Little little girl standing in the mirror
Where did she go
When did I last see her
This little girl has faded away
She's tired of living her everyday game
She looks and doesn't recognize herself
She can't take care of everyone else
She can barely take care of herself
Tears go down her face as she yells
This isn't fair
I am not well
Nothing about her life is normal
She fakes a smile and cries at her moms funeral
You'd never guess what happens behind closed doors
People used to care
Not so much anymore
She gets attached and then people leave
What a fool she thinks
And I believed when they said they loved me
People say they said goodbye for a reason
Why she asks
And I thought they were a keeper
Expessily the older ones with dark brown hair
They said they cared
Then they left
How dare
The good ones leave
And it takes time
But the longer it takes
The longer I die inside
I can't do this
I'm dead
The devil has won
Not yet though
There's still time
And she watches from afar as it flys bye
Too many decisions to make
And to make them I must be awake
My home isn't home since she died
Did I not see the pain inside
I want to hurt her as much as she's hurt me
And I know how to do it
And you know where I'll be
Reckless and dangerous
That's who I am
No body gets I'm doing the best that I can
Well farewell
It's time for me to go
Grab the tylonal pm
And I'm going to sleep
And I feel my heartbeat
I don't want to feel mine
I want to feel hers
And as time goes by
I hurt and I yell
I want to vanish
To be gone
To be out of my hell
This is the last of me you'll ever see
The realist me I'll ever be
I am ready I am prepared
And I will forever be out of your hair
I'll be out of my cell
What if it doesn't work
She gets all nervous
Then she remembers
Shes never even had a purpous