After all these years
of being trapped in cage with him
consuming me
I still think it was meant to be
I was meant to be like this

I believe in purpous
and reason
and maybe there's something big
and beautiful
waiting for me
that wouldn't happen
without all the pain

So maybe my demon loves me
and maybe I love him
I wouldn't change a **** thing about it

I know who I am
and I feel like winning.

Your searching for a purpose
All the words spoken that are wordless..

Paint a picture with just motions
Build a world reacting to emotions


You'll see purpose start to surface
Just Live it out An don't be nervous

Don't give up an don't give in
Don't listen to what the world has Said..


Cause You'll battle
The better you are

Someone's on your side
No Need for battle scars



Don't plagiarize
Because your original  
Don't give it up
Just keep On livin it..



Your thoughts are going extinct
So please remember don't copy and paste..
cause
your the only One Who
thinks how you think


Life's a mystery and your the sleuth
Just don't blink and miss your clue,

Your at the beginning of your meaning
Don't lay low Because people are intimidating

Spend a moment
mending memories  
Remember there are still other remedies.

Little little girl standing in the mirror
Where did she go
When did I last see her
This little girl has faded away
She's tired of living her everyday game
She looks and doesn't recognize herself
She can't take care of everyone else
She can barely take care of herself
Tears go down her face as she yells
This isn't fair
I am not well
Nothing about her life is normal
She fakes a smile and cries at her moms funeral
You'd never guess what happens behind closed doors
People used to care
Not so much anymore
She gets attached and then people leave
What a fool she thinks
And I believed when they said they loved me
People say they said goodbye for a reason
Why she asks
And I thought they were a keeper
Expessily the older ones with dark brown hair
They said they cared
Then they left
How dare
The good ones leave
And it takes time
But the longer it takes
The longer I die inside
I can't do this
I'm dead
The devil has won
Not yet though
There's still time
And she watches from afar as it flys bye
Too many decisions to make
And to make them I must be awake
My home isn't home since she died
Did I not see the pain inside
I want to hurt her as much as she's hurt me
And I know how to do it
And you know where I'll be
Reckless and dangerous
That's who I am
No body gets I'm doing the best that I can
Well farewell
It's time for me to go
Grab the tylonal pm
And I'm going to sleep
And I feel my heartbeat
I don't want to feel mine
I want to feel hers
And as time goes by
I hurt and I yell
I want to vanish
To be gone
To be out of my hell
This is the last of me you'll ever see
The realist me I'll ever be
I am ready I am prepared
And I will forever be out of your hair
I'll be out of my cell
What if it doesn't work
She gets all nervous
Then she remembers
Shes never even had a purpous