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tina lombardo Nov 2018
make a wish
why would i do that
for you to have the wish you want
i do wish every night and day for it
well maybe if you wish harder it will come true
no i don't think so
why you say that
cause i long for the person to see not hear
well sometimes you have to make them hear you
well i do but i speak with my mind body and soul
well that will do it and dream it
and the person will feel you and you will never had to wish again cause they will feel you and you can speak to each other and that way people will never know you speak.
tina lombardo Dec 2018
i use to think being with someone is a good thing
i use to think being in love was a good thing
i use to thinking being hit was good thing
i use to think being lied to was a good thing  
i use to think running away  was a good thing
i use to think i was pretty was a good thing
all i  wanna do is sleep
all i wanna do is cry
all i wanna do is died
all i wanna do is talk to you
all i wanna do is feel
all i wanna do is cuddle
all i wanna do is kiss
but no i'm alone
and will forever be
tina lombardo Oct 2018
ou are...

My sunshine when it's rain...
My cure when I feel pain...

I'm the bus...
You are the plane.

You are...

the clean when I am dirt...
my shoulder when I hurt...

I'm the ****...
You are the squirt.

You are...

summer in the winter...
You are a needle when I have a splinter...

I am the ink...
You are the Printer.

You are...

Spring when it pours...
umbrella for my sores...

I may have a key to open the stores....
You can prevent the wars.

You are...

A dragon to my fairy...
when I am with you life ain't so scary...

I my have to pray to the ****** Mary...
to keep you...

don't wan't **** to get hairy.

You are...

everything to me...
everything i think about...
everything I dream about...

i will love you forever...
long after I'm dead....
forever.

thanks for loving me. <3
he passed away last year
tina lombardo Jan 23
A woman's cry
Found someone to love maybe for a long time
Everything looking fine
One day changed
Loving hands put marks are you
Makes you wanna cry
So you forgive for other try
Few months go by
Loving hands leave marks
You sit and cry thing why
You finally had enough
So you leave without saying goodbye
Years go by
So you give other try
Same thing came a rise
Trying to **** you out for a time
Making you less of a woman
Calling you names out of angry
Your wondering why
Now this time you fight back
But  you never died
You want to cry
People controlled it
You lived it
You felt it
You wont do that again
So again you leave but this time you say goodbye
tina lombardo Feb 13
i accept you for you
accept what you do
i accept holding you
i don't want to lose you
but do you know
sad
mad
sad
mad
sad
miss talking to you
trusting isn't so easily to do
wondering why you changed your mind
i think you are perfect all the time
i think your fine
i think .....
tina lombardo Jan 18
You know what I'm thinking about me too
I'm not sure when you cry
But you do know that you are going to be founded by me
I want you to know that
You dont have to go
Stay with me for a long time
I can promise you this I will never forget u
I found out that I was there when you cry
I'm not going anywheres
tina lombardo Jan 10
Angel on my shoulder I'm here
Devil on my shoukder I'm here
Angel on my shoulder I love you
Devil on my shoulder I love you
Angel on my shoulder cry if need to
Devil on my shoulder cry cry cry no one cares
Angel on my shoulder u mean the world to me
Devil on my shoulder dont believe that crap
Angel on my shoulder I do care that's why I'm here
Devil on my shoulder jump
Angel on my shoulder noooo
Devil on my shoulder yes
Angle on my shoulder let me hold u dear
Devil on my shoulder there never here
Angle on my shoulder I will not leave you
Devil on my shoulder I will not leave you
Angel on my shoulder I need you
Devil on my shoulder I need you.
iam happy
iam fine
im ok
bad lair
i got you
i have you
i feel you
bad liar
i hope
i wish
i pray
bad liar
i hold you
i love
i care
bad liar
i sleep
i cry
i walk
bad lair.
bam
tina lombardo Dec 2018
bam
walking bam im there  
talking bam i'm there
standing bam im there
sitting bam im there
laying bam i'm there
sleeping bam i'm there
these are the things  i will be there for when you need me
dark hours bam im there
drinking bam im there
crying bam i'm there
i need you bam im there
theses are the things i will be there for when you need me
love bam i'm there
crying bam im there
theses are the things  i will be there for when you need me
bam
tina lombardo Feb 13
barely breathing
barely smiling
barely sleeping
barely feeling
barely talking
barely thinking
barely eating
barely holding on
but when i see you
i'm skanking with butterflies
i'm nervous
i feel  like crying
lord help me prove
unervial help me prove
nature help me prove
how dumb are you
why cant you see
this time your barely
tina lombardo Jan 18
Be real
Why must life be so hard
Why must life be waste of time
Why must life need no answers
Why must life died
Why must people bander you
Why must people need to be that way
Why must everything and everyday be so fucken dead
Sleep I'd only answer for few
Just maybe be little time alone will set it stright
Maybe that's a waste to
Maybe everyone met to be alone
tina lombardo Sep 2018
I been lied to by men
I been chated on by men
I been treated like crap by people
I been in love
I been in places no one wants to go
I been called names
I been in fights
I been beaten
I been almost *****
I been drunk
I been high
I been happy
I been sad  
I been close to people who walked away
I been through hell and still act like stuff dont faze me .
tina lombardo Jan 15
behind these brown eyes there tears that fall almost every night
behind this smile is tears that fall almost every night
behind theses brown eyes is pain no one knows about
behind this smile there is pain no more no ones about
behind these brown eyes is a world no one knows about
behind this smile is a world no one knows about
behind these brown eyes is soul that wants nothing but to shine
behind this smile is a soul that wants nothing but to shine
as i sleep i dream
as i sleep i think
as i sleep i feel no pain
as i sleep i see no tears
as i sleep all i see is nothing
tina lombardo Dec 2018
being crazy is hard
you dont wanna cry you wanna run away
lay back down
take a nap
take a walk
take a pill
crying without knowing why
feeling like your alone
drink drink drink
being crazy is hard
take a stand
take it day by night
thoughts thoughts thoughts
holding your hand
laying on your lap
let it all out
being crazy is hard
tina lombardo Dec 2018
being crazy is hard i feel like crying
being crazy is hard i feel like dying
being crazy is hard i feel like running away
being crazy is hard i feel like laying
being crazy is hard i feel like talking
beng crazy is hard i feel like nothing
being crazy is hard i feel like i don't belong
being crazy is hard i  feel like sleeping
being crazy is hard i feel like dreaming
being crazy is hard i feel like .....
being crazy is fucken hard
tina lombardo Sep 2018
I walk on your bridge
I walk on your bridge
I wanted to cry
I walk on your bridge
I walked on your bridge
the wind blew i knew you were there
I walked on your bridge
I walked on your bridge
I  remember your kiss
I walked on your bridge
i walked on your bridge
i wanted to jump
I walked on your bridge
I walked on your bridge
to say i love you
I Walked  on your bridge
tina lombardo Jan 15
lonely but not
sad but not
happy but not
glad but not
love but not
hopeful but not
sleep but not
life but not
death but not
thoughts but not
talking but not
angry but not
bad but not
good but not
tina lombardo Sep 2018
I m like caged animal  wanted to be free like the rest of my people but i can not cause i dont have the key so i sit here waiting for the day the zoo keeper forgets to lock my cage door and then i can run away and free as the birds seem to be.
tina lombardo Feb 13
change your face
change your attitude
change your style
change your type
change your heart
change your hair
change your feelings
change it all
maybe once you do time will change to
people will understand why
could not take a long time
be patient to rise
crying is not a crime
holding on
go a head post it
go all out or chill out
nothing you do is a crime
cant stand it
then change it
and effect it all
on a october day the wind was blowing
and leaves were falling down off the trees.
all different colours , some were red yellow and orange
as the leaves were falling down they were coming down in a wave like motion
the leaves covered the ground couldnt even see the stones that were on the ground
tina lombardo Dec 2018
good for those who loved this time of year and want to celebrate it
the tree is up
the lights are up
the gifts are wrapped
the food is cooking
the drinks are flowing
the pets are sleeping
the family is talking
the friends are visiting
the snow is falling
the stores are closing  
the weather is freezing
time of year to be happy  
this time of year is when you don't want to celebrate it wants to be alone
the tree is nowhere to be found
the lights aren't up
no gifts wanted
no food cooking  
maybe some drinks
the pets are there for you
the family not around
the friends not talking
the snow is here
the stores are closed
the weather is  making it hard for you
time of year to be depressed
tina lombardo Dec 2018
you know your connected to someone when you feel them when they are not around
you know your connected to someone when you can tell how they are feeling without knowing
you know your connected to someone when you can dream bout them
you know your connected to someone when you can think of them on any random day
you know your connected to someone when you can think of them on any random night
you know your connected to someone when you have a gut feeling that it's true
you know your connected to someone when well you just know
tina lombardo Nov 2018
Poem by me
In my  dreams you were there and that makes happy
In my  dreams we were laughing
In my dreams nothing could hurt us
But when I'm a wake I cry I think I wonder I cut
I miss you like you were never mine
I just wish I could make you see
Why do you make me feel this way
I never wanted to feel this way
But something about you makes me wanna find out
I could dream of you all day but still ask why
I wish I could make you see but that will never be but you have eyes for ones who dont see
But I'll dream of you every time
They say when you dream of someone they miss you
I want to hold you
I want to feel you
I want to lay with you
I want to talk to you
Dreams do come true
I wish I had that luck but not me all I can do is dream
tina lombardo Jan 18
Daddy's grave
Walking to your grave
Standing at your grave
Talking at your grave
For hours at your grave
Half the day at your grave
But
I'm not at your grave
I have no way to your grave
I want to visit your grave
Everyday I know you are near never far
Missing you  is not just one word
Time doesnt help
Days
Years
Daddy I'm sorry I cant be at your grave
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Dark night
Dark out
Cold wind
Snowing
Moon out
Stars out
Silence
Only hearing my foot steps
Seeing nothing
But only my breathe
Roads are long way home
Cold dark nights
Tina lombardo
tina lombardo Sep 2018
Don't let the darkness take you to far learn to control your demons before your demons learn to control you
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Darkness
Days go by
Nights come and go
Wanting to stay in bed
Wanting to sleep
Wanting to feel again
Wanting nothing from no one
Wanting nothing but to be hold
Wanting someone tell I'm not worthless
Dreaming of you like a fool
Dreaming of a life that will always be a dream
When crying no one around
Cutting was my only way out
I can do better
I know I ******* can
Why why why
Why do my demons want to play now
Angles fighting for me but my demons are winning.
tina lombardo Oct 2018
Days go by I sit I stand I lay
Days go by I talk im quite
Days go by I hurt I'm sad
Days go by I cry I laugh
Days go by I wonder I know
Days go by I sleep iam a wake
Days go by I eat I don't
Days go by I play I don't
Days go by I wish I don't
Days go by I want to live I don't
Days go by I feel like I should run away I don't
Days go by and I say love is true but it's not
Days go by days go by.
tina lombardo Oct 2018
depresstons is not something someone can talk about
but someone wants to listen
depression is not something that everyone has
but everyone wants to get rid of
depression is not something someone can get rid of so easily
try to go for help  
depression is not something someone can pass down
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that wants to stay but does
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that stays away
take pills
depressions is not something  that people want
but do
depression is not something you  say
but you do
depression is not something you want to live with
but some do
depression  kills kills kills
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Do not know this

I walk with you
I talk with you
I hold with you
But you do not know this
I cry with you
I sit with you
I stand with you
But you do not know this
I lay with you
I sit with you
I'm here or there with you
But you know do not know this
I do not let you know this for you will cry if you ever knew
But I'm here watching you .
tina lombardo Sep 2018
In darkness you feel almost alive for no one can see your pain
but in the light you can see your pain but for no one can see your alive.
tina lombardo Apr 10
Doesnt matter
The size you wear
The size you are
The colour of your skin
The colour of your hair
The colour of your eyes
The way you talk
The way you walk
The way you hear
The way you see
The way you love
The way you cry
The way you sleep
They way you live
They way you are sick
How much money you have
Or even they way you died
Only thing different is that when we bleed the blood is one colour red.
tina lombardo Oct 2018
when they rains comes down and you feel like crying just think of me ill be right here waiting for you
when they rain comes down and you feel like dying just remember ill be with you from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down  you don't see me crying cause the rain comes up all my tears
when rain comes down and you need me to hold you i will from dusk to dawn
when the rains comes down  and you  feel like cutting ill be here from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down and you like kissing ill be with from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down and its cold outside just remember ill be here
when the rain comes down and you feel like fading away just remember i'm here from dusk to dawn
when the rain comes down  and you feel hungry i'm here from dusk to dawn
when the rains down  and you wanna go for a walk ill be here from dusk to dawn
tina lombardo Apr 10
Eat your heart out  boys
They look but cant not touch
They want
They dream
They talk
They stare
They whine
They try
They can all they want but will never happen
They may pray
But eat heart your out boys
I'm his
tina lombardo Apr 22
Emeny do not fear me
Emeny do not talk of me
Emeny do not fight with me
Emeny do not rebuild friendship
Emeny do not love me
Emeny do not hate me
Emeny do not knock me down
Emeny do not speak of words
Emeny do not explain differences
Emeny do not touch me
Emeny just go away
tina lombardo Nov 2018
how do i say this without sounding foolish
how do i do this without sounding foolish
how do i know without sounding foolish
how ?
i know i can say
i know i can do it
i know i can
but how ?
your like a tree looking for water
your like the birds looking for shelter
your like rain when it comes down
your the sun
your the moon
but again how?
i will sit here thinking until it drives nuts
but i'll sleep and maybe i won't
show me the way so ill know how
tina lombardo Nov 2018
everything gonna be alright
everything gonna be alright
everything gonna be alright
i think of what
i think of why
i think of when
i think of  how
i think of if
i think now
everything gonna be alright
everything gonna be alright
everything gonna be alright
i think of fighting
i thin of cutting
i think of what's in your head
i think go now
i think stop
i think of walking
everything gonna be alright
everything gonna be alright
everything gonna be alright
i think i think i think
everything gonna be alright
eyes dont lie
eyes dont cry
eyes don't wonder
eyes don't talk
eyes don't count
eyes dont love
eyes don't smile
eyes don't fight
eyes dont hope
eyes dont hurt
eyes dont forgive
eyes don't fear
eyes dont feel
everything i just said was a lie
eyes tell lost
its your mind that drives you nuts.
my sweet angel girl
my heart
i miss you
i miss your laugh
i miss your jokes
i miss your smile
my sweet little girl
when i'm upset i think of you
your my sweet baby girl
tina lombardo Oct 2018
Leaves turn colours
Leaves fall down to say hello and good bye
Air is cool
Air is fresh
Rain falls down and down gets everything wet
Sun shines but not as bright but is a delight
People drive not walk
Hot chocolate saves the day
Heat comes out to play
Bed is nice a warm
Fire are growing higher and higher
Chairs come out to play
Fall stays only for short while doesn't want to stay
Fall looking for a friend to keep  for company
Oh no winter is coming
tina lombardo Dec 2018
As I sit in the fields of flowers n grass
I pick the smalls one
I look at it
I keep it
I let it go
Where ends up no one will ever know
Could grow again you never know
It could lay there wishing someone would hold it tight and never let it go
That poor little flower will never know
I feel bad I let it go
I go and find it
I pick it up
And hold it tight
Telling it I will never let ya go
tina lombardo Jan 27
when your lost just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you can't find your life just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you cant see just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you alone just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't stand still just follow my footsteps i will lead you home
when you need me just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't hear just follow my footsteps will lead you home
when you just wanna talk follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you are falling just follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you can't sleep follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
or if you just wanna follow me just follow my footsteps i will lead you home.
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i want to sit with you
i want to talk with you
i want to lay with you
i want to hold you
i want so many things in this life but some will never be
as i write an think of things to say your what i think of and want to say
the universe has brought us together for a reason  i don't know what it could be but would love to find out
i know there's no change of it but a girl can dream can't she ?
but then again your in my dreams
i will not hurt you
i will not abandon you in your time of need
i will not run away
i will not walk away
i will not just will not that's not me
you will take a chance on me ?
Forgotten girl  

You know  that girl who calls herself ****
You know  that girl who  feels not good enough
You know that girl who everyone replaces
You know that girl who cries herself to sleep
You know that girl who trys to stay positive
You know that girl who would love you until death
You know that girl that would move mountains for you
You know that girl that everyone call names
You know that girl who would rather see you smile then herself
You know that girl who would rather lay in bed then sleep
You know that girl who drinks
You know that girl you forgotten about just dead in her sleep
tina lombardo Jan 15
girl sitting on bench by herself
girl sleeping by herself
girl walking by herself
girl talking by herself
girl laying by herself
girl watching herself
girl looking by herself
girl thinking by herself
girl loving by herself
girl dieing by herself
tina lombardo Oct 2018
iam the girl who sit alone
Iam the girl who stands alone
Iam the girl who crys alone
Iam the girl who talks alone
Iam the girl who walks alone
Iam the girl who  speaks alone
Iam the girl who runs alone
Iam the girl who sleeps alone
Iam the girl who eats alone
Iam the girl who crazy alone
Iam the girl who drinks alone
Iam the girl who smokes alone
Iam the girl who wishes alone
Iam the girl who loves alone
Iam the girl who shops alone
Iam the girl who lays alone
Iam the girl who texts alone
Iam the girl who listens alone
Iam the girl who showers alone
Iam the girl who plays alone
Iam the girl who calls alone
Iam the girl who swears alone
Iam the girl who paints alone
Iam the girl who lonely alone
Iam the girl who happy alone
Iam the girl who sad alone
Iam the girl who angry alone
Iam just a girl.
tina lombardo Oct 2018
Goodbye my love
Goodbye  my friend
Goodbye my happy
Goodbye  my sad
Goodbye  my depression
Goodbye  my sun
Good bye my night
Goodbyemy nature
Goodbye my drink
Goodbye my drug
Goodbye  my woods
Goodbye my life
Goodbye again.
Not a good one but post it anyway
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Good girl

I am smart
I am petty
I am loyal
I am trustworthy
I am good listener
I'am caring
Iam loveable
I am honest
I'm a good girl
tina lombardo Sep 2018
The flower whisper to me come here my child let me show you something that you could not see before
I will take you down a path which only you and i can see the rest will wonder where you'll be  
But do not worry my child you will be safe me for i am your guardian angel.
this poem just randomly pop up in my head as i was taking pics of myself with flowers
tina lombardo Apr 29
i love you happy birthday
you came when i wasn't looking
you came when i was feeling lost
you came when i needed you
you came when i couldn't love myself
you came when you were losted
you came when the timing was right
i wouldn't change a thing
i will not leave you for another
love is real
we found each other when  we both didn't know it
you make me happy
you love me
i love you
you protect me
i protect you
you may be younger than me but doesn't matter you'll all i need
hope you have wonderful birthday
loves alots
happy birthday
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