hide what i feel
no matter how much i try
i over think
i under think
crying from time to time
hiding away
never to been seen
i want it all
piece by piece
holding on

36 age
italian fame
brown eye girl
holding on
standing still
tattoo for each of how i feel
24 in all
girly time
breaking point
falling down wanted to be seen
crossing path in strange lands

i dare you to know me
i dare you to talk to me
i dare you to like me
i dare you to tell me your secrets
i dare you to hold me
i dare you to show me the world
i dare  i double dare you to be yourself
truth why

I make no ******* sense
I feel things
I know things without knowing anything
I make no ******* sense
I talk an it comes true
I can tell an it comes true
I make no fuckimg sense
I'm loving
I'm caring
I'm not far away
I make no ******* sense
I see things in my dreams
Feels things in my dreams
I make no ******* sense
I write what I feel
I write what I see
I write to be free
Again I make no ******* sense
I'm kind soul
Sweet heart
***** when need be
I dont need a crowd to be free
Smoking trees
Drinking holy water
I make no ******* sense
Alone time
Walking free spirited
Thats is where I'll be
I make no ******* sense.

I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time

When I'm gone

I'll be free
I'll be where need be
I'll stay near by
I'll watch every move you make
I'll be the trees
I'll be the water
I'll be the animals
I'll be the moon
I'll be the starts
I'll be the sun
I'll be the love
I'll be the hate
I'll be the wind
I'll be the rain
I'll be the dirt
I'll be the clouds
I'll be the feathers
I'll be the voice you hear
I'll be in your dreams
I'll be in your soul
I'll be free
When I am gone

Walking alone on dark road
Hearing wind blowing
Hearing silence
Then a car drives by
It stop and a man grabs you
Now what
Your fighting for you life
Your all beaten up
Dont know if your make it
Dont know if he let you  go
Times go by
Days go by
Then you espace
You run and run
You come up to long ***** road
You see a house up a head
Go there for help
Knock on the door
Tell what happens
Hes caught and your free
But are you really
You seek help
Now you  feel like crying and dying
Nightmares from time to time
Family friends near by
Helping you to stay clean
Maybe one day she will be fine.

Walking the streets
Hiding from the cold
Hungry all the time
Sleeping anywheres
Feeling like you  want to died
Some do with out knowing
Clothes are *****
Water supply
Blanket pillow to hide
Panhandling for money
Eat from time to time
People calling you names
People afraid of you
Now you  really wanna cry
Shelter to shelter
Pimping sometimes
Money tight
People lie
One day everything will be fine

A woman's cry
Found someone to love maybe for a long time
Everything looking fine
One day changed
Loving hands put marks are you
Makes you wanna cry
So you forgive for other try
Few months go by
Loving hands leave marks
You sit and cry thing why
You finally had enough
So you leave without saying goodbye
Years go by
So you give other try
Same thing came a rise
Trying to **** you out for a time
Making you less of a woman
Calling you names out of angry
Your wondering why
Now this time you fight back
But  you never died
You want to cry
People controlled it
You lived it
You felt it
You wont do that again
So again you leave but this time you say goodbye

Pretty face
Pretty nails
Damage heart
Damage control
Abused legs
Black eyes
River to cry
Laying on the floor wishing to die
A false hope
Sale your pride
These could be reasons to cry
Take a ride
No one believed
Trust is gone
Now these are reasons to cry
Got back up
Fight it off
Stay for sleep
Counting on alone time
Child wise
Say goodbye
Loving what
Again reasons to cry
Let it all out for this time
I cant tell you why
A genital wave passing by
Heat a rise

I see things
I feel things
I know things
No one listens to me
No one hears me
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Going somewhere
Siting somewhere
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Laying somewhere in bed of flowers
No time to cry
I see things
I feel things
I know things

Run with me in the woods
Run with a friend
Run by me
Run once u have the courage to
Run a bit
Run for time
Run for pleasure
Run for high
Run in the name of love
Run the bar
Run away
Run for a break today
Run as far as you  can go
Just ******* run .

Will you remember me when I'm gone
Will you remember me when I'm a live
Will you remember me when I was there for you
Will you remember me when the sun goes down
Will you remember me when moon shines
Will you remember me like the flowers do
Wi ll you remember me like the animals do
Will you remember me like  my Angel's do
Will you remember me like my demons do
Will you remember me like rain does
Will you remember me like my tears do
Will you remember me at all

Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

VS

Days vs nights
Happy vs sad
Glad vs mad
Beautiful vs ugly
Rich vs poor
Sunny vs rainy
Awake vs sleep
Loved vs alone
Run vs walk
Pink vs purple
Flowers vs seeds
Mountains vs hills
Grass vs sand
Dog vs cats
Life vs dealth
Light vs dark
Hot vs cold
Summer vs spring
Winter vs fall
Movies vs TV
Music vs headphones
Money vs change
Stand vs sit
Nature vs wild
Animals vs humans
Bus vs car
Drinking vs drunk
Smoking vs high
Hurt vs pain
Pictures vs memories
Time vs watch

When I'm gone
When I am gone dont cry
When im gone worry
When im gone love
When im gone dont pray
When im gone dont care
Whe  im gone dont wish
When im gone dont give flowers
When im gone dont ask
When im gone dont talk
When im gone dont act
Cause you do that now so dont when im gone

Stuff animals
Like a smile
Like a wish
Like a friend
Like a family
Like a colour
Like a beautiful goodbye
Like a hello my dear
Like a life time
Like a peace of mind
Like a first smoke of the day
Like a stiff drink
Hold on when sleeping
Hold on when talking
Hold on when crying

Random
Thunderstorms inside my head
Sunny days a head
Water running down my cheek
Faking a smile to fool the freaks
Pains in memories
Moments go on
Loving peace
Feeling down
Reading thoughts
Crazy mind
Emotional state
Engery flowing
Connected soul rising
Distance apart
Guitly thoughts
Happy poem's
Life parts
Feathers laying
Wind blowing
Caring ears
Heart so near
Writing time
Hold so dear
Drink to that my dear
Stand alone
Sleep tight
Laughing so bright
Come on just stay the night
Mind racing
Good night.

Talkin to angel
Hello
Hello  are you here
I really need your ear
I'm here
What is it you wanna hear
I need you
I need your help to fight my fears
I'm here dont be afraid to me all your fears
I'm sad
I'm lonely
I'm tired
I'm alone
I'm ugly
I'm....
Shh my child you are not all of those
I see
Beauty
Happiness
Poetry
Love
Caring
Well why do people not see that
Only one who truthy care will see
You are not made for everyone my dear
Cry if you need to
Sleep if you need to
Hide if you need to
But never lose yourself over fools
Feel better my dear tomorrow is coming and no more fears.

Tina
I'm pretty         I'm fat
I'm happy         I'm sad
I'm gone         I'm crying
I'm good             I'm bad
I'm tired         i dont sleep
I'm pain            I'm cutting
I'm upset        I'm not around
I care                  i dont
I'm crazy          I'm crazy
I'm pink             I'm purple
I'm glad             I'm mad
I walk                    I run
I stay                   I leave
I'm depression   im diabetic
I make no ******* sense.

Daddy's grave
Walking to your grave
Standing at your grave
Talking at your grave
For hours at your grave
Half the day at your grave
But
I'm not at your grave
I have no way to your grave
I want to visit your grave
Everyday I know you are near never far
Missing you  is not just one word
Time doesnt help
Days
Years
Daddy I'm sorry I cant be at your grave

Be real
Why must life be so hard
Why must life be waste of time
Why must life need no answers
Why must life died
Why must people bander you
Why must people need to be that way
Why must everything and everyday be so fucken dead
Sleep I'd only answer for few
Just maybe be little time alone will set it stright
Maybe that's a waste to
Maybe everyone met to be alone

Tell me
Tell me why you like me?
Tell me why you need me?
Tell me I belong here?
Tell me you talk to me?
Tell me why I need to be here?
Tell me why I cry at night?
Tell me why I feel so alone?
Tell me why you can't see me?
Tell me why life hates me?
Tell me tell me tell me
Tell me just tell me why ?
I know you know the answers I seek
You are with me aren't you ?

You know what I'm thinking about me too
I'm not sure when you cry
But you do know that you are going to be founded by me
I want you to know that
You dont have to go
Stay with me for a long time
I can promise you this I will never forget u
I found out that I was there when you cry
I'm not going anywheres

Dancing with me not to talk about it
yea true I wont be able use it much
Italian prime time for the first time since the last night of my life
I'm not perfect but I'm still waiting for my own life to be founded
Come up with him I dont need any more then you
Can you tell me what you think
Hell no one around me is a ****
But you know what hurts me
Hide myself away from him
I can trust you
No one know's here
That's so sweet and he said
Around here you can find out how much I love you

Dancing nights followed by  sleepless night time consuming fights for the rest my life

girl sitting alone on a bench thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl crying alone on a bench thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl walking alone thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl standing having a smoking and thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl feeling nothing but pain
girl seeing nothing but hurt
girl seeing nothing but tears
but she didn't know that she wasn't alone
she had her angel beside her whispering beautiful things in her ear

girl sitting on bench by herself
girl sleeping by herself
girl walking by herself
girl talking by herself
girl laying by herself
girl watching herself
girl looking by herself
girl thinking by herself
girl loving by herself
girl dieing by herself