whistle, call out,
bait me in,
i'm super ******* cool,
i can't forgive,
what i can't forget,
whistle, call out,
the neurons fire mad,
the adrenaline screams,
grinding teeth,
i'm super ******* cool,
whistle, call out,
taunt, bait,
think of your throat,
of your crippled arrogance,
listen,
i'd love to spill your blood,
i'd love to make you hate every breath,
but i'm super ******* cool,
so i'll watch from afar
as you spill your own,
going mad at the lack
of a response,
at the lack of an ally,
i don't have time to
pretend,
to be bait,
to be horned,
to get drawn in and *******,
i'm brando in a white t-shirt,
i'm fonzie decked in leather,
and you're a summer *****
whose season is in passing.

when you dance with me,
look at only me.
when you smile at me,
make it real.

when you touch me,
i don't feel so cold.
when you talk,
my thoughts don't feel so alone.

let's keep moving.

when your hands fasten,
does that mean you only need me?
when you change the subject,
does that mean you love me?

please love me.

seeing blind
hearing deaf
the louder you yell
the deeper my breath
seems to go
an endless pit
where all that you said
is left
because i don't
hear or see
you
anymore
you may as well
be
dead