She put on her white wings
closed her eyes
took the fall
the rush of adrenaline
filling her veins and soul
her wings carried her up to the sky
an angel with a heart replaced by a hole
she chose to not fall, in love, but to fly

Contagious words
Toxic veins
Tender eyes
Blossoming chains

Contagious words
Toxic veins
Unrestrainable pulse
Everlasting stains

Contagious words
Toxic veins
Empty souls
Vacant trains

Contagious words
Toxic veins
Hollow souls
& Manipulated brains

Smile, smile when you're insides are turning into flame
Smile when your legs won't stop shaking
Smile when your arms are tangeled with each other
Smile when your blood is circuilating twice as fast
Smile when you can feel heart beat out of your chest
Smile when your teeth don't leave your lips
Smile when you're heart is numb from the pain
Smile when your mind is a hurricane
Smile when the demons are whisperring to you
Smile when the razors and pills are screaming out your name
Smile when your nails are digging into your skin
Smile when your eyes are dying
Smile, and just keep smiling because it's the only way to hide it
Smile because it's the only way to hide that darkness.

2 a.m
can't sleep
scared of the night mares
scared of falling too deep

Haven't dreamt in weeks
My dry lips miss the taste of fantasies
My nightmares are taking over
to leave me tangled with fear in my sheets

All i remember is a blur
burning trying to reach the shade
all i remember is the panic and fright
if i stop sleeping, will my nightmares fade?

We used to be a treasure, so hard to find.
We used to be a light, so easy to spot.
Our stars used to always shine.
All we have left now is empty eyes so blood-shot.

We used to be a key, to every closed door,
We used to be the rust chains, the ones that never let go,
Our seas were so wide, now all we see is the shore,
All we have left is nothing but an act of a desperate show.

We used to be the insane, the ones who never looked back,
We used to be the liars of the truth, nothing to live for,
Our road was so clear, but now we have lost our track,
All we have left is nothing, and nothing more.

They saw an image of a man
jumping off the Empire State
They laughed at his stupidity
and mocked his self-hate

They laughed a little bit more
Of the man standing on top of the building ready to dive
Not realizing the image they saw was only one piece
Where the man was jumping to save another man's life.

My wings are broken
My throat is sore
My wrists aching
for a place called home

My legs are shaking
My beats are coming to a stop
My breathe's breaking
with every killing sob

Take me away, far away
From this cruel beautiful world
Even if it means I die tonight
just remember, "sorry" would be my last word.

Waves crashed,
Summer time,
Broken pieces,
She said she's "fine",

Leaves fell,
Fall time,
Earth was hell,
And words could never rhyme,

Birds leave,
Winter time,
A long sleave,
The sun no longer will shine,

The birds have already sung,
Spring time,
As the last breath escaped her lungs,
I could only look at her dead eyes, that were no longer mine.

Dry skin
chapped lips
dark eyes
to lose or to win,

Sharp sight
sinful hands
weak legs
darkness for light,

An escaping lie
walls build up
no more air came in
to give in or to try.

It’s the battle im fighting
it’s the battle I fought
a body I thought I was saving
but indeed, I left it to rot
it’s the life im saving
of a desperate soul
trying to bring it back to life
trying to reach the shore
it’s the monster im fighting
beneath the skin
a battle turned into a war
all deep within
even though the soul was black
it was filled with every color of pain
trying so hard, to fight the monster back
rise up, sink low, just like an airplane
it’s the urge i'm fighting
to **** the monster inside
but that filthy soul won't stop struggling
struggling the must to sink down low, again, and hide
under the shadows
deep down the seas
the lost soul will always hide
the lost soul, it will always be

It's like being lost in a sea,
You scream for help,
But it's like your cries are silent,
No one can see you dying,
No one can hear you crying,
And every time you see a ship,
You finally feel like you're floating again,
But that's when the storm hits,
And boom, you are drowning again.

She hates the girl standing inches away,
She wants to **** her in any way,
She holds the pill to her lip,
And holds the bleach ready to take a sip,
She holds the blade across the girl's skin,
Hoping it'll make her feel beautiful and thin,
But she couldn't do it anyway,
Because there was only a mirror standing a few inches away.