"SOMETIMES V/S MANYTIMES"

Sometimes we feel happy
but many a times
we don't know what are we???

Sometimes we enjoy our company
but many a times
we don't know where are we???

Sometimes we find our job to be easy          
but many a times
we don't know how can we???

Sometimes we have surplus time to keep our words
but many a times
we don't know when can we???

Sometimes we are proud of us
but many a times
we don't know who are we???

Sometimes we love everyone
but many a times
we don't know whom do we???

Sometimes we feel we belong to everyone
but many a times
we don't know whose are we???

Sometimes we desire to change the history but many a times
we don't know if can we???

Sometimes we love living our life
but many a times
we don't know why are we???

Sometimes we feel we are too stupid         
but many a times
we don't know so really are we.

sometimes a crowded place, seems empty;
manytimes thoughts only, make a crowd;
want to talk to someone, but someone seems no one;
one who you can say yours, one who you can say anything;

one or two names bounce in mind;
but evil heart dont agree, "no compromises" he says;
says he "why to disturb, why to overload them";
is there anyone who will never get disturbed??;

no relation fills that emptiness;
its a company with no demand no request;
not expecting anything although everything is available;
Just a string of unsaid understanding;

sitting hours together, feeling the completeness;
talked a lot but still chat never ends;
thinking a lot, dreaming about, feeling the company;
knowing the other will be doing the same;

coming in reality, discovering the truth;
listening the unsaid, dreaming the myth;
conversation i never had, feeling i never felt;
time exits this world of virtuality;

whenever i feel such i enjoy some;
i envy some, feel helpless but not hopeless;
enlightening my hopes i come back in worldly world;
with a smile hiding undefinable expression;

Like it was pain of sea.
The waves are not rising.

You remember the depth
of eyes, of heart,
when you cannot read the
face of shadows.

So much soundless crying.
The birds have gone
to distant shores
for water.

Manytimes I had given
a call. Immaculate exit.
I will not carry any stigmas.
Want to travel light―

to meet my tormentor.