No matter how much I wash, I am not clean. I need to say the truth but I am not living in truth. I know the right thing to do to cleanse my soul but I am not doing it I am too ***** and don't want to be saved. I am full of lies and owe people money. I use my charm to deceive people I am torn inside and what to be clean. I know what to do but I am not doing it. Don't know why I am scared or feeling like I have time. Time is going and I am tired of trying to escape or always run away. I want to face my battles now. Stand trough it to the end. I owe my kids and the kids around me this change. I want to be leader. I want to preach and change people postively with my words and money and actions. I want
I feel this light warm glowing feeling inside me. I feel my eyes blaze light red and melt to look lovely not angry. My skin breathes peace and health My breathing is now slow and I am satisfied and feel connected with all my senses. My energy is contagious, calm, loving and generous now. I am straightforward at this point in all my doings and thinking. I feel I know something about anything ... my third eye is open. I like this feeling and I always know how to feel it . Its that kind of Feeling the 12 disciples experienced when the flame of the Holy Spirit sat on their head. I feel the anointing . I feel I am that I am.
Only in pictures will you see me Only in pictures will you find me For I will not stay in one place for too long. As the winds blow, the water moves, the birds fly...then I must go on and on. Only in pictures will you know me for I will capture all the moments for you to see, and from the distance we would love ourselves.
I will always come wearing a smile on my face Whenever you call me by my name Don't worry be happy. You can count on me good days, bad days Just call on me and my smile would put a smile on your face. I will tell you what you need to hear and what you want to hear don't worry be happy. I promise from this day henceforth.
Do you really want to know? Or you are just asking cos you bored? Well, it depends. I have a lot on my mind, just don't know where to start from. I wish i was unconscious to say it all so I hide anything, or feel shameless. I am thinking of how to change and be a better person. Don't want to be a selfish person anymore...stop being manipulative and opportunistic. I want to practice what i preach. I want to walk freely without hiding or passing other routes. Love truly and be a good friend. I want to feel free wild and young. Living my life. I want to travel to somewhere new so that i can feel like new. Be different.... More eccentric. I will do the right things this time because nobody knows me here. Be a new person, start afresh. Preach possibility and be positive anywhere that i go and with whom i come in contact with. This is whats on my mind.