"I want you" is a lie I tell myself
What I'm really saying is I need you
Because your smile
Your kiss
Your intoxicating presence is the sun that brightens my day
Every night with you is like feeling a new drug
"I'm thinking of you"         I'm always thinking of you. I'm so happy with you.
If you only knew half of what you meant to me you'd be in love ❤️

"Come see me tonight :)"
* I fell in love too quickly*
It hid the emptyness in your words, filled it with the mirage of a love returned

"You are stuck with me forever" you said it as if you knew there's nothing I wanted more. You said a lot of things.

And I can't decide, I can't decide whether I would be happier if I never met you or not
I'm lost somewhere between love and regret and I just can't find my way out
I don't want to let you fall in love with someone else, but I can't keep going on like this

I want to be your fulfillment. I don't want to be the one who just puts the pieces back together for you
Because I love you too much to leave...and I know you're not staying for long

It shouldn't hurt this much; losing someone who wasn't yours to begin with
I feel sick to my stomach, you're falling into someone else's arms while mine reach out for you more than ever before
It shouldn't hurt this much; to feel used and unappreciated
But it does; because I though I(t) meant something, because she still means *everything

I ******* love when our eyes meet, and you give that cute little stare. Wow*
I hate the screech your sliding door makes every time I come in
I like how comfortable I feel with you
I love that there's no *******. When we're together, it's just us and nothing else matters
I love kissing you, *******, making you laugh and smile
I like that it's a secret, you're like a perfect escape

"I don't think I'm the girl for you" she said so casually, i'd never felt that before.
I cried. I didn't want you to know I was so hurt, and I didn't want to feel weak, so I played it down
You ripped yourself away from me so swift and viscously My body shivered with a soft sensual pain, like a cold ache
You found my weaknesses so quickly, I was starting to lose myself in you, you took control of my imagination, and I loved it. Thoughts of you were like the sweet taste of strawberries
I couldn't stop smiling, I fell for you. And you vanished

I felt useless
You sat at the edge of the sidewalk with tears streaming down your face from my actions
My head was flying, trying to find the right words to make it better while I sat there in front of you on the road, wishing I could take back the pain my lips and my hands had caused
I had kissed you with the same lips, let my hands focus on each crease in your skin, the same way they did with her.
you said it was over I cried trying more to justify it to myself then to you
How could I have done this, how could I make you feel the way she made me feel.