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Mary-Joy Jun 2022
Here I was at a crossroads,

Four directions to move towards,

But four directions I wanted to move back from,

Should I?

Shall I?

I had dreams back black clouds loomed over them,

Failure seemed to be advancing towards me,

Like a bull,

I held the red rag,

I stood in my own way,

I was bringing myself down,

I had to try to move out of the way of the angry bull,

Charging down where I stood,

So I chose an option at the crossroads,

So I could live,

Survive,

But most importantly just so I could try.
Mary-Joy Jun 2022
I give it for free it doesn't cost me,
I give a smile,
I give a listening ear,
I hear other people's fears
I give some caring,
I share some learning,
It doesn't cost me,
I gain,
I build up my knowledge,
My understanding,
I plus,
I don't minus,
When I give for free,
Whats on offer,
I find there is more to gain.
Mary-Joy Jun 2022
I lost the losers,

I healed from those bruisers,

I outran those pursuers,

I won you,

I dodged the bad luck,

I jumped over the hurdles,

I smashed through those barriers,

I won you,

I turned my back on those who turned from me,

I stepped up to my attackers,

Looked into the eyes of my abusers,

I won you,

I lost myself in drugs and alcohol,

I cried through my tears,

I sobered myself,

I have been clean for some years,

I won you,

I laughed at bad jokes,

Avoided the smoke,

I treated myself better,

I won you.
Mary-Joy Jun 2022
If love is a game,

I played it

If love was,

To find fame,

I became famous,

If love is a gift,

I gave it,

If love is something to give a miss,

I miss it,

If love is an embrace,

Let me stay held within it,

If love is in you,

Then love is in me too.
Mary-Joy Jun 2022
You're upon my cloud,

It isn't allowed,

So walk of my cloud nine,

Seek what you cannot find,

Wine and dine,

How divine to be,

A seeker,

But never rest upon my clouded dreams.
Mary-Joy Jun 2022
I said I am a sinner,

He assumed I said I was a singer,

But no I am a sinner,

I fell into your eyes,

I folded into your arms,

I looked up into the stars and dreamed,

He can't tell where he ended,

Or where I began it seems,

He said we are two pieces of material,

Sewn seam to seam,

I said I can't help but agree,

I told him I was a sinner,

But he didn't hear me,

I told him I never murdered anybody,

I have only wanted enough cash to live,

I never envied my best friend,

Even when she did,

I only ever stole when I was a child,

And returned it right then and there,

I am not boastful,

I am a giver,

But I take sometimes,

Here or there,

Then he said why are you sinful?

And I told him because I wanted to love him,

He admitted clearly to me,

He felt the same,

And we should be married at once.
Mary-Joy Jun 2022
My Mr,

I am his Miss,

I like it when he gives me a kiss,

My Miss,

I am her Mr,

I like it when she is a giver,

We seem to be just divine,

Hopefulness is so entwined,

My Mr,

I am his Miss,

I like it when he picks up his dish,

My Miss,

I am her Mr,

I like it when I go and fish.
Mary-Joy May 2022
If I could do it over would I?

If I could take back each conversation we shared,

Every stare.

Every glare,

Would I?

If I take back every kiss,

Would I?

Every embrace should I?

I wouldn't rewind a moment,

I wouldn't undo a stitch,

Because I give this everything I had to gave,

And don't wish to take back any of it.
Mary-Joy May 2022
How I wished to count your fingers,

Your tiny toes,

How I wished to kiss your darling little nose,

How I wish to breathe in your scent,

You beautiful little child,

A God sent,

How I wish to whisper your name,

Your fingers round mine,

How I wished to tickle your feet,

And hear your laughter,

How divine.
Mary-Joy May 2022
Dear baby,

I wondered if the strands of your hair would be black or brown,

How when your locks fell out they would be scattered upon the ground like confetti,

How I wish I knew,

If your hair would be curly or straight,

I wish I knew if it was soft, delicate and scented of you.
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