I wish it was simple. That these feelings would disappear.
But each time I see your face the feelings reappear.
I wonder how you did it, managed to erase me like that.
Please teach me how, I need to forget you.
My heart beats non faster than it did when I'd see you.
Shows that I still care even when you're not here.
I thought losing you was my greatest fear.
But I guess admitting it has to be my worst.
Your smile used to put me in sanity.
But now its causing me insanity.
I miss you so much it hurts.
I miss everything about you, including your perks.
Do you miss me? Do you care or am I just another memory.
To you like the subject I favour I must be History.
But then you don't want to learn more, I'm no mystery.
I see you out there smiling away in search of new discoveries.
You don't see me here, crying the pain away learning to recover.
I see you out there, laughing with your new friends exploring.
And Here I am... Thinking of you.
I'm fighting these emotions, blocking each and every one of them out.
But I can't anymore I've run out of ammunition.
I guess all I can do is watch you head on to a new destination.
I guess that's all I can do.