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Busisiwe Dec 2015
I crawled just to get away
He saw me and kicked me while I was down
So scared lets fake a smile. This bossy and big man!

Tip towing around like the floor is gonna crack.
She calls and ask if I am okay?
Took a deep breath and replied.

Bet they ddnt know you killed me?

This dark room with no light
Safer than the outside. Will I ever get enough?
What should I say with all this PAIN.

Bet they ddnt know you killed me?

Sad so sad I'm giving up
Walks aways the demon in him
But yet his face is still the same.
What did I do to fell such Pain?
But I still bet they ddnt know you killed me.
Dennis Scherle Nov 2013
its been two long years since you were released
but know in my heart i could never blaime you in the least
we were a tourchured family to never find love
but this is what either dreams or hate can be made of

even when i saw your eyes roll back and the blood on the knife with your marijuana pipe so black from the residue packed
you cut till your arms were just red
then smoked enough to leave a teenage stoner in bed

i dont blaime you for either, you were hurt and you needa cope
but was tradeing the love of your ******* son worth that ****
you were my mother, supposed to hold and love me
but i found myself being yelled at thinking im just unlucky

still i guess i could of looked for love from my father
but he was to busy showing love to his two daughters
i was to dumb, couldnt sing a song, to him i ddnt belong
so you ignored my exsistance for many long years till it braught me to tears

but where are we now after i lived a long 18 years
dad look your oldest daughter left and your youngest you only hear hate underneath the tone of her breath
so i guess im all you have left to bail you out this mess you left

so now to watch over these two as if they were as delicate as children, they have only me to watch over them as my  mom bleeds and my dad cant breath the weight of debt needs to be repaid i dont know what else but you will regret how you treated me when im gone one day

momma maybye i just want you to stop with the drugs

looking everywhere just trying to find a buzz

till you look at your son amd forgot who he was

tired of goin to bed everynight to never sleep

keeping one eye open in case i have to call n emt

nearly watched you die remember that moment and i still ****** cry

so i lay with a knife to my throat livin a lie knowing i jus wanna die

so this is my last birthday song remember when i saw love in your eyes now im jus tryin to get by
Dennis Scherle Apr 2014
There is a girl i sit behind in a class we are asked to hone our craft of writting, producing storys and tales but in my mind poetry stiill prevails, this girl has long light brown hair that flows like silk down her soft face jeweled by her big bright brown eyes that draw me in. She speaks from her heart and can captivate any reader she gives the glorious chance to glimps upon her work. Her words could move mountains with the weight of truth she uses. Still she does not see it, sadley she does not see the gold in her soul, the angelic like perfections that make up her face beauty is not worth the essence of what you trully are, for you make the stars envious with how u shine, your eyes so amazing they are like a rainbow a child sees in the sprinklers reflection to remind every man that deep down is a boy who still thinks the world is full of wonder you give me the same feeling as christmas and just like the grinch u made my heart grow three sizes bigger then nyone thought possible to the more astonishing part you ddnt just make me fall in love with you, you showed me i can love myself even with the times i grunted n growned as u made me look after my health a good nights sleep before you meant nothing, but now with you a dreamer has a reason to sleep hopeing i can see you even a second longer in my head as storys play like projector screens thinkin of the magic it would make me feel if i could only just kiss you, Your lips softly pressing against mine. The idea brings fireworks to my mental imagery, my body becomes lifted full of energy. Like the sky that was once dark and smogy is fresh again, i take a deep breath inhailing the clean air that clenses my heavy soul. I reach my hand over my cheast realizing the heart you stole. Thinkin its safer where it is cuz my hearts a wild animal and its wrong to keep it locked up behind the cage of bone being my ribs. Memories like monkey faces and tickle fights, curved with philosophy and a cold cola dwn my neck while you laugh enough to everyone stare but we diddnt care, whats highschool without silly memories, like asking bout my feet. Or convincing me to keep my dorky hair that never seems to lay flat in the back. Picking jokes at my baggy jeans, stealing sweaters but that part always made me smile thinking something of mine kept you warm, no matter if it was dark or a snow storm know im close to you. The thought of my arms around you, sometimes we might get pulled into dark thoughts, we are tested and pulled, sometimes you might think you have nothing but know you will always have me. I care so much i will never let you forget. Till the life leaves from body and i take my last breath. You are strong, you are smart, you are beautiful. THANK YOU, You made this grumpy man smile.
mike Dec 2012
the man always marvels at what the man makes, but what of when man makes mistakes? ****.. i ddnt mean to write that.......but LOOK AT IT!!!! its AWESOME!!! Right??????.......right?..
SirDlova Mar 2014
I've wrote you love notes
We called our self titanic,the unsinkable boat
So together magnatic
But now we sinking
Well I've been thinking
Since you and I are no more
Don't think I'm weak,I'm strong
When you see my face I know you will act sick but I'm stil strong like neil amstrong riding 1000 km from east to west
Jesus walks ask kanye west
Now its my time
I don't hv time to rhyme,like sun I'm jus gona light and shine
I'm jus gona say what's on my mind
I ddnt love u from the 1st time
No iddnt use u,I chose u
Coz you were there when I cryd
But never there when I smiled
She was..yes I've been cheating but let's not call it that,I know its my bad call it loving
You,I didn't love u,I jus liked u
The way you cared even though you were faking it
The way you loved even thought u were making it
Tel me I'm bluffing
I was blind to see
Deaf to hear
The lies about you loving me
Now I'm jus gona stare,and watch u faking it to another man
Shame on him but to me,deuces!
Its called bruises after love
*** after using no gloves
Players play eachother..don't hate the player,hate the game
asia Sep 2019
...
i ddnt know you could fall in love at first sight.
..but how she grabbed my attention.
the combination of her characteristics.
she was gifted...
a.l
thulvni Jan 2015
jdi
Being in jdi it was like I took the j and let it defuse in these eyes so I saw futher than sight where I saw the mudere in desgise I feel the blue in these skys
I ddnt have a clue who were these guyz but they became part of my worst nights

They use karma as they amour so nobody would understand what love , they all expose dust to the sun like its summer  

I remain green .. Under my darkes roots I remain green
#remain
#be
Busisiwe Dec 2015
Some people get tired of being sick and tired
Yet some get tired because you choose to speak
They get tired of humanity
They get tired of love
They get tired of strengths.

People get tired of trying NOT to get tired
They get tired cause you have a voice
They get tired cause you wanna help
They get tired cause you wish they ddnt get tired  because you care

People just get tired.
Annacleta Jan 2021
You have questions
You wonder what led me to doing it
You wonder if l was ever happy
This is a letter from a dead soul
I thought l did not have a choice
I could not take the pain anymore
I tried being strong for years but inside
I was dying
With each year passing l had hopes that the pain will end but it ddnt
The pain never stopped  and l did not want to suffer anymore.
I wanted to be happy  like a normal
human being.
Then l saw an easy way out
I won't lie it wasn't hard
Pain versus pain
I became numb.
I swear l told myself l would stop
But with each cutting l grew to like it
I wanted to stop but l became addicted to hurting myself
Then the day came. My last day, to me it was going to be my last day cutting myself
But to the whole world  it was going to be my last day breathing
I took the razor and l cut my self
I dont know how or why but l hit the wrong vein
Then l was no more in the world
You might think it was your fault
You blame yourself
But l wrote this letter from my grave
So that l clarify things it was never your fault
I ruined me.

— The End —