I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU
THREE YEARS TOGETHER
I LOVE YOU
SEVEN MONTHS MARRIED
I LOVE YOU
ON SAD DAYS
I LOVE YOU
EVERY MORNING ,NOON AND NIGHT
I LOVE YOU

LIFE
YOUR BORN
MEET YOUR FAMILY
BECOME FRIENDS
TO HAVE CHILDREN
WORK FOR MONEY
LOVE MARRIAGE
FEEL HEARTACE
SAD SOMETIMES
ALWAYS HAPPY
STURGGLE TO HATE
DEATH IN TIME

MEMORIES

PICTURES
TIME
LOVE
HATE
PAIN
EMOTIONS
HAPPY
SAD
ANGERY
­SPENDING
SLIENCE
DANCE
HOME
FAMILY
FRIENDS
WEDDING
FURNAL
BIRTH
D­EATH

BUNCH OF RANDOM WORDS

PEN TO WRITE POETRY
HISTORY TO LEARN
HISTORY TO KNOW
CANLANDER TO DATE
CANLANDER TO TIME
TV TO WATCH
TV TO WASTE TIME
CHAIR TO RELAX
CHAIR TO UNREWIND
MONEY TO SPEND
MONEY TO HIDE
MONEY TO HOLD
PINK IS FAVORITE
PINK TO BE SPECIAL
BED TO SLEEP
BED TO MAKE LOVE
BED TO CRY
MAKE UP TO WEAR
MAKE UP TO HIDE
MASK TO COVER UP
MASK TO HIDE YOUR EYES
BLUE TO CRY

FAT
YOUR UGLY
YOUR BEAUTIFUL
YOUR CRYING
YOUR SMILING
YOUR SAD
YOUR HAPPY
YOUR DEPRESSED YOUR PAIN
YOUR NME CALLING BULLY
YOURHIDING TO STAY INSIDE
YOUR BREAKE UP
YOUR REALSHIP
YOUR ANXIETY
YOUR PILLS TO HIDE

MASK VS MASK
TO WEAR
TO COVER UP
TO KEEP SAFE
TO NOT GET SICK
DIFFERENT COLOURS
DIFFERENT SIZES
TO PROCET
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE TRUE SELF
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE A SMILE
PEOPLE WEAR TO HIDE WORDS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE EMOTIONS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE SCARS
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE PAIN
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THEIR FACE
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO  HIDE CRYING
PEOPLE WEAR MASK TO HIDE THIER HAPPINESS
MASK VS MASK
MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO WEAR THE MASK

Just
Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

I
I wonder how life will be in years to come
I hope for a better world
I hear birds chirping
I hear dogs barking
I think Ian beautiful an I know I'm kind
I write poems
I worry about my own death
I cry about life
I understand life
I know love is rare
I am lucky enough to found it
Be beautiful be kind

IAM
Iam loveable and caring
I want a house
Iam thoughtful and happy
But I wonder about death
I understand ****** and lies
I believe in love
I dream of happiness
I am sweet , caring , helpful and loveable
I love to help
I wonder about days a head
I touch hearts
I worry about getting old
I wonder how People think this way
I hear birds chirping
I hear bees buzzing
I see red and yellow birds
I want to take thier picture but they fly away
I pretand nothing borthers me but it does
I feel like I'm swimming around people
I worry that everyone will leave in the end
I cry when I hold things in
I try to please the world
But I'm just me

WHO I AM

Tina Lombardo first
I was born 1982
I was young child
I was teenager
I am
Daughter
Iam
Granddaughter
I am
Sister
I am
Aunt
I am
Mother
I am
Smart
I am
Wise
I am
Nice
I am
Happy
I am
Beautiful
I am
Tina Chesley second
I am poet
I am
Photographer
I am
Pink
I am
Me

Dear daddy
Dear daddy I miss you
Dear daddy I love you
Dear daddy I'm married
Dear daddy where are you?
Dear daddy I feel you
Dear daddy I wish you where here
Dear daddy are you listening?
Dear daddy
Dear daddy I wish I could call you
Dear daddy I really do miss you
Dear daddy
Dear daddy
Dear daddy I love you
R.i p.

Today
Today I thought I heard your voice calling my name
Today I thought I heard your voice asking how I've been
Today I thought I heard your voice saying I been watching you
Today I thought I heard your voice saying you will be all right
Today I thought I heard your voice
Today I looked up to the sky saying I heard you and I love you

Today part two
Today I thought I heard your voice I looked around seeing if I could find you
Today I heard ya but I couldn't find you
Today I thought I heard your voice but it was just the wind blowing in the leaves
Today I thought I heard your voice so I looked up to the sky and said I hear you.

I loved you before I met you
I loved you before I seen you
I loved you before I loved myself
I loved you when you said I love you
I loved you when we said I do
I loved you then and still do
I love you

Just like the leaves you can change into something beautiful
Just like the leaves you can fall to the ground and get lost in the wind
Just like the leaves you can be any color
Just like the leaves you can stay
Just like the leaves you to can get old and *****
Just like the leaves you can be played with
Just like the leaves you can be thrown out and lected alone
Leaves leaves leaves
Beautiful colourful hopeful

Leaves changing
Leaves falling
Family
Friends
Birthday
Death's
Sun
Rain
Hot chocolate
Thanksgiving
Animals hiding
Insects gone
Bon fire
Warm blankets
Smile
Sad
Happy
Pumpkin
Orange
Yellow
Red
October

A bond that can't be broken
Sister's a love that can't be broken
Sister's a word that can't be broken
Sister's sharing clothes
Sister's sharing make-up
Sister's sharing advice
Sister's sharing a common ground
Sister's old
Sister's young
Sister's a bond that be broken
Sister's a love that can't be broken
Sister's a word that can't be broken

I love my sister's by blood by loyalty

So tired of thinking I'm not good enough
So tired of thinking I'm better off somewhere else
So tired of thinking people will never  understand me
So tired of wanting to expected
So tired of being tired
So tired of being used
So tired of being treated like ****
But as I say this that girl got tired and she became something she didn't think she could become she became a warrior.

even though you weren't mine at Frist
Even though you only with us for couple of months
You came to love me
You came to trust me
Your smart
Your beautiful
Your cute
Your loveable
I know you never met Bella, Furball but you are with them now watching over us
Even though you are not here
You will always Be in our memories never forgotten kenya

I wish heaven had visiting hours
I wish heaven had a bench
I wish heaven had a phone
I wish heaven had visiting hours so I could visited for hours
I wish heaven had a bench so I could sit with you for hours
I wish heaven had a phone so I could talk to you for hours just to hear your voice
I wish I had more time
I wish god would turn back hands of time.
I just wish....

Be kind you never know if someone lost a friend
Be kind you never know if someone lost a pet
Be kind you never know if someone lost a job
Be kind you never know if someone had a bad day
Take time for yourself
Talk before it before it's words that's never said
Pause but not to long before it becomes a memory
Be sad
Be happy
Be angry
Be frustrated
Be kind you never know if some just lost a friend
Be kind you never know if someone just lost a pet
Be kind you never know if someone just lost a job
Be kind you never know if someone just lost had a bad day
Be kind there's enough hate in the world
Be kind.

A smoker will smoke a cigarette
A smoker will smoke ****
A smoker will smoke what they find weather its  clean or *****
A smoker will enjoy the taste
  A smoker will smoke for anxiety , depressed , sad and nervous
sometimes even when happy
A Smoker doesn't care if they cause a fight their nicotine is their fight
  I have no idea why I wrote this poem it just pop in my head .

Clean           *****
Sad,            Angary  and Happy
Liars          Honest
Trees          Leaves
Rain           Sun
People        Pets
Wildlife  
These are just few of things in this province
Tall grass    Mower
Friendly face   Fake face
Poor            Rich
Hungry      Fall
Walking     Cars
Flowers     Bees
Life             Death
Rocks      Beaches
These are few of the things  in this province
Birth        Wedding
Trash       Jobs
Singers ,Dancers, Fishermen  Cooks and Teachers
Library Hospital Cop shop Tim Horton's
Fast food restaurant's
These are few of the things in this province
As  much as I hate the way some of things are this is my home .

Here comes the bride all dress in pink
sweating like a pig
standing , waiting  for her to arrive
Feeling
Happy
Joyful
Loveable
Nervous
Say the words
I love you
sharing with the family ,friends
Hug
Kiss
Dance
Smile
Picture
Video
Forever until the end

forward backwards
I 'am a sad
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
I know is a lie
I want to die
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
happy
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
I'm over weight
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
god.
reverse poem

I 'am a loser
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
beautiful is a lie
I'm rich
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
pretty
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
sad
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
good.

old poem I wrote
April 10, 2019 ·
They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

HAPPY
I'm happy I'm a live
I'm happy most days i don't want to cry
I'm happy i have friends in my life  
SAD
I'm sad sometimes i cry
I'm sad i sometimes think why
I'm sad for the things i can't have
LOST
I'm lost in this world
I'm lost girl
I'm lost woman
GOOD
I'm good today
I'm good tonight
I'm good for now
when i had to come up with words for this these are words that came to mind.

life
this life is pink walked it, run it
it starts with poetry in mind wake up are for it
full of love and despair
This life is a poetry holding it, talking it
it starts with a word wake up and time it
life is a gamble take it head on and survive
full of money and wasted time
This life a quick standing it, wanting it
it starts though wake and drive it
life is a story take it head on and climb
full of life and groth

I BELIVE I CAN  
accomplish my dream one day running my own business
cause to change my life
define who I am
encouge myself to shine
help others feel great
experience positive attitude
influence people to write, photography
create better life
change the world
imagine being happy all the time
improve life
lead by example and lead by mistake
decide to go big or don't go at all
make better different in the world

IF I WERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD
if I were to change the world
I'd cancel ****
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel lies
I'd even cancel racist
if i were to change the world
there would be homes for the homeless
there would be money for everyone
there would free health care around the world
if i were to change the world
you wouldn't have negative
you wouldn't have bullying
you wouldn't have death
you wouldn't even have loneliness
if i were to change the world
a person who cares
and sometimes cries
would still be allowed to be to change the world

IF I WERE IN CHARGE THE WROLD
if I were in charge of the world
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel hungriness'
I'd even cancel ****
if I were in charge of the world
there would be money every where
there would happiness around the world
there would even be free food every day
if I were in charge of the world
you wouldn't have to steal to survive
you wouldn't have to died
you wouldn't have to cry all the time or wonder why
if I were in charge of the world
a person who is loved
and sometimes tries
would still be allowed to be in charge of the world

LETTER TO MYSELF
Dear Tina, you come along way
Dear Tina, you have grown so much over the years
Dear Tina, you had rough days
Dear Tina, you had rough boyfriends
abused
lying
stealing
cheating
Dear Tina, you let that happen
Dear Tina, you thought that was love
Dear Tina, you shined like a diamond through that
Dear Tina you stood tall
Dear Tina, you could have failed
Dear Tina, you had rough friends
lying
back stabbers
two-face
Dear Tina, you grew from that
Dear Tina, you had rough days and years
kids gone because of lies
people telling lies
people making up stories
people being jealous
people running thier mouths
Dear Tina, you survived
Dear Tina you loved but he died
Dear tina you learned to move on
Dear Tina, you found love again
Dear Tina, you are happy
Dear Tina, you are loved
Dear Tina, you have a happy life
Dear Tina, sometimes life gets you down, but you never gave up even though you wanted to die
you got the help you needed
Dear Tina, I'm proud of you
Dear Tina, you came along way
Dear Tina, you growth so much over the years
Dear Tina, I love you.

Just
Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

Easter


Waking up                          no sleep
Hungry                               feeling hungry
Having breakfast               haven't eaten
Visiting people                  no visiting people
Opening presents              no presents
Eat                                   no food                          
Drink                                no drink                      
Smoke                              no smoke
Car drive                        walk
Feeling happy                feeling lost
Making memories         losing hope
Feeling lucky.          Feeling unluckily    
                                  
                                
                                
So how ever your spending Easter this year just know that I'm wishing you happy Easter and hope you have wonderful day

Lone
Gaining points
Gaining characters
Gaining clothes
Being champion
Killing time
Learning skills

Making friends
Playing online
Playing all the time
Killing time
Gain new roles
Gain champion
Gain new skills
Help with stressed
Help with anixety
Help with depression
Gaming is life for some
Your gaming is just fine
But some time you just need your time

Right now someone crying
Right now someone laughing
Right now someone sad
Right now someone happy
Right now someone dieing
Right now someone giving birth
Right now someone homeless
Right now someone working
Right now someone hungry
Right now someone eating
Right now someone sleeping
Right now someone a wake
Right now someone dealt
Right now someone on the phone
Right now someone driving
Right now someone losing time
Right now someone making memories
Right now someone lonely
Right now someone celebrate a birthday
Right now someone thinking
Right now someone talking
Right now someone...

Love= happiness
Time= long
Keep= smiling
Pain= lost
Smile=beautiful
Remember= people
Fear=sad, anixey
Dreams=hold on to
Touch= to have and to hold
Kiss= married
Hurt= feeling
Wonder=thinking
Sea= mermaid
Speak= talking,listening
Alive= lived
Apart= wishing
Happiness= love
Listen= hearing
Big= heart
Coming= going
Laugh= faith,hope
Wake= dreams
Eye= tell a story
Chest= treasure
Fell= head over heels
Story= life
Human= everyone
Walls= down
Boy= girl

Christmas is a time for love
A time for happiness
Dreams,mistole kisses
Kids wishing
Parents wrapping
Laughing with family, friends
And the year of hurt and pain go away just for one day
Some people having nothing or loves one gone
But they hold on a story for all
I wish that this year people get everything they wanted and hope for
Wonderful time even though the world ******* down
Merry Christmas and happy new year.

That day I got you I was filled with joy an happiness
Loved how you purred
Loved how you meow
Loved how you listen to me
Loved how you always treated me with kindness
You will always be my sweet little Bella bear
And will always miss you
Even though you are not human just a pet
But to me you will always be my friend.
Love you Bella
R.i p.

Dear Daughter can you hear me?
Dear Daughter can you hear me ?
I just wanted to say i love you
Dear Daughter I miss you
Dear Daughter I'm proud of you
I was proud when you were born
I was proud when you took your fist steps
I was proud when you spoke your first word
I was proud when you took your first steps
I was proud when you finished school
I was proud when you made me a grandfather
I wish I could be there in person when you get married
Dear Daughter I wish I was there
I see you struggling
I hear  you crying
I see you crying
I see you smiling
Dear Daughter can you hear me?
Dear Daughter  can you see me
Dear Daughter I'm always with you
Dear Daddy yes I can

Hi nanny how is heaven?
I wish I could see you
Nanny I miss your wonderful meals
I wish I could have your Sunday meals
Nanny I love you
Nanny i miss you
I wish you were here
I miss our I spy games
I miss spending nights
and being spoiled
Nanny say hi to grandfather  and daddy for me
Hi grandfather how's heaven?
Do you see dad a lot ?
Do you see nanny ?
I hope you are all living together
Grandfather I miss you and love you
Remmber when you thought my name was Tuna lol
Grandfather I hope all is well
When heaven has visiting hours I will be  the first to visit you and Nanny and Daddy
bye for now

Was free to roam
Was free to touch skin
Was free to hangout,shop
Then bam wasn't free to touch
Wasn't free to kiss a face
Wasn't free to hangout,shop
Now just waiting
Now the longer you wait the longer you go crazy
Miss hearing voices
Wild life run free we locked up
I remember when I knew what day it was
I remember when I knew what time it was
I remember when I knew what faces felt like
I remember when I knew what fast food tastes like
I remember when I knew the world was whole
That's gone now
I don't know the day
I don't know the time
I don't know the face
I don't know the voice
I don't know the touch
I don't know the taste
I don't know the world.
Now we wait.

A face so beautiful
Look in the mirror
Skin so nice
Tears run down
Weak heart cuts
Voice wants to stop
Scars are remind
Stood in distances
Catch a simple kiss
The touch of taste.

Love has no time
A heart has no time
Life has no time
Each day we live
Each day we die
Each night we live
Each night we die
The sun shines
The rain does fall
Beauty is showed in random places
Fire burns longer then the sun shines
Understanding the moon
Earth worked for the living
Arms hold tight
Feet walked far
But love has no time
A heart has no time
A lie has no time
Each day we live
Each day we die
Each night we live
Each night we die

Time has no date
A kiss holds love
A cry speaks
A dream to hold, build
Eyes tell stories
Clouds make rain
Joy bring laughter
A love brings happiness
A soul brings marriage
A key holds the key to hearts
A lie ruins lives
Time is what you can fix
Emotions is what you have
History is what you make
Fade happens when people forget you in time
Chains can be broken
Silence can break you down.

One day i sat in silence thinking of why
One day I sat in silence chained in time
One day I sat in silence trying to be free my mind
One day I sat in silence fading away with time
One day I sat in silence aware that someday I'm going to died
One day I sat in silence trying to kiss the sky
One day I sat thoughts come to mind
One day I sat in silence with mixed emotions
One day I sat in silence

My love for you has no eyes to cry
My love for you has dreams
My love for you has joy
My love for you has no secrets
My love for you  never fades away
My love for you holds key to my heart
My love for you will never died
My love for you kisses ours souls
My love for you is aware of time
My love for you reached the clouds
My love for you will live on even when I died

Untitled
Footsteps of loved one
The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you saying I cired
The sun shining is you saying i'm happy
The clouds is you saying I'm sad
The fog is you saying I miss you
The flower is you saying don't worry
The birds is you saying hi
The butterfly's is you saying I'm always here
The trees is you saying you are not alone
The feather is you saying i was here

Pain
Pain
No one know this
No one own this
No one loves it
No one wants it
No one sees it
But everyone wants to share it
But everyone wants to talk about it
Sad
Happy.
Crying
There a comes a time when you have to let it go
All of the above